What's Bothering You?

feeling really tired and lacking energy to do anything at all, I would like to go lie down but my dad is working on the floor in my room so I have to wait until he's done 😣

also tired of being responsible for everything here (washing dishes, laundry, cleaning the bathroom, sweeping/mopping, cleaning litter boxes, taking trash out, etc) cause if I don't do it then it gets out of hand (plus others get mad when I don't do it cause they pay me.... occasionally to do it) and it stresses me out too much 😔
 
also tired of being responsible for everything here (washing dishes, laundry, cleaning the bathroom, sweeping/mopping, cleaning litter boxes, taking trash out, etc) cause if I don't do it then it gets out of hand (plus others get mad when I don't do it cause they pay me.... occasionally to do it) and it stresses me out too much 😔

i just want to say i really feel for you, when i lived with my parents it was the same exact way, they expected me to do absolutely everything or else nothing would get done at all and it was so draining
 
what have i gotten myself into with auditioning for my schools show choir? what was i thinking? i can't dance or sing
 
This damn Capital One advertisement, man. I'm trying to re-watch "Enter The Dragon", and in pops the same freakin' ad over and over again. It's the one where the dude goes, "Whoa, Susan!" and the gal goes, "Oh! I am looking for coupon codes."

...Well, I am trying to watch this damn Bruce Lee movie for free without seeing the same goddamn ad over and over again every 10 minutes. GOD!
 
I’m sad because somebody is selling this cute sewing machine near me, but by near me I mean like ... an hour away. And my province is under Stay at Home Orders so we aren’t really meant to be heading out for long drives and such.

It’s okay because I have a sewing machine this one is just a bit fancier and came with extra presser feet that I don’t have. 😭
 
I thought I had got out of my seasonal depression.
Nope.
I'm back in depressed mode, and I probably will be for a really long time.
 
I thought I had got out of my seasonal depression.
Nope.
I'm back in depressed mode, and I probably will be for a really long time.

Hey, just wanna let you know that if you need someone to talk to - to vent or just chat about anything, really - you just let me know, okay? Message me anytime, man. Hoping things will get better for you. Depression sucks ass. </3
 
I'm so incompetent when it comes to writing. I'm sitting in front of a blank google doc, staring into the white abyss, not knowing how to start or how to make my thoughts flow coherently. Those remedial classes I had to take were surely in vain. This is just frustrating as hell.
 
This damn Capital One advertisement, man. I'm trying to re-watch "Enter The Dragon", and in pops the same freakin' ad over and over again. It's the one where the dude goes, "Whoa, Susan!" and the gal goes, "Oh! I am looking for coupon codes."

...Well, I am trying to watch this damn Bruce Lee movie for free without seeing the same goddamn ad over and over again every 10 minutes. GOD!
adblockers baby.

and also people speaking about their kid problems 24/7... zzz

if that child was born out of your free will and choice stop complaining and being rude.
 
also ACNH

since when do plots get taken just overnight? I haven't played that game online in ages
 
tried to watch a video of a conservative reviewing the book "I am Jazz" (in case you don't know, it's a book about a transgender child, a boy who identifies as a girl and is loved and supported by their parents to make that transition) and I could only watch about a minute before I felt sick to my stomach.

he compared the book to an "antifa rally", he says it's gender confusion being pushed by the liberal agenda, and that it's brainwashing kids. the comments were saying stupid **** like "what happened to the days when children simply learned to read and write and do math, and they learned how to respect each other?"

yeah what happened to the good old days, when gay bars were intentionally raided by police and people were blackmailed and even killed just for being LGBT+? remember, the good old days? this kinda bull**** is why I have a really difficult time respecting conservatives. they gotta try to convince people that the LGBT+ community is a terrorist organization hell bent on destroying the country, when in reality we're just coming together and celebrating our differences and not hiding them anymore (as it should be). there's literally nothing harmful in that.


I can never understand the conservative mindset.
 
I guess, now I know how it feels for a loved one to try and end their life. I've been on the opposite end, but now I get to experience what people felt about me whenever I was in that situation. See, a friend of mine tried to OD yesterday. They're alive, but I may not see them for maybe a week or so, since they've been transferred to a behavioral health center. I miss him. I'm really fond of him. I can't wait to see hin again, and I can't wait to tell him to not feel guilty about anything. It's nobody's fault. I'm not mad at him in the slightest, or anything of the sort - I'm just concerned. I wasn't able to visit him in the ER, and I doubt the institution that he was put in will allow visitors due to COVID-19. I mean, the ER had heavy regulations, so I wouldn'tbe surprised. I love him dearly. I want to see him.
 
I guess, now I know how it feels for a loved one to try and end their life. I've been on the opposite end, but now I get to experience what people felt about me whenever I was in that situation. See, a friend of mine tried to OD yesterday. They're alive, but I may not see them for maybe a week or so, since they've been transferred to a behavioral health center. I miss him. I'm really fond of him. I can't wait to see hin again, and I can't wait to tell him to not feel guilty about anything. It's nobody's fault. I'm not mad at him in the slightest, or anything of the sort - I'm just concerned. I wasn't able to visit him in the ER, and I doubt the institution that he was put in will allow visitors due to COVID-19. I mean, the ER had heavy regulations, so I wouldn'tbe surprised. I love him dearly. I want to see him.

:( i’m so sorry. i hope he’ll be alright - i’ll keep him in my thoughts. 💚
 
Just being a complainer.
I didn't get any shifts this week for work which really sucks cause I was hoping to take a week off work after my ear procedure on February 2nd, but now it looks like I won't be able to afford it. I've had this ear procedure before and the world is SO loud afterwards. My hearing is terrible so when they place the tubes inside my ear, it's so over whelming hearing all these sounds all at once. It's a dramatic difference. I can't even drive myself home afterwards but I'm gonna have to go to work the next day with my head swimming just so we don't get behind on our bills. Imma have to stuff my ears with cotton balls and then wear ear muffs. Being an adult sucks lmao.
 
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