What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

Had to literally sweep down a bird from the top floor in the building with a soft broom so it could get outside.. I hope it's gonna be alright but the bird poop stinks A LOT.

Post automatically merged: Jul 14, 2020

I’m gonna put this in a spoiler cause when I type it out it seems really morbid

Spoiler: :(

I am normally quite a strong minded person however I feel like I overfeel everything.

My grandad passed in November from cancer and he also contract pneumonia which ultimately killed him.

We got a doctor out to him who told us he had a couple of weeks to live. He died just 6 days later.I seen him 2 days before he died and I cuddled him, kissed him and told him that soon his pain would be over and he would be in a better place and that I loved him of course. The night before he passed my auntie had text saying he had picked up and was eating ice cream and was making her laugh. The next morning around 4am he passed.

I got a text just as I was about to set off for work and I broke down, I got my bestfriend to ring work as I was inconsolable and there was no way I could go in. I asked my ex to pick me up and take me to my grandads to see my family. I had no idea my grandads body was still there. I sobbed, I kissed his forehead. We had to wait a whole day for the coroner to come. It was strange but the whole house was peaceful. It was the first time I had seen my uncles together in years.

Anyway the reason I’m bothered, I can’t watch anything relating to funerals without crying, it’s like PTSD, even though in films/tv shows I know it’s not real but it’s all I think about. I feel silly for crying but these sort of things hit me really hard.

Omg... I'm so sorry and don't feel bothered, I think we all have our things we can't watch. Stay safe ❤ -sends hugs-

 

[Bcat]

I cannot freaking believe that Grant Imahara is dead. Mythbusters was such a huge part of my childhood, and he was so young! Brain aneurisms suck man

 

[Alienfish]

I cannot freaking believe that Grant Imahara is dead. Mythbusters was such a huge part of my childhood, and he was so young! Brain aneurisms suck man

RIP. I never enjoyed the concept that much but always sad when people die

Also I get EMS might take longer time but when you can't even get like a mid-update on your things... bruh.

 

[spawnpoint]

Still sick....

 

[Ananas Dragon]

I’m gonna put this in a spoiler cause when I type it out it seems really morbid

Spoiler: :(

I am normally quite a strong minded person however I feel like I overfeel everything.

My grandad passed in November from cancer and he also contract pneumonia which ultimately killed him.

We got a doctor out to him who told us he had a couple of weeks to live. He died just 6 days later.I seen him 2 days before he died and I cuddled him, kissed him and told him that soon his pain would be over and he would be in a better place and that I loved him of course. The night before he passed my auntie had text saying he had picked up and was eating ice cream and was making her laugh. The next morning around 4am he passed.

I got a text just as I was about to set off for work and I broke down, I got my bestfriend to ring work as I was inconsolable and there was no way I could go in. I asked my ex to pick me up and take me to my grandads to see my family. I had no idea my grandads body was still there. I sobbed, I kissed his forehead. We had to wait a whole day for the coroner to come. It was strange but the whole house was peaceful. It was the first time I had seen my uncles together in years.

Anyway the reason I’m bothered, I can’t watch anything relating to funerals without crying, it’s like PTSD, even though in films/tv shows I know it’s not real but it’s all I think about. I feel silly for crying but these sort of things hit me really hard.

Awww... :c

This is so sad... Rest in peace...

 

[Kurb]

This project i’m working in might be imposeible.
With no SQL server and no clear way to send data between js files, it’s a no-go.

 

[Larsi]

I usually go for a walk/jog in the evening but I'm scared to tonight because when I was out last night some guy came out of his house & started talking to me. I had my headphones in and tried to ignore him but he was waving his hands at me so I stopped. He was being creepy and told me he always watches me walk by his house. I was like uhhhhhh and tried to leave but he shook my hand instead which was a big mistake cause of covid. I tried to walk away again but he was like "no no no just wait" so he started asking me all these questions. He asked what I was up to and I told him I was just trying to walk. I tried to walk away once again & he told me to wait and I said NO & put my headphones in and walked away. It was getting dark and raining so I didn't look back and just went home.

Basically this stranger didn't take hint that I was uncomfortable even when I tried to leave the situation 3 times. Now I have to find a new route to walk.

Ugh some people... even without covid I don't like it when strangers just touch me. It's so uncomfortable. Also creepy how he just watches every time and even remembers it is you. Too bad you now have to find a new route just because people can be...can I say freaks?

I’m gonna put this in a spoiler cause when I type it out it seems really morbid

Spoiler: :(

I am normally quite a strong minded person however I feel like I overfeel everything.

My grandad passed in November from cancer and he also contract pneumonia which ultimately killed him.

We got a doctor out to him who told us he had a couple of weeks to live. He died just 6 days later.I seen him 2 days before he died and I cuddled him, kissed him and told him that soon his pain would be over and he would be in a better place and that I loved him of course. The night before he passed my auntie had text saying he had picked up and was eating ice cream and was making her laugh. The next morning around 4am he passed.

I got a text just as I was about to set off for work and I broke down, I got my bestfriend to ring work as I was inconsolable and there was no way I could go in. I asked my ex to pick me up and take me to my grandads to see my family. I had no idea my grandads body was still there. I sobbed, I kissed his forehead. We had to wait a whole day for the coroner to come. It was strange but the whole house was peaceful. It was the first time I had seen my uncles together in years.

Anyway the reason I’m bothered, I can’t watch anything relating to funerals without crying, it’s like PTSD, even though in films/tv shows I know it’s not real but it’s all I think about. I feel silly for crying but these sort of things hit me really hard.

I can understand, but it will get better. I lost my grandad last year. Hadn't seen him for a couple of years because of the distance, time and well..doesn't matter. But I called him a lot and had more contact with him than with my other familymembers. He got lung cancer and a few weeks to live which came as a shock. Stepped 1 day later in my car and visited him for the last time. So glad I did. I can still see his smile and hear his happy voice in my head. He didn't want to see me or any other family member anymore after that and he passed away 2 weeks later. Had a bad feeling for a long time because I really wanted to see him again and he just didn't want to, but afterwards I think he was right for not letting us see him so the memory of him looking more healthy stays better. And indeed everything with funerals feels extra bad and sad. I still miss mine and feel a little sad when I see his phonenumber in my contact list. But it's ok to cry and have emotions. It just shows how much you love your grandad.

 

[Kurb]

I cannot freaking believe that Grant Imahara is dead. Mythbusters was such a huge part of my childhood, and he was so young! Brain aneurisms suck man

Wait, WHAT? He’s dead? Dang. RIP for Darcy’s grandfather and Grant Imahara.

 

[Soigne]

everyone, and i mean everyone, is talking about quitting at work & nobody new is applying. one of the assistant managers came up to me today and said i should quit along with everyone else if i can find another job quick enough. idk what's happening.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I wish the USPS wouldn't run so late, it's almost 3pm and we still haven't gotten our mail smh

Post automatically merged: Jul 14, 2020

I cannot freaking believe that Grant Imahara is dead. Mythbusters was such a huge part of my childhood, and he was so young! Brain aneurisms suck man

I heard about that!! I'm devastated

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

none of my avatars im trying to use want to crop properly reeeeeeeeeeeee

 

[Your Local Wild Child]

I cannot freaking believe that Grant Imahara is dead. Mythbusters was such a huge part of my childhood, and he was so young! Brain aneurisms suck man

Oh man. I didn’t know that. Yea I’ve heard that aneurisms hit quick.

 

[Dim]

I feel anxious af right now for no reason

 

[Ananas Dragon]

Tired but if I sleep I won't be able to sleep at night

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Now it's 7:30 and the mail still isn't here. Either we didn't get anything today (which I have a hard time believing) or our mail carrier is just taking on a lot today. Either way mail shouldn't have to run after 5pm imo.

 

[spawnpoint]

Can't find my 2ds and I just wanna play Tomodachi life..

 

[Ananas Dragon]

Was painting, touched my head and my finger is red, have to check whether I'm bleeding or not

 

[Bcat]

Oh man. I didn’t know that. Yea I’ve heard that aneurisms hit quick.

Yeah, my dad lost his best friend to one. And Emilia Clarke almost died from one too.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

You...instill so much doubt in me, and tell me that I can't make it. So much that it hurts.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Almost forgot the laundry.