What's Bothering You?

Alright, you know what... I was being nice covering this shared inbox because I didn't want to overwhelm the person by giving it to them even though it's not my account anymore. However, recently it's been so, so time consuming forwarding all these emails I just can't handle it anymore. I have other accounts that require my attention and this is something I just don't need added on top of it anymore. Giving it to her as soon as this month is over.
 
I made the mistake of looking through my old threads on here from 2015 and boy I was,, mm. I was a stupid 15 year old doing stupid 15 year old things and I was just cringing so hard. Overall I was pretty nice but I dunno... I did some things that, if someone else did now I'd be irritated by, if that makes sense. I guess that's completely normal because everyone grows and regrets things that they did in their past, but I guess since that history is tied to this account it bothers me a lot more? And I sincerely hope that people who do recognize me (as I've changed my username a few times) realize that I'm not the same person that I was on here 5 years ago.
 
I don't know if she's like me and needs routines and actually go outside to be able to handle a work but that is not really being childish either. I could never work from home cause it's not an optimal environment and I could never concentrate more than 1-2 hours per day on it, taking online classes was hard enough.

I hope they can isolate the janitors and test the place so she can go back. Worst case, use medical face masks.
probably :( i'm just worried for her, i understand that she doesn't want to be at home all the time, but i don't want her to get sick.. she told me today that a teacher was confirmed positive too. she wears her mask all the time too but you never know
 
It's been really hard to open up to people lately about anything, I didn't have this problem before, so I guess I've been feeling kinda lonely. My friends turned out not to be my friends and my relationship is hanging by a thread

The fair was kind of an escape from reality for me... It was nice. I'm a grown woman and still got upset I didn't get some of the collectibles I wanted so feeling silly about that too lol but I guess it's something that became important during this period
 
probably :( i'm just worried for her, i understand that she doesn't want to be at home all the time, but i don't want her to get sick.. she told me today that a teacher was confirmed positive too. she wears her mask all the time too but you never know
Yeah for sure I agree, I just think it's a bit rude companies assume everyone can work from home.
 
I managed to go on two TV dates with the person I like, but I’m still too scared to say anything directly. Aaaaahhhh
 
It's been really hard to open up to people lately about anything, I didn't have this problem before, so I guess I've been feeling kinda lonely. My friends turned out not to be my friends and my relationship is hanging by a thread

The fair was kind of an escape from reality for me... It was nice. I'm a grown woman and still got upset I didn't get some of the collectibles I wanted so feeling silly about that too lol but I guess it's something that became important during this period

I’ve experienced this relatively recently as well, so I hear you and can sympathize. Been through that so many times in high school; I have asperger’s and I never could tell until after i made a fool of myself so many times that the people I thought were friends didn’t like me at all. I could tell they treated me differently and coldly but... :/

I hope things get better for you and that you find someone. It may take time, but I’m sure there is someone out there that will want to be your friend and stick with you to the end. :) Sorry, if this isn’t much help. Just want to share that I can really relate.
 
So like, my brother is very pissed off at my boss for some reason and he's been completely smashing old dressers in our back yard for the past 10 minutes. I understand he wants to get his anger out.... nobody better ****ing ask me to clean that rubble up though cause I ain't doing it.
 
I’m feeling destructive and have been purposefully trying to ruin my friendships. Not sure what my problem is, but I think I’ve just been stuck inside too long. I’m going to try to take a break from the forum this weekend.
 
I’ve experienced this relatively recently as well, so I hear you and can sympathize. Been through that so many times in high school; I have asperger’s and I never could tell until after i made a fool of myself so many times that the people I thought were friends didn’t like me at all. I could tell they treated me differently and coldly but... :/

I hope things get better for you and that you find someone. It may take time, but I’m sure there is someone out there that will want to be your friend and stick with you to the end. :) Sorry, if this isn’t much help. Just want to share that I can really relate.
Thank you for sharing 🤍 I have a really hard time making new friends and maintaining the ones I have.. Quarantine started to ease where I live and when I started to get my life back I basically discovered my group of friends excluded me and started to hang out without me. My boyfriend is my best friend and I have a feeling he’s not into me anymore so I’m afraid of the state I’ll be left in... I really hope I find someone too
 
Thank you for sharing 🤍 I have a really hard time making new friends and maintaining the ones I have.. Quarantine started to ease where I live and when I started to get my life back I basically discovered my group of friends excluded me and started to hang out without me. My boyfriend is my best friend and I have a feeling he’s not into me anymore so I’m afraid of the state I’ll be left in... I really hope I find someone too

Dang :/. I’m really sorry that has happened to you. That is not something true friends would do. No one deserves that kind of treatment :/. I hope things work out between you and your boyfriend. I definitely understand how difficult what you’re going through is since I have never had a lot of friends and I always feel kinda like I’m not good enough to hang out with them.

Hang in there. I know this probably isn’t much since I’m a stranger and I don’t have any solutions to offer sadly. If you ever want to vent again to someone and not just in this thread, feel free to shoot me a dm. I’d be happy to listen.
 
Dang :/. I’m really sorry that has happened to you. That is not something true friends would do. No one deserves that kind of treatment :/. I hope things work out between you and your boyfriend. I definitely understand how difficult what you’re going through is since I have never had a lot of friends and I always feel kinda like I’m not good enough to hang out with them.

Hang in there. I know this probably isn’t much since I’m a stranger and I don’t have any solutions to offer sadly. If you ever want to vent again to someone and not just in this thread, feel free to shoot me a dm. I’d be happy to listen.
You're very kind, tysm :) I'm always available too
 
So like, my brother is very pissed off at my boss for some reason and he's been completely smashing old dressers in our back yard for the past 10 minutes. I understand he wants to get his anger out.... nobody better ****ing ask me to clean that rubble up though cause I ain't doing it.
Yaaa nevermind my other brother said he was pissed at his boss but he was just breaking them apart so we can get rid of them lol
 
Apparently I'm not dealing/coping with some emotional things as well as I thought I did :'(
They're coming back to me more often these days and it might be because I've been under a lot of stress recently, but I genuinely don't know and I really really want them to go away
 
I suppose they forgot to scan **** @ USPS but they are damn slow these days... I don't think it's due to fire/corona because other people get their **** and you can always like, move it across the country and update idfk anymre.
 
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