What's Bothering You?

Just having headaches. Really tired of the cold. No chillblains yet this year so I hope that’s a better sign.
 
my friend said something pretty insensitive about Juneteenth, and I won't even lie I really don't feel like talking to her today.

she says lots of stupid **** bc her boyfriend's grandpa is a pretty radical conservative and it rubs off on her, so I get tired of hearing her rant abt politics anyways. but saying what she said about Juneteenth? I gotta draw the line somewhere.
 
Regardless of what the rants are it seems like she’s doing it a lot. In that case, I might reconsider the friendship if it’s just a whole bunch of her ranting. Seems a little one sided. Idk, I can kind of understand? I know that sometimes the people you hang out with can affect your way of thinking, especially if they are family. You just have to learn to think for yourself…
 
I went by the eye doctor day and while I am pleased to say that they found nothing wrong with my eyes I still got them dilated and its been like 7 hours and my sensitivity to light has gotten so bad. I had to wear sunglassess all day. Before anyone asks yes I do wear Glassess in real life and I had vision problems since 2012.
 
Regardless of what the rants are it seems like she’s doing it a lot. In that case, I might reconsider the friendship if it’s just a whole bunch of her ranting. Seems a little one sided. Idk, I can kind of understand? I know that sometimes the people you hang out with can affect your way of thinking, especially if they are family. You just have to learn to think for yourself…
well I think I'll always be her friend, we've been friends for over 15 years and we get along decently well. but it does tend to be one-sided and I really can't hang out w her for long before it starts to become a bit draining. luckily she doesn't rant often but when she does I just shut it out, I already get tired of my parent's political ramblings and I won't take it from her either.

I like to think that I'm a pretty strong person in terms of how those around me affect my way of thinking. I know what my beliefs are and I won't let some stupid rambling change my views so easily at all. and I also like to surround myself with people who are more aligned with my core values and beliefs, so that we can lift each other up and learn and grow together. that's why I love this forum so much, there are a lot of great people here that I get along very well with.

I'm smart enough to think for myself and know right from wrong, so while I do try to keep an open mind, I also recognize when people are being outright rude or insensitive. the worst thing is when I can't call someone out on it because they become super defensive and then end up holding a grudge, which unfortunately both my parents and my friend do. I'm grateful for my friends here who aren't like that.

I didn't mean to go on about this but it really is so annoying. I appreciate your concern 💙
 
Man I really hate thunderstorms. I was trying to go for a walk but as soon as I go outside it started to rain and a thunderstorm rolled in.
 
Just found out someone online has been pretending to be me for almost 6 years, Totally stunned right now. Its an insane level of creepy. They have photos from when I was 12 up until now (Im 20) from private, public and disused accounts. Talking with folks about it to work out what to do but just baffled this happened.
 
Well I was basically complaining about how redundant it was to see my grandma's kittens every day, but... Yeah I just found out she brought them with her (she's been hanging out with some guy and I think she's at his house). This'll go against everything I said earlier, but I'm gonna miss Grisoux and Minette... I'll probably see them next week, though.
 
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I was feeling alright at work but at some point on my way home I started feeling unwell. tried to get something to eat and do some stuff to unwind for the evening, and I felt so awful I had to just give in and go to bed.

idk why I don't feel well but it really sucks cause I was hoping to write in my journal and do some drawing tonight, and maybe a few other things I've been wanting to do. oh well 😞
 
Just found out someone online has been pretending to be me for almost 6 years. Totally stunned right now. Its an insane level of creepy. They have photos from when I was 12 up until now (Im 20) from private, public and disused accounts. Talking with folks about it to work out what to do but just baffled this happened.

The person who has been using my photos for 6 years knew me in 2018 through an online game. They've been using my face for six years to make this character of me who deals illegal substances and has gone so far as to convince someone they know that i am dating them by using my face on social media apps. ive found out a way to contact the authorities who know them and will be contacting them today.
who would even do this to me. why? they were such a nice kid.
 
learning how to play piano is so hard 😭

i wanted to learn how to play electric guitar but im giving up on that for now since anything good is a little too expensive so i was like i might as well stick with an instrument i already have + know the basics of but actually playing is so hard?? i guess it’s harder when you’re teaching yourself and don’t actually have a music teacher.

anyway, i have my first driving lesson tomorrow with an instructor. im kind of worried because i have never met them before. the forecast also says it’s expected to rain tomorrow, i have never driven in rain and im supposed to drive for TWO HOURS.
 
Yet another heavy rain warning and state of emergency (3rd one in 6 months!) 😮‍💨 it's just getting exhausting at this point
 
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