What's Bothering You?

just became painfully aware of what i look like. ,,i have no choice but to simply pass away
lmao i'm the ugliest garbage ever wtf are u saying
anyway
what i always say to myself is "i don't give a s*** what people think of me" even if it's kinda a lie it still helps lol
Plus killing urself technically won't make anything better so yeh
 
My mom told me on the phone I should go apologize to the drug house people for cutting the collars/ropes off their dogs or else a war will start and I'm like jesus christ really? I didn't know it was their dog to begin with. Plus then I'd have to knock on their door and what if they stab me lmao
 
My mom told me on the phone I should go apologize to the drug house people for cutting the collars/ropes off their dogs or else a war will start and I'm like jesus christ really? I didn't know it was their dog to begin with. Plus then I'd have to knock on their door and what if they stab me lmao
goodness, if those losers were abusing puppies, the last thing you need to be doing is apologizing to the druggies - for hecks sake call the animal department
 
goodness, if those losers were abusing puppies, the last thing you need to be doing is apologizing to the druggies - for hecks sake call the animal department
I have filed an abuse report with the SPCA but I know there's not much they can do. They are gonna come check out their house this week and the drug people are totally gonna know it's me who reported them.
 
I have filed an abuse report with the SPCA but I know there's not much they can do. They are gonna come check out their house this week and the drug people are totally gonna know it's me who reported them.
if they're actually drug people they're prob gonna get arrested anyway lol so i wouldn't worry ab it. and if they try anything funny with you then you have full rights to report them ~once again.~
 
I have filed an abuse report with the SPCA but I know there's not much they can do. They are gonna come check out their house this week and the drug people are totally gonna know it's me who reported them.
It makes it harder when people tell you what you should have done after it’s already been done. It’s not an easy situation at all. Those poor puppies 😔
 
if they're actually drug people they're prob gonna get arrested anyway lol so i wouldn't worry ab it. and if they try anything funny with you then you have full rights to report them ~once again.~
Oh the police are on my street all the time, they know where the drug houses are. Idk if they legally can't do anything or if the police turn a blind eye. I've seen the police go inside the heroin dealers house multiple times and nothing has happened to him. He's been there for years lmao. But thanks for replying anyways, I know it's not an easy situation to give advice for. I will call the police if it escalates to that though but hopefully it won't.
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It makes it harder when people tell you what you should have done after it’s already been done. It’s not an easy situation at all. Those poor puppies 😔
Thanks for understanding. I shed some tears for those puppies cause I wanted to save them. It's in the SPCA's hands now.
 
I relate to this, but yet this really makes me sad hearing you say this :( since I think you are one of the kindest people on the forums I think that alone tells me you’re beautiful on the inside and outside. I think @Reneezombie said it better and I agree with her :). Also, I’m really sorry I didn’t see this yesterday when you were hurting :(. I really hope you are feeling better today.

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sorry it’s upside down; no clue why it does this

you are the absolute sweetest person; thank you so, so much for being so kind, i appreciate it and you.🧡 your cat is also absolutely adorable🥺

lmao i'm the ugliest garbage ever wtf are u saying
anyway
what i always say to myself is "i don't give a s*** what people think of me" even if it's kinda a lie it still helps lol
Plus killing urself technically won't make anything better so yeh

thank you💙
 
working a lot of overtime and lately i've been getting so sad at work i have to take a break in the freezer to have a bit of a cry lol. today i sat back there and thought about how i wanted to be a marine biologist as a kid... 10 year old me would be so sad to see where 22 year old me has ended up. :(
 
French is taking up all my time and energy. We're moving so fast.

Also, I need to make myself a list of motivators because I've been contemplating about why I'm even taking these college classes.
 
The same guy keeps trying to follow me on social media when I keep denying his request. Especially after what he tried to pull by blatantly disrespecting me and my family... no thank you.
 
Depression is slowly, slowly taking hold of me again... I'm feeling real unhappy about life

Meh

Hang in there, Panda :(. I really hope you feel better soon or find a way to cope better. You are a wonderful friend and have been so understanding even when I’ve had silly minor things bother me. So, I just want you to know that you have at least one person that thinks highly of you here and cheering you on to feeling 200% better ^.^.
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The same guy keeps trying to follow me on social media when I keep denying his request. Especially after what he tried to pull by blatantly disrespecting me and my family... no thank you.

That is really scary. It would be nice if the social media would take action when you report them, but seeing how they let our “president” break the terms, I don’t see them doing much. :/ I hope you stay safe and find a solution to this.
 
Just realized one or two of my assignments are missing...
I hope they'll still accept it or else...
I'll somewhat be in trouble
 
I woke up with horrible back pain and I can't go back to sleep...
Now I just feel way older than I usually feel and I hate that.
 
That is really scary. It would be nice if the social media would take action when you report them, but seeing how they let our “president” break the terms, I don’t see them doing much. :/ I hope you stay safe and find a solution to this.
Thank you for your kind words. I am being relatively passive by politely ignoring his requests but if it gets out of hand, I will be sure to say something. I only have to see him twice a week and in the future three times due to a shared event we both have. I know that this is not permanent and I know in the future I won’t be able to see him again. 😌
 
my dog keeps begging and I hate it lol

also wayyyy too much schoolwork to do. youd think after midterms i would have some more free time but nope. constantly bombarded with schoolwork and profs getting mad cause I didn't start it sooner.

I'm pretty sure that being this stressed out 24/7 for three months twice a year isn't good for the psyche.
 
The chronic loneliness I’ve developed has become so frequent that it affected my friendships. I like to message one to three online friends at a time. If they respond quickly, my brain perks up and I feel a little better. If they take a while, I feel disliked worthless. What’s worse is that I neglect my other friends. Instead of spreading out my attention I pester a few of them at a time. It’s not that I dislike my other friends, I just don’t have the emotional maturity to handle that many people at once. Sometimes I’ll vent on Discord servers and forums with the hope that my friends see my distress and respond more quickly. It almost never works.

This has been an issue for a few years, but it’s escalated more recently. There’s a pandemic that restricts social interaction and I lack the routine school provides. I’m also afraid of telling my therapist. While I know she wouldn’t judge me, the thought of confessing my deep-rooted codependency is terrifying.

TLDR: I’m a codependent friend and I refuse to confess or work on it.
 
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