MagicalCat590
Hippie Witch
Well, I know I've been really on again, off again with this game for a few months now and honestly it has a lot to do with some mental issues I have, but I've also been experiencing map anxiety.
Remember a while ago I posted about how I picked a bad map and had to start over? Didn't really think it'd effect my future gameplay much, but I was wrong. I kept starting new games, picking different maps, and then freaking out when I realized there wasn't as much as space on the map as I had originally thought. I was actually started to feel a little claustrophobic. Like I'd literally be playing the game and having my character walk around, then I'd pause and be like, "There's not enough space here. WTF am I gonna do?"
Then I just got really depressed because I just felt so bad that I was getting so worked up over a video game, which is actually something I go through a lot because I feel like this pressure to conform to societal standards. I'm pretty sure everyone goes through it at one point or another.
But, yeah, I actually realized that I was feeling was just anxiety caused by my negative experience with a bad map and it seems stupid, even just saying it or typing it. Plus, there's the fact that I was prone to anxiety attacks before any of this happened so...It happened, though....Idk.
Anyone else gone through this?
Remember a while ago I posted about how I picked a bad map and had to start over? Didn't really think it'd effect my future gameplay much, but I was wrong. I kept starting new games, picking different maps, and then freaking out when I realized there wasn't as much as space on the map as I had originally thought. I was actually started to feel a little claustrophobic. Like I'd literally be playing the game and having my character walk around, then I'd pause and be like, "There's not enough space here. WTF am I gonna do?"
Then I just got really depressed because I just felt so bad that I was getting so worked up over a video game, which is actually something I go through a lot because I feel like this pressure to conform to societal standards. I'm pretty sure everyone goes through it at one point or another.
But, yeah, I actually realized that I was feeling was just anxiety caused by my negative experience with a bad map and it seems stupid, even just saying it or typing it. Plus, there's the fact that I was prone to anxiety attacks before any of this happened so...It happened, though....Idk.
Anyone else gone through this?
