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I am just so upset man.... So our show was supposed to be Thursday and Friday but Thursday(my cast day) got cancelled so the show was moved to Saturday. I can't make Saturday due to my Dads Lucky b-day being that day, once in 100 yrs will his birthday be 12/13/14, and just because this kid I share a part with (split cast) has family coming on Friday doesn't mean they can't come Saturday, literally we have spent way over $300 on this lucky b-day party for my dad and she freaking gives my position away and doesn't think of me in this situation in which none of my family could see my Saturday because we are all gonna be at this party, even my BFF in choir is coming to the party. I invited 10 people to come and see me, now I am just a part of the show again. I want my part back... I practiced for this thing so much because I was coming out of my shell, I have a fear of public speaking and acting and such... and for once I was comfortable in front of everyone on stage. Sorry just ranting out of anger but it really hurts that I lost a part I was happy with for no reason
 
My literature teacher had a long talk with me and she was basically saying ''you should pick finnish as your 2nd language so the guys at the lukio wont grammar nazi your average to hell'' I feel pretty sad about it. My pride is hurt. Then again I AM **** at the language but eh.

I really just dont wanna study in finnish. I should go to an eng school or something after lukio.
 
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I hate going to work because I'm new and don't know where anything is in the shop when people ask :/ otherwise i enjoy it
 
For two english classes in a row now, we've had nothing but entire periods of lectures about bullying.
Not that I don't think it's an issue, but filling 80 minutes of our school week basically repeating the same thing over and over again won't help matters. Just talk to the people who were bullying instead of subjecting the whole class to this. -.-
 
For two english classes in a row now, we've had nothing but entire periods of lectures about bullying.
Not that I don't think it's an issue, but filling 80 minutes of our school week basically repeating the same thing over and over again won't help matters. Just talk to the people who were bullying instead of subjecting the whole class to this. -.-

Yeah, I'm sick and tired of that too.
We have had NO SMOKING and NO DRUGS and NO ALCOHOL and NO SEX CAUSE YOU'LL DIE IMMEDIATELY lectures 24/7 all throughout school whether it's a pep assembly, a classroom, the theater, etc. For our weekly "fun" announcements, they were supposed to do funny skits but instead the entire thing was on sex trafficking...and the week before that was cyber bullying. I'm not for sex trafficking or cyber bullying of course but it's been shoved everywhere for my entire life as a student. Posters on my locker telling me about the Domestic Abuse Club and the Gay-Straight Alliance Club...so annoying.
 
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, I'm so impatient. I'll probably just sleep all day, anyways. My algrebra teacher NEVER explains how to do the homework. All he does is give it to us then leaves the classroom for the whole period.

Also, the fact that this is the first time wearing makeup for 3 years. Yes, 3 years. It is a very, very special occasion and I have no idea how to put on makeup anymore. How do you even apply eye shadow without screwing it up? I'm so lost, lol.
 
I feel really isolated.
Tyler was really sad when I told him the irrational obsessive thoughts are back.
"We never should have come home."
I'm sorry...
 
wait, so did he actually try to help out or...?
Yeah, he helped. He got me to sleep since I haven't been. He was just referring to the fact that I had a good week away from home. And when we got back, I started getting really bad again. I'm just embarrassed about it, that's all.
 
Yeah, he helped. He got me to sleep since I haven't been. He was just referring to the fact that I had a good week away from home. And when we got back, I started getting really bad again. I'm just embarrassed about it, that's all.

well unless you went up to your head and were all like "hey, cause me problems", you're no more to blame for your thoughts than I am for my panic attacks.
 
I don't know why but I haven't been able to get any work done at all and I've been falling so behind in school since my friend and I stopped talking. She was really mean to me, to say the least, but somehow she kept me on track and it just bothers me that I became depend on her.
 
I don't wanna do anything today I just wanna cuddle up in my bed with crisps and video games. Well I gotta go the scavenger hunt but yarr
 
I don't know why but I haven't been able to get any work done at all and I've been falling so behind in school since my friend and I stopped talking. She was really mean to me, to say the least, but somehow she kept me on track and it just bothers me that I became depend on her.

Sometimes its strange how abusive relationships do that to us. But we gotta break free from that and become more independent. *hugs* I am here to support you always, you know that. Try to separate your schoolwork from your friendship and focus on school and make a plan to catch up in the coming days that is realistic for you. Be sure to take care of you first. :)

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I don't wanna do anything today I just wanna cuddle up in my bed with crisps and video games. Well I gotta go the scavenger hunt but yarr

Same. I posted a couple days ago about being hospitalized for kidney stones. NOT FUN. I am in SO MUCH PAIN. That's why I am up at 6:30am.... since Midnight.... on TBT..... just lurking.... to get my mind off it.... vomiting every so often.....
 
Sometimes its strange how abusive relationships do that to us. But we gotta break free from that and become more independent. *hugs* I am here to support you always, you know that. Try to separate your schoolwork from your friendship and focus on school and make a plan to catch up in the coming days that is realistic for you. Be sure to take care of you first. :)

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Same. I posted a couple days ago about being hospitalized for kidney stones. NOT FUN. I am in SO MUCH PAIN. That's why I am up at 6:30am.... since Midnight.... on TBT..... just lurking.... to get my mind off it.... vomiting every so often.....
I'll try. Thank you :)

And omg I hope you feel better very soon! D:
 
Sometimes its strange how abusive relationships do that to us. But we gotta break free from that and become more independent. *hugs* I am here to support you always, you know that. Try to separate your schoolwork from your friendship and focus on school and make a plan to catch up in the coming days that is realistic for you. Be sure to take care of you first. :)

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Same. I posted a couple days ago about being hospitalized for kidney stones. NOT FUN. I am in SO MUCH PAIN. That's why I am up at 6:30am.... since Midnight.... on TBT..... just lurking.... to get my mind off it.... vomiting every so often.....

Holy crap... hope you get better. And god I hate vomiting so much it always make me so weak :( *hugs*
 
Thank you guys! *hugs* I love TBT..... you guys are so awesome and kind and warm hearted.... I love you both..... and someone just donated 100TBT to my Dream Town contest because I made a HUGE error in estimating conversion rates, just because, and offered to help again should I need more TBT closer to the prize giveaway deadline. TBT is such a lovely place. It my getaway.
 
I'm kinda sad that I'm no longer a bridesmaid in my childhood friend's wedding. It was to be expected since we rarely talk--the last time I saw her was at a convention back in March, and even then she was busy modelling for a Lolita fashion show. By the same token, a part of me feels relieved since I no longer have to worry about the responsibilities that usually accompany the role of a bridesmaid. Ahh, so many mixed emotions...

Well, one thing's for sure, she'll have my support no matter what. Even if we're borderline acquaintances now, the memories we shared together are still dear to me. Above all else, I just want her to be happy :)
 
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