What's Bothering You?

Damn, I feel like ****. Only thing I can really pinpoint my feelings to are maybe anxious about class work and how I didn't sleep that much last night.
 
first day of class and we already had to form our own groups for a huge project worth a good chunk of our grade and i can't even work with the 2 people i know 😆
 
I accidentally called my boyfriend of 9 years Gaston today 💀 His name isn't even close to that. It's okay though he says he still loves me lmao
 
bruh I just spent a good portion of time working on my entry for the Celeste's Observatory event and Photoshop decided to crash and not save my progress 😭 welp, my entry is gonna be a bit simpler than I intended as I don't have time to redo it
 
I think I’m sick and it’s not allergies and it’s making me unmotivated to do some stuff
 
Super annoyed by how much time I wasted trying to find a shark for the photo challenge AND I STILL HAVENT FOUND ONE. I saw *one* shadow with a fin on it today and it randomly swam away right before i could take the screenshot. Just wtf game.
 
Now I'm angry at myself for being the idiot that I am and also for me second-guessing every problem I hAve
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did I cry because I was a drama queen
Or did I cry because it was an actual problem
 
sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be alone

I felt that very deeply, so despite what it says - you're not alone with that thought. Hope you feel better sooner or later 💗
 
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sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be alone

Feeling the same way, and have felt that way a lot in the past sadly. I’ve tried to distract myself with a multitude of things, but I always return to feeling that way at some point. Hope you feel better soon, buddy. 😔
 
sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be alone
I have that thought a lot as well. On some days I’m content by spending time with both IRL and online friends, but on others the loneliness catches up to me.
 
Everything. Now I'm even getting stressed about the fair which is... not good at all. The fair was supposed to be for funsies, what's happening.

The state is on fire and its affecting me even inside the house. And that's just one of the most recent of all these issues. Its getting rough. School started and I'm feeling overwhelmed. I don't want to feel so overwhelmed but I am. I really need to try and take out some time to relax but I don't know how. All my relaxing things just feel like they're distracting me. Playing games, listening to music, drawing.
 
My band teacher just quit. He was the only thing good in my school, and he had so much faith in me. He actually taught his students, and the next teacher probably dosen't even know what they're doing. I've only cried a little, but I'm expecting more tears later. I'm thankful for the time I had with him, but I still wish this didn't happen.
 
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