The fair sounds really fun and i was really looking forward to it since i missed last year’s.Yesterday, I had a mood swing and haven’t been feeling right since then. On top of it, i can barely get myself to go in the fame lately. A family friend yesterday passed away from covid, but idk if that has anything to do with it since i didn’t cry and it took a whole day to sink in. we haven’t seen him in years and it never was on a daily basis, and i don’t remember a lot of my time when i was a kid and around him more. my day was mostly good inspite the news until later last night. i have been diagnosed with depression so it may or may not have been the trigger.
i was really looking forward to another harv’s studio prompt but now that there is one i am sad i have no motivation to get in my game except for snowboy and to finish ordering toys for a friend.
I feel bad i overslept yesterday and couldn’t hang out with my bud in game yesterday on his island as planned. I hope he isn’t angry with me.
Also still dreading xmas since no xmas spirit and i want to stay home with my kitties![]()
Damn. I'm sorry for your loss, and I know depression's a *****. Also, unexpected things happen in life - I'm certain that any rational and empathetic human being wouldn't be mad at you for that.
I wish we had some sort of magical high-tech wand to make these awful feelings disappear. Maybe in the future, eh? Until then, I'll give you a virtual hug and tell you that you're welcome to message me anytime. ❤
My stomach, especially on the left side, has been hurting all day. ****.
I auditioned for my school musical and got called back but missed them because she was being very vague and really just not good about it. Like seriously she said she would send callbacks around 1 and she sent them at 2:20, 40 minutes before callbacks. I ended up just missing the email because she was being so fricking dumb and then I felt really bad and asked her if I could make it up and she got mad at me, FOR HER MISTAKES. So fast forward like 3 days and literally everyone ik got in the musical people who weren't or were called back and I didn't get in so I spent my day crying my eyes out. Like seriously, it was so immature for an ADULT TEACHER to act petty because I missed callbacks. People who didn't even get called back got in the musical and then rubbed it in my face. And there were other kids who missed callbacks as well but got in the musical (even got lead roles) while I'm over here all alone and frustrated because I'm almost positive the only reason I didn't get in the fricking musical is because I said that I was confused when she didn't send the email at 1 and kind of called her out for being unorganized.
So I'm really just so sad and frustrated because the last musical I was in I was the lead role and it got cancelled because of COVID-19 and it feels like every time I ever want to do something like this something crappy gets in the way. Like seriously why would the teacher call back a teenager just to not even put them in the musical and get their hopes up? Does she not understand how rude it is to toy with someone like that? I'm literally heartbroken this was the one thing that was pretty actually good happening I've just been so stressed with end of semester coming up and all my friends are going through so much and I literally have nothing to look forward to now :C
wow sorry for unloading I really just needed that
thanks, that really makes me feel betterI hope you feel better tomorrow
Don’t apologize for unloading. that does sound extremely frustrating. i don’t like when people rub stuff in either :/ and while i understand teachers do have a lot of stuff they deal with too, if you miss the call back, they shouldn’t get mad at you. things happen :/.
I’m sorry that this happened. hang in there. i know it will be tough for awhile since you were really looking forward to this :/. if you want to vent some more, my dms and wall is open. no pressure though.
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