What's Bothering You?

I’m a failure because I don’t accomplish everything instantly and I’m not already a self-made success story at 28 :)
- my family
 
I’m a failure because I don’t accomplish everything instantly and I’m not already a self-made success story at 28 :)
- my family
Your family sounds very non-supporting and a mold of either parents who want their kid to success because they did - or because they did not and want you to live their dreams. Honestly I'd try not to care what they think and they shouldn't force you to be their perfect ideal person.
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guys I started easing towards possibly coming out to my mom earlier and I was too terrified to do it lol I'm an idiot 😣
Don't feel bad, we're all rooting for you and you should do it when you feel ready :)
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Anyway since my other posts got lost in space I'm just worried about this package and I have no choice but to ask the store for an inquiry :( I really hope I'm not scaring them away cause I really love their things but those USPS fake statuses are really crapping on people rn.
 
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I'm so tired, tired of school and tired in general. I'm also worried cause my piano lesson is tomorrow and I haven't practiced at all yet cause this past week I had midterms and I was busy all weekend.

also have no clue when I'm gonna eat, I usually go get food after work and eat during class but now I had to factor in when I take my dog outside and I'm afraid I wont make it to the class on time. idk maybe I should start leaving work a little early so I have more time to deal with him.
 
I have online college classes today even though every single school and other colleges are closed today because its Indigenous People day. :^))))
our college doesn't observe minor holidays either, only mid semester break, thanksgiving, Christmas/winter break, and spring break. no single days off.
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ofc today i forgot to do yet another jazz hist assignment cause I didn't realize there was one due today. I even made an effort to write down all my assignments last week but by some stupid stroke of luck I forgot about this one.

I literally cannot keep up with this class and it's aggravating.
 
our college doesn't observe minor holidays either, only mid semester break, thanksgiving, Christmas/winter break, and spring break. no single days off.
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ofc today i forgot to do yet another jazz hist assignment cause I didn't realize there was one due today. I even made an effort to write down all my assignments last week but by some stupid stroke of luck I forgot about this one.

I literally cannot keep up with this class and it's aggravating.
At least you have mid-semester breaks cuz we don't have a spring or fall break >.> We do have a thanksgiving and winter break.

They condensed the semester this year due to the high COVID cases in my state and didn't want people going out.

Spoiler alert: It didn't do anything and cases just got worse due to football games and crowding in bars oof
 
Been there a few times. They probably just want you to have more of a goal and a plan. They probably could be communicating it better to you.

Sucks though because I was pretty proud of myself for having goals and plans and making decent progress working towards them, especially this year. I’m the one everyone comes to to borrow money from but somehow also the irresponsible one who needs to work harder. 🤷‍♂️ Quite a feat to fill both roles, lol
 
I’m a failure because I don’t accomplish everything instantly and I’m not already a self-made success story at 28 :)
- my family
I’m an oldie 😂 at 28 you have the best of your life ahead of you 💕 Enjoy being young 🙂
 
A new family is moving in downstairs and I hope they like us lmao. They have a young child and are clearly very religious so I hope they don't mind how gay & trans me and my partner are. My landlord is already uncomfortable around us and had to ask what genders we were. 💀 Also my street isn't the nicest in the area so I hope they know where they are moving into. I was so stressed to introduce myself.
 
So i have this picture of me and my oldest sister when we were at the beach - i was 2 in the photo and my sister was 15 - but recently this sister ripped out the part of the picture that showed her face and just left it as a picture of me
idk why i care but it just bugged me bc that's one of the only pictures i have with her and also one of the only pictures of me from babyhood since i'm the 2nd youngest so my mom never really bothered to take many pictures of me in my youth and my sister absolutely defiled this shrine from my youth :'( she said she'll replace it tho
 
I found 2 puppies roaming my neighbourhood with ropes tied really tight around their necks & the animal shelter is closed for Thanksgiving. I have a feeling the drug house owns them but they have new dogs every single month so I don't want to give them back lmao. Idk what to do now
 
I found 2 puppies roaming my neighbourhood with ropes tied really tight around their necks & the animal shelter is closed for Thanksgiving. I have a feeling the drug house owns them but they have new dogs every single month so I don't want to give them back lmao. Idk what to do now
anything will be better than going back to where they came from; i can tell from your statement that you know a dog with a rope probably didn't come from the best home.

all i can suggest is try to keep them comfortable, or have someone you know and trust who's capable, keep them cozy and comfy until the shelter is open again. hopefully it isn't a kill shelter, but honestly, sometimes they're the better alternative to going back home, or on the streets.

i hope the pups are okay, and i appreciate you for caring for them <3
 
just became painfully aware of what i look like. ,,i have no choice but to simply pass away

I relate to this, but yet this really makes me sad hearing you say this :( since I think you are one of the kindest people on the forums I think that alone tells me you’re beautiful on the inside and outside. I think @Reneezombie said it better and I agree with her :). Also, I’m really sorry I didn’t see this yesterday when you were hurting :(. I really hope you are feeling better today.

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sorry it’s upside down; no clue why it does this
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I found 2 puppies roaming my neighbourhood with ropes tied really tight around their necks & the animal shelter is closed for Thanksgiving. I have a feeling the drug house owns them but they have new dogs every single month so I don't want to give them back lmao. Idk what to do now

that is awful :( that is very scary to hear that about your neighborhood too. Dumb question, but is there anything that the police can do?
 
anything will be better than going back to where they came from; i can tell from your statement that you know a dog with a rope probably didn't come from the best home.

all i can suggest is try to keep them comfortable, or have someone you know and trust who's capable, keep them cozy and comfy until the shelter is open again. hopefully it isn't a kill shelter, but honestly, sometimes they're the better alternative to going back home, or on the streets.

i hope the pups are okay, and i appreciate you for caring for them <3
Thanks for replying but unfortunately I found the owners. It's a bad house up the street and I had no choice but to turn them over. The dogs are also pit bull mixes so I know people love to use these dogs for the wrong activities. I cut the ropes off the dogs necks and when the lady found out she started screaming & swearing at me in front of my own house. I told her not to make them so tight next time. She was too high to be reasoned with. The SPCA emergency line called me and I filled an abuse report. To make things worse my boyfriend is mad at me for turning them over instead of keeping them but the drug people would have all came to our house looking for the dogs and I don't want that. He thinks I was too soft with them but I didn't see him try to intervine. Now I feel like I let those puppies down fffffff-
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I relate to this, but yet this really makes me sad hearing you say this :( since I think you are one of the kindest people on the forums I think that alone tells me you’re beautiful on the inside and outside. I think @Reneezombie said it better and I agree with her :). Also, I’m really sorry I didn’t see this yesterday when you were hurting :(. I really hope you are feeling better today.

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sorry it’s upside down; no clue why it does this
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that is awful :( that is very scary to hear that about your neighborhood too. Dumb question, but is there anything that the police can do?
I filed an abuse claim with the SPCA so I hope the drug house up the street doesn't try to retaliate. I'm not hardcore enough to get involved with things like this lmao
 
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