What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

it was on ebay so i did leave negative feedback, they did have positive reviews from others though which was weird

oh that really stinks then i'm sorry they should at least refund you or something...

 

[SlEEPYTEARRS]

same discord as usual, the people on there love talking about supporting artists but then whenever anyone gets a commission they post the art without any credit whatsoever

like you need to credit the artist too, just buying commissions isnt the only way of supporting them. and i hate that i have to ask "who made this?" whenever i like a style and maybe want to commission them myself

 

[SlEEPYTEARRS]

also this is a bit petty but i posted a commission i got, with credit, and one person was like "cute!" but then this dude posts a commission similar with no credit and six people come flocking to it

like i put a ton of work into my character and they have a pretty unique design, but this persons is just a generic lion in clothes so it just kind of stings

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this discord has done this to me a lot in the past, everyone else gets a lot of attention but when i type people either ignore me or they post immediately after me (the latter happens a ton and its a bit sus..) ive only ever been positive in this chat so im not sure why they wont interact with me...i think they only tolerate me because my gf is really well liked

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I don't think I am pretty.

 

[Flare]

 

[Soigne]

very concerned about a spot that’s come up on my face in the last day. doesn’t seem to be a pimple. it’s pretty dark. came up seemingly overnight. can’t really see a doctor about it right away.

 

[Alienfish]

I don't think I am pretty.

um yes you are stop that now

also i really want that poncho and i get why it's such expensive, well as long as I get all my march money, maybe.

 

[moo_nieu]

Spoiler: 😞

im so tired. i feel like i try so hard just to live and be happy

i feel like i can never do enough, and im just weird and out of place in life. my dreams are so fun.. why do i have to wake up every day

 

[DVD]

This should be my last year in university, however I failed a lot of subjects, which will force me to take an extra year. I'm doing uni in a different city to where I live, so I had to move with some colleagues and it's been fine so far. However, they're leaving this year; I'm gonna have to stay, and I have no place to stay really. The flat we have rented is too expensive for only one person, any flat where I'd have to live alone would be way too expensive for me to rent, and I have literally no one I know that I could move with. I wouldn't mind moving with someone I don't know... but the current pandemic situation makes everything 1000 times more anxiety-inducing for me. I really don't wanna have to move with some rando but I'm gonna have no alternative it seems. I'm absolutely scared.

Also, my experience in uni has only been good because of the social life I've been able to have. Without that, it's been awful, and I kinda wish I hadn't even applied. It's too late to drop out now that I'm so close to getting my degree, but It's been incredibly hard to get here and I have no idea what I'm gonna do with my life after this. Getting a job as a junior artist in videogames is nearly impossible right now, and I don't even have anything close to a reasonable portfolio.

TL;DR: I'm terrified of what the future has in store for me

 

[Alienfish]

people with overly set mindset about themselves... things can definitely change and just because you are one thing at 16 doesn't mean it have to last all your life.... man lol.

 

[-Lumi-]

I just want to put my collectables in whatever order I want I want my sakura egg surrounded by roses

I know this is a super silly/frivolous complaint but still.

 

[Living Fossil]

I'm bothered how everyone seems to be able to move on with their lif somehow but me. I feel like I'm stuck in an endless loop. Is there happiness? Is there love? Haha.

Also, I get bothered how I have zero motivation for new projects, like learning a new language and so on. Anyone else?

 

[SlEEPYTEARRS]

i live in ohio in a small city my whole life and i want out

there is literally nothing to do here, getting groceries when you cant drive is a pain, and the people arent very friendly at all. ive never lived anywhere else and ive only ever been to two other states for small trips, but i really wish i could experience somewhere else. people have told me that it would be better if i moved to a city because people there are usually more accepting of others but due to a lot of factors my gf and i just cant pack up and leave

 

[xSuperMario64x]

i live in ohio in a small city my whole life and i want out

there is literally nothing to do here, getting groceries when you cant drive is a pain, and the people arent very friendly at all. ive never lived anywhere else and ive only ever been to two other states for small trips, but i really wish i could experience somewhere else. people have told me that it would be better if i moved to a city because people there are usually more accepting of others but due to a lot of factors my gf and i just cant pack up and leave

i also live in ohio and yeah people are surprisingly quite rude here. I've always wanted to live in a cul-de-sac where I knew everyone on our street and we all had each other's backs but nope, we've lived here in this neighborhood for 13 years and I only know a few people including our direct neighbors.
(edit: I forgot to mention outright, I live right on the outskirts of the city and especially where I live it's not nice at all. this city is practically dead. I would recommend a city that is doing well, but not really big like Columbus or Cleveland.)

idk what it's like to live anywhere besides Ohio but I'm prob gonna move out of here if I get the chance lol. though there's a city south of here that I really like so I might end up moving there as soon as I get a stable job.

 

[Lightspring]

I just want to put my collectables in whatever order I want I want my sakura egg surrounded by roses

I know this is a super silly/frivolous complaint but still.

It’s okay I get you, I really wanted to have my Sakura egg surrounded by zen eggs or peaches and that didn’t work so I had to sell it.


I might sound like I’m just ranting about life (which I totally am) and a lot of things happened. My dad had to be driven to the hospital for a kidney stone, then my sister sprained and had a small fracture in her ankle and she can’t walk for a while. My mom is super stressed with the amount of money she has to pay for both of them and with my sister talking back to them everyday it’s just not helping.

On another note, I’m starting to feel really distant towards both my irl and online friends. I try not to be too annoying and I‘ll try to check on them every now and then. I know I have to understand that other people have lives too that are separate from having anything to do with me, I just want them to be happy, even if it’s without me.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

GrrrrrAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I DONT WANNA DO THE GODDAMN UNEMPLOYMENT FOR MY MOM.

...Call me out, but I haven't really done the job searches for my mom and she hasn't received any money probably due to that. So I gotta call the unemployment peeps on Monday to settle that. Yeah yeah, I know money is a pretty big deal. And before you ask, my mom doesn't understand English too well so she relies on me to do these things. Just uh... college is stressful already. And I kinda resent her because its like I'm doing things on my own because I don't wanna rely on her because then she'll ***** about it and say "woe is me"... so yeah I lied and said I got a full ride or whatever to college, when I do have loans to pay off and stuff. I just think its ****ty because she will NEVER accept me and probably will always pity herself. **** you. Lemme ger this damn unemployment thing settled once and for all so we can both be happy.

 

[Soigne]

i’m not sure how or when it happened but i went from having a few friends to having none and i haven’t talked to anyone in 4 days. i didn’t even notice it happening.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I...think I may be somewhere on the autism spectrum. I'm not exactly a social butterfly; I can deal with social situations okay but I tend to be very awkward. I don't care much or have interest in relationships, neither romantic or friendships, and because of this I never feel alone. I'm extremely clumsy and uncoordinated with no real reason, and honestly also have been since childhood. I'm very bad at taking verbal instructions because I take it very literally and overthink it lol. As a kid I did have hyperfixations, although they've calmed down as I've grown up. I lack the ability to concentrate on things big time (possibly because of anxiety?). I'm prone to depression and anxiety as well.

bruh idek if I've overthought the **** outta this or if there is something to it...how do u even go about diagnosing this

 

[Hopeless Opus]

i hate becoming an outsider in a place where i once felt like i was home, friends wise.

 

[Marridia]

I'm tired of hearing arguing, especially when I'm tired and want to sleep. ugh