[Roleplay] The Aftermath 2.5 - A Cushion For Our Hearts

[Myst]

I bite my lip. "Are you sure? I don't want you to feel left-out or unimportant... It's just that being bind, getting married, and having kids really... changed me..." I sigh. "I'm not the same as I was before, in most respects. I drink less and I no longer take advantage of women... I'm sorry if I'm not the same guy you fell in love with."

 

[Naiad]

I laugh softly. "... I'm not going to lie, you two, when compared, are like two completely different people."

I nuzzle his cheek. "But I think I like this you more." I smile. "How about that episode?"

(( going offline bc I died in math today ; o ; See you tomorrow~))

 

[Myst]

"I'd love that." I lounge back against the headboard and hold Sai close.

(Night! gl! )

 

[Naiad]

I smile softly. This Blaze isn't so bad.

I pick up the remote and turn on the TV.

 

[Myst]

I ruffle her hair a bit. "Don't worry. We can still have some fun."

 

[Naiad]

"Fun..?" I look up at him, confused. Like picnics?

 

[Beary]

I open my eyes slowly.
I fell asleep..?

 

[Naiad]

Oh, looks like he's waking up...

I quickly compose myself. "Welcome back to planet earth." I grin widely.

 

[Myst]

I laugh. "You act like you've never had fun before." I smirk and say, "I think going to the park is still fun. Correct me if I'm wrong. The old me would've thought sex was fun." I chuckle and softly say, "But... I know now, that that's not exactly equal for both parties involved."

 

[Beary]

"I was somewhere else..?" I say drowsily, still a bit out of it.

 

[Naiad]

I pinch his cheek softly. "Forget that."

I glance at the ceiling. "Yeah, a trip to the park sounds nice. We haven't been there in quite some time."

I smile. "Dreamland."

 

[Beary]

"Don't remember having any dreams.." I look at him.

 

[Myst]

"Cool." I lightly smile.

Oh, god... am I really that boring? I sigh. It's not like I'm not attracted to her... I just... don't think I'd ever want to have sex with her... That's not what she deserves... She deserves someone to support and love her... Not someone to use her.

(gg Blaze.)

 

[Naiad]

I pat his head. "Sometimes we simply can't remember the most mysterious of things."

(( oh blaze))

I frown. "Something wrong?"

 

[Myst]

"Um... well, I should probably go take that shower... I just feel kind of dirty..." I shrug and climb out of bed.

 

[Naiad]

I sit up. "Dirty?" I tilt my head. "But you already took a shower today..."

 

[Myst]

"I know... just... don't ask why..." I walk into the bathroom, hoping my sudden 'excitement' dies down with the cold shower.

... how long has it been since this has happened...?

 

[Naiad]

(( blaze no u go back in there ))

I sigh and pause the TV before rolling back onto my side of the bed. .... So much for something romantic.

 

[Myst]

I turn on the shower and start to strip out of my clothes.

So... this is my life then... hard to believe how much I've changed in the last five years... seems almost like a miracle... but... am I really happy living this way? Did I change for the better or am I still just as bad as I was?

I sigh and step inside the shower, allowing the cold water to surround me.

Maybe I was right about one thing...

I deserve the cold...

 

[Naiad]

I bite my lip. ... I really shouldn't.

I slip into the hallway and approach the bathroom.