The thing that really upsets me about Christianity (no offense at all, this is just something that makes me feel a bit powerless and depressed) is that even if you're a good person, you still go to hell for making the choice not to believe. I'm a cynical person and I can be rude sometimes, but I love the people around me and I'm always trying to be on my best. I think this is why older people convert to Christianity at such a late age, because they're too scared about what happens if they die. And when I think about it, I genuinely can get really scared to think about what will happen to me, because apparently I'm a sinner for not believing.