Well I finally talked to my ear doctor today and I booked an appointment in February for a small procedure to get a tube placed inside my ear. It's a very small tube but it will help with my chronically infected ears to properly drain. The tube stays for about a year and falls out on it's own. This will be like my 6th pair of tubes so I'm used it by now but because of covid my boyfriend can't be there to hold my hand lol. For children they put them under sedation cause they cut into your ear from the inside but since I'm 27 they make me sit in a chair awake with no freezing lmao. The freezing wouldn't do anything anyways apparently but it turns like hell when they pour some alcohol in your ear and it pops a million times. And you can hear every little sound & cut they make in your own head
plus since my ears are always a little infected it hurts to have them sucked out & cleaned and my doctor thinks I'm a baby lmao. I mean I am but don't tell me that