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I'm working on my website right now, and I'm listing all of the things I do, but I'm having trouble deciding on whether or not to call myself a CGI artist, a digital artist, or a 3D modeller and animator. CGI mostly goes under 3D modelling and animating, but I also do digital paintings, and I'm not sure if only one of my skills would go under CGI or none at all. I have every aspect of my website done except for what I actually want to say on it, which is ironic considering how long it took to finish.
 
I feel like I should be less clingy but I'm afraid to come off as rude to people I like

ahhhh
 
My art may be equivalent to that of a child, but dammit...
At least I try. u.u
 
If you mean your avatar I think it's cute :)

Also mom being on your period is NOT and excuse for not cleaning up in the kitchen unless you have severe pains and need to be in bed (which you don't)
 
(i couldn't find the happy thread so i'll just drop this here cus it's sorta random)
so someone at school made a racist comment and i've been feeling ****ing ****ty recently (ive only just recovered from anaemia which was because i hated the way i looked in general so i posted a half-suicide note on facebook encouraging people to not stunt others' growths and while i was looking for ways to go my phone started pinging like mad and there were like 7 beautiful comments from all these lovely people telling me how beautiful and strong i was and not to let me down and one of my personal heroes who is understudying two of the lead roles in the phantom u.s tour commented saying
"Tell em, Ruth. Good for you. You ARE growing. You couldn't see the bigger picture, like you already do, and have expressed here - if you weren't EXPANDING. Growth can hurt. Don't let the hurt become the definition of how you see yourself. To me and many, you are beautiful. Don't let someone steal your sunshine or take up rent-free space in your peaceful head!! xx" and that plus all the other comments made me cry with happiness because it made me realise people do care about me and believe in me-i just didn't believe in myself.
p.s: i was not overreacting, i've been dealing with this type of **** almost daily now and that was the straw that broke the camel's back
 
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Clannad is awesome I just wanna bingewatch all night fsdfd

also i need to stop watch dr. phil lol
 
everything will be ok

maybe not right away but

yeah

maybe I'm imagining a problem that isn't there rip
 
My roommate hasn't been here for like 2 months and it's great. The apartment is clean and smells nice
 
FUNNY STORY TIME! :D
I remember one time....
I went to church, and I was hanging out with my friends at the back of the church/kitchen...
No adult supervision.
We were children....
We were chillin', everything is fine....
Then...something happens, and there is an all out ****ing war happening. Every man for himself!
People are getting thrown into the walls, one kid was like attacking people with ****ing demon claws.
I threw a kid into a door...
I don't even ****ing know, you guys.
I don't even know how it started...Needless to say, we weren't allowed to go to the back, anymore, and adults looked down on us with disappointment, for what seemed like forever. I don't even know.

There were about seven of us...We were about eight...or nine.
No children were harmed in the making of this memory...somehow...
 
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Goooooddd I haven't drawn stuff in daayysss

Now I'm just doodling Oswald the Lucky Rabbit pictures, because I ran out of ideas with ACNL stuff.
 
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