What's Bothering You?

[skarmoury]

huh this is my third post on this page i should stop being bothered all the time
my eyes kinda suck rn & i dont want to do research. i hate the vibes of our leader and i dont like her pushing to be productive today but okay w/e ofc i dont wanna be a sucky groupmate.
also my head hurts? idk why

I really don't feel like studying ahhhh

this is a mood

 

[Sanaki]

My mental health is crumbling.

Spoiler

I hate my AC town.

I hate this pandemic.

I hate not being able to at least leave the house to clear my mind.

I feel awful.

I just want one crumb of serotonin PLEASE lol

 

[Bread Kennedys]

Sometimes I regret opening up to people or ever trying to make an effort to get to know them better. Cause it feels like they don't give a **** about me or my feelings.

 

[skarmoury]

Sometimes I regret opening up to people or ever trying to make an effort to get to know them better. Cause it feels like they don't give a **** about me or my feelings.

i feel this all the time tbh
i always have this energy to go and talk to people i genuinely want to be friends with and it always feels like they arent interested enough to get anything rolling. like the convos just straight up die and i feel like opening up a new convo again will just bother them.
i end up feeling awkward and sad lmao

 

[Lady Timpani]

Woke up a lil earlier than normal to do my assignments earlier and... they are not available to me yet.

Post automatically merged: Apr 8, 2020

i feel this all the time tbh
i always have this energy to go and talk to people i genuinely want to be friends with and it always feels like they arent interested enough to get anything rolling. like the convos just straight up die and i feel like opening up a new convo again will just bother them.
i end up feeling awkward and sad lmao

Oof I feel this too guys. I always feel like a bother haha. I've started to recognize that's me being self-conscious but it does suck when the conversation just peters out and you wind up feeling like you're just bothering someone. Sorry you're feeling that way.

 

[Xara]

stomach hurty

 

[ElliotAdoresYou]

I don’t have a lot of irl friends I can share my interests with- also I’ve been getting less motivated in art due to the pain I get in my wrist recently when I draw. Usually I’m just tired normally after drawing for an hour or two, but now whenever I try to draw something my wrist starts to hurt and it’s pain- I’m young and I don’t wanna push myself to draw when it hurts, but if I don’t practice every couple of days my art will start to get worse- it isss what it isss

 

[Bread Kennedys]

i feel this all the time tbh
i always have this energy to go and talk to people i genuinely want to be friends with and it always feels like they arent interested enough to get anything rolling. like the convos just straight up die and i feel like opening up a new convo again will just bother them.
i end up feeling awkward and sad lmao

God I feel this on a very emotional level. It's sad but like Lady Timpani said, sometimes it's just your conscience telling you this stuff and that may not actually be the case and they just suck at conversation. That can happen, but still, the feeling's not fun at all. I too end up feeling awkward, sad and without a new friend.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

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My family. They really do view me as a burden, you know? Also a communist supporter and all that extreme crap. They are absolutely delusional and hurtful. :/ They really, really don't get my OCD and my mental health at all. I'm tired of them. I've been tired of them, but being stuck in quarantine is making it a bit difficult. I don't understand. I don't get it. This isn't bothering me too much at the moment, but earlier it was a bit rough just hearing that comment about how I'm a burden basically.

And they don't really care if I'm kind to others. I'm just acting, my mom has said. They don't like my interests, nor do they seem to care. They mistake me being depressed as an act of rebellion. Or they just don't say anything at all when I burst into tears. They may scream. They'll say I'm crazy.

They've no idea that I've grown attached to teachers these past years. To the point where I had cried nonstop about a certain English teacher and how supportive he was. I couldn't keep my emotions in check when I saw him, because a part of me really wanted that kind of love and support outside of school.

As well for my flashbacks and hypersensitivity to certain noises. I can get startled quite easily. And I have this sort of irrational fear that my mom would threaten me again whenever I walk down the halls at night, or whenever I'm listening to my music through my earphones, I feel she could just burst in at any moment.

It's frustrating.

 

[MarzipanDragyn]

One of my friends is not coping well during this pandemic, and her crazy sister is making it worse on her--to the point that she's willing to move out of her own apartment and risk getting sick to escape.
I'm frustrated because I literally can't do anything to help. I really want to, but i can't, both because of the current global situation and my own landlord and resources available. It's really heart-wrenching when you would do anything to help, but even "anything" isn't enough to fix the problem.

 

[Midoriya]

Sometimes I regret opening up to people or ever trying to make an effort to get to know them better. Cause it feels like they don't give a **** about me or my feelings.

i feel this all the time tbh
i always have this energy to go and talk to people i genuinely want to be friends with and it always feels like they arent interested enough to get anything rolling. like the convos just straight up die and i feel like opening up a new convo again will just bother them.
i end up feeling awkward and sad lmao

Woke up a lil earlier than normal to do my assignments earlier and... they are not available to me yet.

Post automatically merged: Apr 8, 2020

Oof I feel this too guys. I always feel like a bother haha. I've started to recognize that's me being self-conscious but it does suck when the conversation just peters out and you wind up feeling like you're just bothering someone. Sorry you're feeling that way.

Yeah, I can relate to how you guys are feeling for sure. I do my best to keep up with people and talk to them, but a lot of the time it feels like they’re not interested in talking with me or keeping the conversation going. I’ve just found that I’ve had to talk to many different people in order to find the ones that will actually want to keep talking to me. I’m sorry you guys feel this way and I hope you all feel better soon. <3

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My family. They really do view me as a burden, you know? Also a communist supporter and all that extreme crap. They are absolutely delusional and hurtful. :/ They really, really don't get my OCD and my mental health at all. I'm tired of them. I've been tired of them, but being stuck in quarantine is making it a bit difficult. I don't understand. I don't get it. This isn't bothering me too much at the moment, but earlier it was a bit rough just hearing that comment about how I'm a burden basically.

And they don't really care if I'm kind to others. I'm just acting, my mom has said. They don't like my interests, nor do they seem to care. They mistake me being depressed as an act of rebellion. Or they just don't say anything at all when I burst into tears. They may scream. They'll say I'm crazy.

They've no idea that I've grown attached to teachers these past years. To the point where I had cried nonstop about a certain English teacher and how supportive he was. I couldn't keep my emotions in check when I saw him, because a part of me really wanted that kind of love and support outside of school.

As well for my flashbacks and hypersensitivity to certain noises. I can get startled quite easily. And I have this sort of irrational fear that my mom would threaten me again whenever I walk down the halls at night, or whenever I'm listening to my music through my earphones, I feel she could just burst in at any moment.

It's frustrating.

I’ve mentioned this before, but I’m really sorry you have to deal with this, Dawn. No child should be treated this way. I hope the quarantine isn’t too bad and you’re able to hang in there. </3

 

[Xara]

my english teacher is hounding me for schoolwork but idk what she wants from me as i did contact her weeks ago and she never got back to me and idk what she wants me to do with these assignments as i don’t have the required materials and obviously cannot go out and get them

 

[maple22]

I’ve been really sick since Monday. Not going to go into the details of what transpired that day, but I’ve since felt extremely weak (even when doing as little as walking around the house) and am struggling to breathe a lot of the time. Fun.

 

[Dim]

I'm getting tired of these random thunderstorms.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

My mental health is crumbling.

Spoiler

I hate my AC town.

I hate this pandemic.

I hate not being able to at least leave the house to clear my mind.

I feel awful.

I just want one crumb of serotonin PLEASE lol

 

[Loubelle]

I have no motivation to do my school work and I am getting a mental block with all of my online timed quizzes lol. I think i prefer taking them on paper, so I keep avoiding the quizzes and then panicking while I'm taking them :C

 

[Hermione Granger]

disney just told me i have to apply again for the disney college program if i want to return. this is after they kicked us spring 2020 participants last minute three weeks ago im uber sad ayyyyyy

 

[Mary]

Had a rough night last night and my boyfriend is already overwhelmed with family stuff, I think he might break up with me soon because he’s so stressed and I’m dreading it

 

[Stella-Io]

My place of work FINALLY gave it's employees masks and they SUCK. They're itchy, scratchy, they don't fit my face well, and because they don't fit my face well, they keep fogging up my glasses. I wore it for 5 minutes and already had problems with it falling off my face. I have to talk at my job and talking makes my masks fall too.

Thank GOD I don't have to wear this mask and I can wear my homemade masks which fit and feel so much better on my face. Not to mention the company masks will bother my already itchy and sensitive skin, to which I would have to keep adjusting it, which defeats the purpose.

 

[SweetSpark]

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I'm almost done with college but I don't feel like I'm going anywhere.
I want a decent job and the money to live on my own, but I don't feel like I'll ever get that.

I haven't had any girlfriends in years, I feel like a bit of a loser? Haha
That is probably what brought me back here during New Horizons release.
I was really young when I first joined the community, made stupid mistakes and was generally just a child.

However, I had more friends than I ever could imagine!
Life feels very lonely recently.

Thank you for letting me post this, it is great to get things out sometimes.