What's Bothering You?

My parents don't let me do stuff for myself sometimes like stfu and let me do what I want.

I've asked them multiple times in the timespan of months to help me cut my god damn hair and they won't and told me to even do it myself if I really wanted it cut that bad, then they go on to tell me I can only trim it cause even then it's too much. No one else in the house wants to help me but then I say I'm gonna cut it myself and they say no. Like, make up your God damn minds. I don't want a stranger in my face cutting my hair and I've told them MULTIPLE times that it bothers the back of my neck cause of the length it is now. Idgaf how many angles it used to have, it's grown out! It's my hair and it has no concern over you! Even if I jack it up that badly it'll grow back it always does, and quickly!

It's kind of a stupid thing to get mad about but its the fact they always do stuff like this, they say one thing then say no when I actually try to do it. It doesn't concern you! I'm a ****ing adult let me do stuff like this.
 
Alright, you know what? You've got it better than me. I would kill to have a mom that's even as half as supportive as yours. Your mom cares about you, and mine doesn't. You complain about her, and while I don't know how she's like as much as you do, I can't help it but feel so jealous. You've got it all. You are entitled to your emotions, don't get me wrong. I just... would love to have her as a parent. At least your mom doesn't ration your medicine pills. She's not narcissistic like my mom, from the looks of it. She actually cares and wants you to grow up to be your own individual. I'd never say all this to you in person. Your feelings are valid, after all. I just get... jealous whenever I see someone have that parental figure in their lives.
 
I don’t know if I should be flattered or concerned that someone tried to copy off my answer as their own from somewhere (not here)
 
Nevermind. Just going to chalk this one up to I’m feeling lonely again.
 
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I cut someone out of my life because they hurt me very much, but this ended up in me having to give up friendships with a lot of other people. I still think about these people a lot. I just want to forget everything.
 
I'm actually really sad i missed some events from the fair because of work, school and chores.. im also just one ticket away from a sheep collectible which made me even 1sadder because i wanted to secure a sheep plush. I know there's the next time when they distribute tickets but i really dont wanna miss out because of work or anything like that. It's super stressful for me right now. And I'm not being helpful to my magazine teammates :( i feel like a real piece of **** rn but hopefully things turn around...
 
I’ve gotten to know over a dozen people online. However, I can’t keep in touch with more than a few of them at a time. It’s not that I don’t care about them, I’m just bad at dividing my time equally. If this falls under the category of “ghosting,” I’ve messed up royally as a friend.
 
"grow up already" "why can't you just act your age"

I would turn this into a rant but I'm just done
😔 I'm feeling this

I really hate when people tell me to grow up ;;

anyways

my handwriting and spelling are suddenly so bad that I'm struggling to write
Also noticed myself fidgeting a lot

What is happening
 
I'm getting a bit concerned that my superior thinks having a certain dude on reservations is a good idea cause I don't think he's the guy for it and the proof he did a thing wrong cause he's not focusing/paying attention is not what we need. I know I probably quit soon but it kinda lefts me worried how they are gonna handle it cause besides me it's one girl who can do it herself mostly and one dude that is also new on it but atleast trying and listening to you when you correct him etc. So it's like.. yea lol.
 
i'm so done with school especially now that it's all online. It just feels pointless. If this wasn't my final semester I'd probably just stop
 
ugh it's so hot outsideeeee

people get mad at me for not liking heat and sun but I really just can't handle it, I was meant to live in a colder/overcast kinda climate 😣
 
i'm so nervous to go into this meeting- there will be someone there i don't know. wish me luck
omg im here and i was gonna say nice to meet you
like i rehearsed it and everything and then i just didnt say it i froze up LMAO DUDE
ok if i have something to say THEN i will say nice to meet you lol

at least its a phone call LOL
ok the call is over and i said nothing........ I feel like an idiot 😂 anxiety strikes again!!
 
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