What's Bothering You?

My mood can snap to happiness and then instantly go to sadness...

I'm not even sure whether I'm an introvert or an extrovert, I love being alone but I really want friends? so I'm extroverted but only sometimes? What?

I don't even know anything anymore
Why is this actually me?
Why are we twinning so much
 
uwu she's abandoning us

gonna be a so called doctor lol she'll just overmedicate ppl

ty I feel so much support and love LMFAO
 
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I usually go for a walk/jog in the evening but I'm scared to tonight because when I was out last night some guy came out of his house & started talking to me. I had my headphones in and tried to ignore him but he was waving his hands at me so I stopped. He was being creepy and told me he always watches me walk by his house. I was like uhhhhhh and tried to leave but he shook my hand instead which was a big mistake cause of covid. I tried to walk away again but he was like "no no no just wait" so he started asking me all these questions. He asked what I was up to and I told him I was just trying to walk. I tried to walk away once again & he told me to wait and I said NO & put my headphones in and walked away. It was getting dark and raining so I didn't look back and just went home.

Basically this stranger didn't take hint that I was uncomfortable even when I tried to leave the situation 3 times. Now I have to find a new route to walk.
 
I usually go for a walk/jog in the evening but I'm scared to tonight because when I was out last night some guy came out of his house & started talking to me. I had my headphones in and tried to ignore him but he was waving his hands at me so I stopped. He was being creepy and told me he always watches me walk by his house. I was like uhhhhhh and tried to leave but he shook my hand instead which was a big mistake cause of covid. I tried to walk away again but he was like "no no no just wait" so he started asking me all these questions. He asked what I was up to and I told him I was just trying to walk. I tried to walk away once again & he told me to wait and I said NO & put my headphones in and walked away. It was getting dark and raining so I didn't look back and just went home.

Basically this stranger didn't take hint that I was uncomfortable even when I tried to leave the situation 3 times. Now I have to find a new route to walk.
WHAT?
Uh I don't think thats normal...
 
I usually go for a walk/jog in the evening but I'm scared to tonight because when I was out last night some guy came out of his house & started talking to me. I had my headphones in and tried to ignore him but he was waving his hands at me so I stopped. He was being creepy and told me he always watches me walk by his house. I was like uhhhhhh and tried to leave but he shook my hand instead which was a big mistake cause of covid. I tried to walk away again but he was like "no no no just wait" so he started asking me all these questions. He asked what I was up to and I told him I was just trying to walk. I tried to walk away once again & he told me to wait and I said NO & put my headphones in and walked away. It was getting dark and raining so I didn't look back and just went home.

Basically this stranger didn't take hint that I was uncomfortable even when I tried to leave the situation 3 times. Now I have to find a new route to walk.
Wtf?
What a creep
 
naya rivera’s body was found yesterday. i knew that she wouldn’t be found alive but it still hurts and the fact that she was found on the 7th year death anniversary of cory monteith is just.. devastating. i feel so, so bad for her son because he’s going to grow up without his mom and chances are, he’ll feel so much guilt for not being old enough to do something.

people are theorizing that she was murdered but there was no evidence of foul play at all. others have drowned at that lake before and others have reported it to be dangerous. i know why people are aiming for something other than a tragic accident - the thought of a 33 year old mother dying just because of a cruel twist of fate is horrifying and so people are looking for something deeper because in cases like these, people want somebody to blame but this was no one’s fault. i don’t know what exactly happened out there and i likely never will but all i know is is a 33 year old woman should not be dead right now, a 4 year old should not have to grieve the death of his mother and this whole situation hurts. 2020 can’t be over soon enough - this entire year has just been so devastating
 
naya rivera’s body was found yesterday. i knew that she wouldn’t be found alive but it still hurts and the fact that she was found on the 7th year death anniversary of cory monteith is just.. devastating. i feel so, so bad for her son because he’s going to grow up without his mom and chances are, he’ll feel so much guilt for not being old enough to do something.

people are theorizing that she was murdered but there was no evidence of foul play at all. others have drowned at that lake before and others have reported it to be dangerous. i know why people are aiming for something other than a tragic accident - the thought of a 33 year old mother dying just because of a cruel twist of fate is horrifying and so people are looking for something deeper because in cases like these, people want somebody to blame but this was no one’s fault. i don’t know what exactly happened out there and i likely never will but all i know is is a 33 year old woman should not be dead right now, a 4 year old should not have to grieve the death of his mother and this whole situation hurts. 2020 can’t be over soon enough - this entire year has just been so devastating
I heard about that, but I didn’t know they found her 🙁
 
My bad sleeping schedule, my horrible headache, my broken headphones, and the fact that now I even feel mentally unwell.
Surely I can come up with something to do while waiting for tomorrow... right?
 
Our new lights are WAY too bright for my eyes but I don't want to say anything because i'd feel bad if we had to take them back
Also the fact that it seems like i'm the only one who doesn't know what I want to do with my life and i'm still just being lazy on my bed who already gave up.
 
I’m gonna put this in a spoiler cause when I type it out it seems really morbid💔

I am normally quite a strong minded person however I feel like I overfeel everything.

My grandad passed in November from cancer and he also contract pneumonia which ultimately killed him.

We got a doctor out to him who told us he had a couple of weeks to live. He died just 6 days later.I seen him 2 days before he died and I cuddled him, kissed him and told him that soon his pain would be over and he would be in a better place and that I loved him of course. The night before he passed my auntie had text saying he had picked up and was eating ice cream and was making her laugh. The next morning around 4am he passed.

I got a text just as I was about to set off for work and I broke down, I got my bestfriend to ring work as I was inconsolable and there was no way I could go in. I asked my ex to pick me up and take me to my grandads to see my family. I had no idea my grandads body was still there. I sobbed, I kissed his forehead. We had to wait a whole day for the coroner to come. It was strange but the whole house was peaceful. It was the first time I had seen my uncles together in years.

Anyway the reason I’m bothered, I can’t watch anything relating to funerals without crying, it’s like PTSD, even though in films/tv shows I know it’s not real but it’s all I think about. I feel silly for crying but these sort of things hit me really hard.
 
I’m gonna put this in a spoiler cause when I type it out it seems really morbid💔

I am normally quite a strong minded person however I feel like I overfeel everything.

My grandad passed in November from cancer and he also contract pneumonia which ultimately killed him.

We got a doctor out to him who told us he had a couple of weeks to live. He died just 6 days later.I seen him 2 days before he died and I cuddled him, kissed him and told him that soon his pain would be over and he would be in a better place and that I loved him of course. The night before he passed my auntie had text saying he had picked up and was eating ice cream and was making her laugh. The next morning around 4am he passed.

I got a text just as I was about to set off for work and I broke down, I got my bestfriend to ring work as I was inconsolable and there was no way I could go in. I asked my ex to pick me up and take me to my grandads to see my family. I had no idea my grandads body was still there. I sobbed, I kissed his forehead. We had to wait a whole day for the coroner to come. It was strange but the whole house was peaceful. It was the first time I had seen my uncles together in years.

Anyway the reason I’m bothered, I can’t watch anything relating to funerals without crying, it’s like PTSD, even though in films/tv shows I know it’s not real but it’s all I think about. I feel silly for crying but these sort of things hit me really hard.

I’m really sorry this happened, Darcy. I really hope he’s in a better place now. May he Rest In Peace. 😔
 
I’m really sorry this happened, Darcy. I really hope he’s in a better place now. May he Rest In Peace. 😔
Thankyou for your kind words, they really do mean a lot🥺 I just really miss him, he was only 71 so I feel like he was robbed of 20 years. But at least he’s at peace❤️
 
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