What's Bothering You?

My mom was supposed to get a CT scan to see what the ;ump in her neck might be. Fue to her previously having cancer & being on chemo she's had her blood drawn a LOT. Today when the tech went to go inject the dye for the scan my mom's veins kept collapsing. She was so upset that she couldn't get it done. She rescheduled for Friday December 13th at the other location because they're techs are more experienced at dealing with collapsed veins but now she has to wait to get the CT scan done. We're all worried about what this lump is so the wait is hard on us too. I'm praying it's nothing serious...

;_;;; Noo.. I hope it's all gonna be well in the end, you don't deserve all this **** :(
 
Also, my teacher thinking we all have all time in the world preparing for the seminar... like why this ****... why
 
;_;;; Noo.. I hope it's all gonna be well in the end, you don't deserve all this **** :(

Thank you. I'm sorry your teacher is making preparing for the seminar even more nerve wracking.
 
Thank you. I'm sorry your teacher is making preparing for the seminar even more nerve wracking.

No problems -hugs- ♥

And thanks, she wants us to prepare a lil 'speech' presentation of the works we're gonna read for next week and I'm like okay you want me to read all of this and then do something like that, that is not really necessary -_-
 
I have to send the Pep Band Director and email and tell her I can't do it this school year due to me being so busy, but honestly I almost don't have the heart to do it. I don't want to make her upset, because I know that she values me as *literally the only trombone player in the pep band* but I have a lot of priorities, and unfortunately pep band is not one of them.


This is only one of many times this year that I've had to heart-breakingly tell quite a few professors that I can't take their class next semester due to trying to control my work load. It really sucks.
 
Not knowing when I'm going to have some sort of breakdown and inconvenience those around me. Holiday's are tough but I'm trying.
 
I have to send the Pep Band Director and email and tell her I can't do it this school year due to me being so busy, but honestly I almost don't have the heart to do it. I don't want to make her upset, because I know that she values me as *literally the only trombone player in the pep band* but I have a lot of priorities, and unfortunately pep band is not one of them.


This is only one of many times this year that I've had to heart-breakingly tell quite a few professors that I can't take their class next semester due to trying to control my work load. It really sucks.

Well, I think it's really brave of you to do it, most people wouldn't just go with the stress :/ But yeah I think you shouldn't go for too much either, don't put too much pressure on yourself :)
 
They are never going to stop. What's worse is that I can't even defend myself. ****ing END THIS ALREADY!
 
Trying to play Spore but everything I make ends up as nightmare fuel. I forgot how hard it is to make creatures look good in that game.

Believe it or not, this is one of the better attempts.

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Really starting to miss my old empire. At least they looked decent.
 
Man, why do I always gotta be feeling drained when I get home from school? Right now, I'm alright I guess - besides, it's almost 10 PM. Whenever I get home from school, though, I just feel a bit tired. -.-
 
I just feel overall very alone and lonely. I don't have a great relationship with either of my parents and my sister isn't going to be home for weeks. I spend even weekends alone cause during my school years I pushed all my friends away. I wish I didn't, but even then I don't think I'm a great friend. I'm overall emotionally unavailable.
 
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My face literally hurts because of how stressed I am right now, aaaa.​
 
My face literally hurts because of how stressed I am right now, aaaa.​

I get that feeling too, when I'm mad I can feel it in my face, mostly my cheeks. If I was a cartoon character I'd be able to feel the red in my cheeks.
 
Can't wait to shed this holiday weight. I know my bf couldn't care less before I see him, but I sure as hell do lol.
 
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