i finally bit the bullet and told my parents about my eating disorder. they've heavily suspected it for a while but want to help and understand that i need to tackle my psychological issue with food before i can gain any weight. first doctors appointment is probably next week and from they're i'll hopefully get referred to a clinic so recovery might finally be in motion since i'm tired of waking up every morning being too weak to move and i'm tired of feeling guilty about every single thing that goes in my mouth unless it's porridge.
Found a book I've been wanting.. I really need to stop buying books but they are cheap at the second hand store and p much the only place you can find em so
uhh today has actually been kind of a good-ish day ...? kinda ?
i had to get up earlier than usual because i had a therapy appointment at 10 am and i thought i'd be Dead but i wasn't that tired so that was cool !! then uh therapy went wayy better than expected and idk it just felt kinda ok??
thennnnnn uh i've been playing animal crossing a lot and i've eaten good food and i took a nice walk !! idk my mental health has just been pretty good today which is kinda rare ;W;
I drove to Austin for the first day of RTX (Rooster Teeth's convention) and I'll be here until Sunday. I've already met some really cool people and seen some great panels
I was pet sitting for someone today. The cat had been very stand-off-ish the whole time I was there. I decided to lay down on the couch and chill for a bit. The cat came up to me and gave me some serious cuddles. It was GREAT.