What's Bothering You?

One of my latest posts on the Random Thoughts thread got deleted. I’m gonna avoid talking about what I was talking about (and they did properly explain what I did wrong), but it still bothers me when I receive a notice about post deletion. It’s not because I want my post to stay, not anymore. It’s because I don’t want to get in trouble on this site.
 
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It's absolutely not pathetic. I've seen you around the forums lately and you seem pretty cool. You remind me of a certain friend of mine. It sucks to be able to only relate to one person and then they're leaving you behind. Your feelings are very much valid. I also don't feel like a lot of people truly understand me as a person, so I can relate in that way. I'm close with several people, but beyond that there's not a lot of people I have deep conversations with at all.

I'm glad for your friend, but I really hope they have valued and still value your friendship enough to continue talking with you a lot. If you ever want to talk more, my DMs and VMs are open. 💚
 
It's absolutely not pathetic. I've seen you around the forums lately and you seem pretty cool. You remind me of a certain friend of mine. It sucks to be able to only relate to one person and then they're leaving you behind. Your feelings are very much valid. I also don't feel like a lot of people truly understand me as a person, so I can relate in that way. I'm close with several people, but beyond that there's not a lot of people I have deep conversations with at all.

I'm glad for your friend, but I really hope they have valued and still value your friendship enough to continue talking with you a lot. If you ever want to talk more, my DMs and VMs are open. 💚
thank you so much. i appreciate your kind words a lot, more than i can express! 💙
 
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My home life is, to put it very very conservatively, toxic and hurting me. AND we just got a moth infestation. Theyre really big moths. I already just lost a bunch of my stuff to bugs because all my stuff has been between four hours while I sofa surf but god damn I cant take this. I sleep on the sofa here next to the kitchen and I walked into the kitchen to a couple dozen huge moths on the windows, which made me slam the door shut. Now my roommates are fighting in the bedroom next door (which is sadly a daily thing). Its getting really loud.

Today I was up at 9 am, out by 12pm, back for an hour at 7pm when the moths appeared, and I just got home - its 1am. Im back out at 9 am tomorrow. This is my life !
 
Nervous for my lab work results. The thought of your own blood and urine being analyzed is...very disturbing... 😐😐😐
 
Today was just... a hard day. Got yelled at by both my bosses and a coworker called me a dumb***. I'm pretty sore from work too and now my grandmother is coming to stay a night or two which, I don't mind spending time with her but I'm really not up to cleaning my house or spending a night on the couch right now.
 
I have to close on Wednesday with a chauvinistic manager. Rolling his eyes at every female, even the store owners and treating them like they are stupid. I’m non-binary (AFAB) but he treats me like any female. He asked me if I knew what a freezer was after asking me to put something in there. This is too much stress. I’m daylight and nobody asked me if I would be okay with a close.
 
i don’t feel good at all 😭
if you'd like to chat for a bit on discord I have time, I don't have to leave for about an hour and a half 💞



I wish I could figure out why my anxiety ramps up so much. it even does so over the dumbest things, like me waiting to leave for work. I'm not even nearly ready to leave yet lol. also irks me when people tell me to get over it or get it under control, perhaps consider that if I could control my anxiety I probably wouldn't deal with it at all 😂
in case anyone's wondering, though, I'm okay. I'm pretty much used to it at this point, I'm being gentle with myself and just taking it a step at a time 💜
 
The fact that I missed out on several TBT events (Except for the Easter Egg Hunts) ever since 2021. It's starting to make me feel like a hermit to these types of things because I don't want to go through the stress of doing each requirement to get the collectibles that almost everyone has, not to mention I'm lazy.

I don't know, somehow I feel like that one 1k+ TBT member that everyone overlooks...
 
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