Im not sure about the rest of the state honestly, but Nashville seems to be doing a "soft open" that sort of feels like ripping the bandaid off and slapping swamp mud on the wound. Most(?) people are wearing masks but i see a nearly equal amount wearing none. No one with gloves. My boyfriend is high risk and I've been essentially forced off of unemployment and back to work. Which in my case is in a mall. A very high traffic mall. Its been super stressful and i got sick (by what i believe to be) due to the stress (only after all of the covid like symptoms went away.) At first I was panicked because if it was covid i felt itd be very irresponsible to keep serving food. My employer felt differently and insisted that i finish my shift. An open to close shift in a high traffic mall knowing full well i was displaying symptoms. I instead found a replacement and went home. That was yesterday. Today I got tested, despite making a decent recovery. Still not feeling well but a lot better. Waiting on those results because i wont be allowed back to work otherwise. Even then, i fear repercussions because i went against what my boss wanted me to do. I feel like everyone in my state, or at the very least this town, is not taking this seriously. It could kill people i care for. It could kill me. I feel like a guinnea pig being tested to see if the virus really is so dangerous. But really i feel like a victim of this system as a whole as the virus isnt even the real problem. Its how poorly our country and its systems as a whole is dealing with it. Its ridiculous.