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I'm tired but it's still a bit early for me. Another hour or so and THEN I'll be ready for bed.
 
Cable companies keep spiking the cost of cable even though less and less people continue to use it
 
I hate teenagers sometimes.

Here’s an example of what I mean. Yesterday, some kids in the back of the bus were standing up and being really loud and basically tackling each other, so the driver told them to sit down. Multiple times. He didn’t even care that they were being loud, he just wanted them to sit down. And instead of just… you know, complying, someone yelled at him that he should be driving because it’s his job to. Then the driver asked him if he thought he was tough and he said he knows he’s tough (that was honestly really cringe because I know what that kind of person’s definition of tough is. So no, you’re not tough. We live in the suburbs shut your dumb ass up lmao 💀). Did their parents just not teach them how to act in public? I just don’t get how you can casually be such an ******* because you’re being told to do something simple and you don’t want to do it. Stfu and listen to the driver, it’s not that hard if everyone in the front of the bus like me was doing it. I just wanted to go home but no, instead the bus driver pulled over on the highway for five minutes because they didn’t want to listen and they just kept yelling at him when he just gave them simple instructions. It’s so dumb.
 
^Back in my day, we had a lot of rejects too. Seems every generation has its fair share of knuckleheads.
 
I would sit out on my deck with a cup of coffee and my laptop for writing my story, but I'm not a fan of lizards. I thought they hate this time of year.
 
it's still really foggy outside even though it's 10am, so I'm out here driving around feeling like I'm living in a PS1 game with terrible draw distance 🤣
 
I overheard a guy say that the first season of Seinfeld wasn't good and the characters aren't fully developed until about season 3. Not sure if that's the case (as a casual viewer) but I'm curious to check out the older seasons and see how they stack up.
 
This chapter I'm on in A Memory of Light, god damn man...it's over 200 pages long!! Like, really? Lol.
 
I was asked by my therapist Yesterday about potentially reaching out to a former friend of mine whom I haven’t talked to in over a year. I still have his number, but the thing is, I’ve got a fear of rejection that I’ll either get ignored or pushed aside. On the other hand, according to my therapist, I won’t be able to find a meaningful relationship with someone if I don’t try and reach out to a few of my former friends to gain some of my self-confidence back.

Could I get some advice here? Should I send my former friend a text? I’ll mention that we stopped talking on good terms, but I don’t really like his new friends or lifestyle choices these days.
 
Watching a YouTube video of someone showing off their new recently adopted kitten, remind me of the cat that we took in for a short while. Back in the 2009, My 'oldest' brother showed up with a cat at our door. I remember the cat being all black with these beautiful yellow eyes. The previous owner who had her couldn't keep her anymore because of personal reasons and they wasn't really fond of her and was about to throw her off on the streets; But my brother took her in with his girlfriend at the time (she's his wife now).

Unfortunately, they found out where they lived didn't want any pets on the premises so they bought her over to our house, which also at the time didn't want us to have pets. I could barely keep a hamster during my childhood (More like Tween/Teen..but whatever).

My mom decided to take her in for a while until she could find out what to do with her. We called her 'Ms. Kitty', which we later found out that the previous owner didn't even bother to give her a name, just called her 'the cat'.

Ms. Kitty was such sweetheart and well behaved. She would often follow us around the house and curl up next to us when we sat down. However, while my mom was okay with having her in the house. She wasn't a fan of the cat being near her furniture. So one day Ms Kitty was just doing cat stuff, like walking on the furniture and my mom startle her causing the cat to...well freak out and she (Ms. Kitty) accidentally knocked over some stuff in the progress; which upset my mom and she told me to put her out on the patio. The poor thing started meowing so sadly, so I went out there with her and she would not stay away from my legs, just prevented me from leaving her alone.😢

Then the next day, my mom was able to find an animal shelter and we sent her over there. I remember us sitting in a room there and I had Ms. Kitty sitting on my lap. Once again, such a sweetheart.

Then a lady came in and took her away in the back. She also commented on how beautiful her eyes were.

Even though our time was short. It was fun having a cat. I hope she whoever took her in treated her with the love and care she needs.
 
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I haven't played chess actively in a long time, but for some reason I'm still fundamentally sound enough to win against my older brother who does play daily.

I don't remember all the openings or responses etc. Yet my brain still retains tactical information despite not practicing or playing. (Forking, pinning, discovered attacks).

It's strange.
 
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I think I got past what I was stuck on; I’ll work on it more after I get the rest colored and shaded. Hopefully I can get it to look better 🙂.

I’m still really excited about doing this. I can’t concentrate on anything else even when I need to take a short break lol.
 
I find myself remembering what outfits I was wearing in their dreams very often. I often dream about myself wearing different outfits. I can even remember some of the hairstyles I wore along with those outfits. 🤔

In one dream, I could dress more feminine and I could dress masculine in another. I guess dream me is just really into fashion.
 
I’m feeling cold, so I turned on my personal space heater. It’s keeping me warm, but the warmth attracted my pillows, who also want to use my heater.
 
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