That I’m an introvert. Somehow people get the impression that I’m an outgoing party person who can’t get enough of people and hanging out. I am outgoing yes, but need forever to recover from social interactions and would prefer staying at home and being alone 9/10 times.
Probably that I love car movies. It always takes people off guard that Ive seen *Ford vs Ferrari* at least 4 times in theatre when it was there, have a Fast and Furious Poster, with a note I wrote when Paul died , and Im a big fan of Gran Turismo ♡♡♡♡♡
Im also excited for the new Ferrari movie coming out.
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People always are surprised by that, I guess I just dont come across as the type of individual who enjoys that kinda stuff lol.
That I enjoy metal music (though I'm picky about some bands and songs). I actually developed that interest recently because I wanted know why my friend here is so hyperfixated on that genre. I still don't get it to this day, but at least I ended up with a new all-time favorite song, that being Metallica's "Wherever I May Roam".
I listen to a lot of Mexican and Puerto Rican music. (I’m not Latina.) I also like opera. (I’m young and not really a theater person.)
I am also a goth on the inside, if that makes sense. I like some spooky, but not too scary stuff. I especially like the whimsigoth aesthetic. I like the style and philosophy, but I’m too lazy and comfortable in my own clothes to dress like it.
I'm outwardly very calm. When someone learns I have an anxiety disorder it's usually surprising.
I can also be petty and vindictive (but i know it's a flaw and i'm working through this to better myself).
As in - someone once insulted me in a private social media group. So I found his wife's profile and messaged her about what he said. I told her about how his behavior in our group wasn't okay.
(urrrgh i'm not proud of that though). I realize now that the better thing to do is just block and move on.
I suffer from massive mood swings. I could be calm, content and happy on a certain day. On another, I end up hating everything including myself.
I don't really sense positivity as something real, so when I receive compliments, I tend to not react a whole lot. People view me as a grump because of it.
I find it very hard to initiate with new people, including with those on the internet. When in public, I don't actively seek help, and just silently wait for assistance if I'm in a store for example. That might also explain my lack of friends and relationships. If I come off as an arrogant loner who only really thinks of himself, that's why. I'm currently seeing a therapist and enrolling in a program to try and help me better initiate conversations.
In the real world (outside TBT), people are surprised to find out that I'm an Animal Crossing fan. I even have a leaf sticker on my car to show everyone that, despite my downer mood most of the time, I do not feel ashamed for liking the series. It's basically my "soft" side coming out if you know what I mean.