What's Bothering You?

Getting so upset with people not following through. Also just feeling really depressed in general. There's nothing really to look forward to anymore. Idk.
please let me know if u wanna pm/talk friendo. Hope things get better for you soon ;-;
 
Me rambling about my doctor, I put it in a spoiler just incase someone's not into reading that stuff.
Well I finally talked to my ear doctor today and I booked an appointment in February for a small procedure to get a tube placed inside my ear. It's a very small tube but it will help with my chronically infected ears to properly drain. The tube stays for about a year and falls out on it's own. This will be like my 6th pair of tubes so I'm used it by now but because of covid my boyfriend can't be there to hold my hand lol. For children they put them under sedation cause they cut into your ear from the inside but since I'm 27 they make me sit in a chair awake with no freezing lmao. The freezing wouldn't do anything anyways apparently but it turns like hell when they pour some alcohol in your ear and it pops a million times. And you can hear every little sound & cut they make in your own head 🥴 plus since my ears are always a little infected it hurts to have them sucked out & cleaned and my doctor thinks I'm a baby lmao. I mean I am but don't tell me that 😤

i- they’re literally cutting into your ear, why would they not at the very least freeze the area?? you’re not a baby for not wanting to go through that and if your doctor genuinely thinks that + has even voiced it, maybe it’s time for a new doctor. 🥴
 
i- they’re literally cutting into your ear, why would they not at the very least freeze the area?? you’re not a baby for not wanting to go through that and if your doctor genuinely thinks that + has even voiced it, maybe it’s time for a new doctor. 🥴
I've been googling it and apparently this is common practice. It sounds worse then it is and it's considered a simple procedure but it doesn't feel that way sitting in the doctor's chair lmao. I just hate the ear doctor. Most places offer freezing though so imma insist on that this time 💀
 
I've been googling it and apparently this is common practice. It sounds worse then it is and it's considered a simple procedure but it doesn't feel that way sitting in the doctor's chair lmao. I just hate the ear doctor. Most places offer freezing though so imma insist on that this time 💀

hhng yeah, maybe i’m the one being dramatic 💀. but still, even if it’s a common procedure, it sounds like a painful one, especially since your ears are infected so i hope that they’ll at least give you freezing this time. :’)
 
I complained about them before but can my wisdom teeth just not come in right now, please 😭😭 I don’t know if they’re going to fit in my mouth and I don’t want to/can’t afford to go to the dentist for them to see if they’ll fit and I really can’t afford for them to be removed 😭😭
 
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I wish I had more energy to do stuff. I wish I had more hobbies. I feel so lazy and useless.
 
hhng yeah, maybe i’m the one being dramatic 💀. but still, even if it’s a common procedure, it sounds like a painful one, especially since your ears are infected so i hope that they’ll at least give you freezing this time. :’)
Don't worry you weren't being dramatic, the whole thing does sound scary when I try to explain it!
 
my 3ds hasn't been recognizing my games lately and the home screen just froze and wouldn't come back on a little bit ago (it's working now)...

pls 3ds last me a little while longer i wanna use my xmas money on other stuff <:c i'll start saving up for a new one now tho since i assume they're gonna go up in price with nintendo no longer manufacturing them
 
My acne has decided to start being very itchy but I shouldn't scratch it cause the skin is already broken there (bleeding & peeling).

But it iiiiitches.
 
Getting so upset with people not following through. Also just feeling really depressed in general. There's nothing really to look forward to anymore. Idk.
I feel really bad about your deals not following through for you. it really sucks when someone leaves you hanging and then just rejects you (@mods not referring to anyone specifically, it's happened many times before). I wish I had a pinwheel I could give to you. :(


anyways, idk why waited so long to work on this art project, it's almost midnight and I would love to go to bed cause I'm really tired but I have to finish this 😭😭
 
TNT ruining neopets with a baby app game layout and I just can't... there's nothing positive about ruining a perfectly fine layout and being lazy about the new one :(

also i need to grocery shop but rain is pouring down, yeehaw.
 
I want to come out to my family but i'm terrified because I know they are transphobic and homophobic.

But I don't think one of my siblings is homophobic/transphobic- but i'm hesitant and I could be wrong.

Safety first. If you're in a situation where coming out may put you in a risky situation then I recommend waiting.
If you know your parents and family in general are transphobic and homophobic and you still rely on them for general living needs (housing, food) then definitely wait it out. I know this may be a bummer to hear but it's very important to keep in mind especially since we are in the middle of a pandemic right now and getting kicked out of your house or locked in to a dangerous environment is the last thing you need.​
 
TNT ruining neopets with a baby app game layout and I just can't... there's nothing positive about ruining a perfectly fine layout and being lazy about the new one :(

also i need to grocery shop but rain is pouring down, yeehaw.
I only went back there for the Advent Calendar and I ended up having to bookmark the quickstock page because the unfinished new layout made it much harder for me to get to it.
 
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