Okay , i dont understand how some people are breaking the windows of a store and stealing everything they see and the police is LITERALLY outside of the store and they dont do anything? WTF
No charger for 3ds
No charger for my iPad
I don't know if it's the charger or my phone who just won't charge
My cat vomiting in my room -.- why mine when I'm not letting him go out geez stop eating grass this was the last time you sleep with me -.-
And I have anxiety :/
staring at the mirror and only seeing this stranger that is me. eyes so red from crying and no smiles.
i can only think of you.
are you happy? is this what you want?
its even more painful when i have to force a smile to some people and continue living today, tomorrow, and everyday.
The signatures over at CS are so intricate and complicated oh my god it hurts my eyes tbh bc there's too much going on (or I probably grew up liking really simple signatures so I can't appreciate more complicated ones)
I still have no idea how to feel. I'm sad because she didn't want to make it work out, she just left. I'm sad because I still miss her, I still have feelings for her but I know that she will be happier this way. I can't stand thinking of her with other people it kills me inside
but someone told me that it's a part of the process. I'm alone again, both socially and romantically. I'll probably go back to the same routine that I was doing before her, work my ass off and smoke weed by myself.
I'm angry because of what she did, kissing other people and suddenly trying to back out of our relationship like that. I took the news pretty well why couldn't we have made it work? I put it behind us while you were stuck staring right at it. I saw a photo of her with another guy already and it did wonders to my stomach. Was I that easy to replace? I love her and she bailed on me, again. I know deep down that something else has gone down and my instincts won't stop telling me this. It won't stop.
I'm scared because now I'm full of emotion and energy which in the past hasn't worked out for me. Distracting myself with video games is slowly losing its touch it seems like I feel the same way when I'm playing on my Wii U trying to get my mind off of things. I've been trying to rejoin this gym I used to trained at a couple years ago, I ran into a guy I used to train with and he encouraged me to sign up again. What do I do before that though? I can't sleep during the night and that's when everyone is asleep so if I go conky who do I wake up? I'm not feeling intense every hour of the day but I can't be showing up to work with scars again. I just want to hug her and tell her I love her at least one last time..
All of these emotions within my head and I spend so much time awake.
Honestly pathetic that some people would risk cutting ties with their best friend/s in order to protect whoever they're romantically attracted to, even if the person they romantically like is in the wrong and won't admit it
It's like "Oh maybe if I defend this person even if they're wrong, they'll like me lol, never mind my best friend whose friendship can be easily disposed of"
Keep burping up acid... it's really annoying, I keep trying to stop it with water but then it's just water and acid together and it's super irritating...