The worst?
I have to say that the worse feeling is being taken advantage of. Now, for different people, this could mean differnt things. For most people, it means that that there are people who are very kind and selfless, but people who are not kind and selfless constantly rely on them, but give little to no in return.
For me, however, it means getting picked on, because those people KNOW that they can get to me. As sad as it is, this applies to family members, even my mom, who I no longer live with due to her and my dad seperating, but I do go out to the town, that I moved out from back in June, to see her, and she will go out of her way to do this via text messages.
Heck, I can remember a time where I felt ganged up on by some of my famlies members by them doing stuff like this. I was in a great mood, which got ruined along with that evening and night.
People tell you to "just ignore them", "it's just a joke" "let it roll off your back", and to "get over it", but the thing is, for some of us, it's not that easy. Some of us are wired differently. This leads to us expressing our emotions differently from most people. This leads to us dealing with aversities different from most people. Sometimes, it even means we take things the "wrong" way, if you will.
This is also leads to my next thing: Being misunderstood.
I am "different" from a lot of people. This can lead people to thinking I am immature, when I am not. Back when I was in Junior High, and High School, sometimes, teachers would get mad at me for the stupidest things, that aren't even worth mentioning. I also had some nice and understanding teachers, but there were also some that made me feel "singled out", for lack of better words. I will always miss being in school, but this is the one thing I DON'T miss (besides waking up at the crack of dawn).
Sometimes I even feel misunderstood by my mom. She claims she understands me 100%, but I don't think she does. I mean, to an extent, she does, but not as much as she claims to. If I go into detail about every little thing, that will make this post too long and boring, so just say that I have certain weaknesses and tendencies that she doesn't seem to understand that are normal for me. Again, she understands a portion of me and the way I am, but not as much as, as aforementioned, much as she claims to.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mom and my other family members, but some of them still need to respect the fact that some people have a harder time with dealing with being picked on, and we should not be taken advantage of.
The best?
One of the best feelings in the world is finding people that share my weaknesses, people I can relate to, or just people that DO understand me.
I hope I am not sounding selfish when saying this, but there is something so special about finding people that have the same weaknesses as me. It reminds me that I am not alone, and that I have people "on my team".
And even just people thinking about me and showing that they care is one of the best feelings in the world to me. As you know by reading this, a little goes a long way with me -- wether it's bad or good.
I have to say that the worse feeling is being taken advantage of. Now, for different people, this could mean differnt things. For most people, it means that that there are people who are very kind and selfless, but people who are not kind and selfless constantly rely on them, but give little to no in return.
For me, however, it means getting picked on, because those people KNOW that they can get to me. As sad as it is, this applies to family members, even my mom, who I no longer live with due to her and my dad seperating, but I do go out to the town, that I moved out from back in June, to see her, and she will go out of her way to do this via text messages.
Heck, I can remember a time where I felt ganged up on by some of my famlies members by them doing stuff like this. I was in a great mood, which got ruined along with that evening and night.
People tell you to "just ignore them", "it's just a joke" "let it roll off your back", and to "get over it", but the thing is, for some of us, it's not that easy. Some of us are wired differently. This leads to us expressing our emotions differently from most people. This leads to us dealing with aversities different from most people. Sometimes, it even means we take things the "wrong" way, if you will.
This is also leads to my next thing: Being misunderstood.
I am "different" from a lot of people. This can lead people to thinking I am immature, when I am not. Back when I was in Junior High, and High School, sometimes, teachers would get mad at me for the stupidest things, that aren't even worth mentioning. I also had some nice and understanding teachers, but there were also some that made me feel "singled out", for lack of better words. I will always miss being in school, but this is the one thing I DON'T miss (besides waking up at the crack of dawn).
Sometimes I even feel misunderstood by my mom. She claims she understands me 100%, but I don't think she does. I mean, to an extent, she does, but not as much as she claims to. If I go into detail about every little thing, that will make this post too long and boring, so just say that I have certain weaknesses and tendencies that she doesn't seem to understand that are normal for me. Again, she understands a portion of me and the way I am, but not as much as, as aforementioned, much as she claims to.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mom and my other family members, but some of them still need to respect the fact that some people have a harder time with dealing with being picked on, and we should not be taken advantage of.
The best?
One of the best feelings in the world is finding people that share my weaknesses, people I can relate to, or just people that DO understand me.
I hope I am not sounding selfish when saying this, but there is something so special about finding people that have the same weaknesses as me. It reminds me that I am not alone, and that I have people "on my team".
And even just people thinking about me and showing that they care is one of the best feelings in the world to me. As you know by reading this, a little goes a long way with me -- wether it's bad or good.