What's Bothering You?

I have a hard time believing that's it's possible to go through life without the constant resentment and depression. like are there really people out there who don't deal with it and actually live a normal and happy life? it's an alien concept to me.
i mean i don't live a 100% happy life but i do my best and try not to dwell in negative/pseudo-realism stuff too much.
 
bruh a big yikes, i stopped using nookazon because of scammers, but i really wanted raymond so i made a new account and after an hour i got robbed again 😅

i guess it's chill though, i've learned my lesson and they only took bells from me
plus my sister gave me another bunch of nmt so i can continue my search
 
my theater class is supposed to start in 2 min and the prof isn't letting me into the zoom meeting, like cmon don't make me late 💀

edit: he finally let me in but holy **** there's so much to read and there are so many strict policies. I hope I don't struggle, I have to have this class to graduate (fine arts credit).
 
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people unironically calling like 30+ year old people "boomers" just cause they have perspectives(like, really they're not being phobic or anything) and doesn't really live in this social media life where change must be instant or someone is "omg old people suuuuucc and they are slow and must adapt blahblah" ...like come on stuff takes time learn to live with it
 
I feel like I’ve been in such a fog lately. It comes & goes and I think it’s just from being home all the time with the pandemic.

I’m terrible at responding to friends and I feel so bad about it. I don’t have the energy for it but I feel like that’s so silly?? I’m not doing anything all day and I can’t find the energy to reply to people? It’s stupid. It shouldn’t be so hard to reply to people but it feels like such a challenge sometimes. Yet I’m okay to be here, writing this, and replying to threads on the forum?? I’m just grumpy with myself.

Last night I ended up crying for no real reason. I felt fine and then suddenly I was sobbing and it’s so frustrating. All of it is frustrating. But I also know I’m really lucky to even be able to stay home right now when others can’t which just makes me even more upset with myself over everything. I just keep going in circles and I’m so tired.

I dunno. Just felt like venting for a minute.
 
bruh my brother is actually so annoying, he plays the VR all the time, which takes up loads of space downstairs so i gotta sit in my room

now i don't mind sitting in the room, however what annoyed me is that he's now trying to blame me for being in pain!
i mean like, i legit heard him say to my mum "jasmine's complaining about the VR controller hitting her in the face"
my gosh bro, obviously i'm gonna be annoyed if some controller smacked me in the face, maybe try apologising and i might not be as angry as i am rn 😑
 
I haven’t been on here in like, forever and of course the first thing I’m gonna to is rant about my life. 😀

My dad has been an alcoholic (again) and he is absolutely more unbearable than he was before he was sober. He always gets extremely aggressive and violent and we have to call family members to control him. I can’t stand him and I really cannot wait for when we can finally leave him behind.
 
I haven’t been on here in like, forever and of course the first thing I’m gonna to is rant about my life. 😀

My dad has been an alcoholic (again) and he is absolutely more unbearable than he was before he was sober. He always gets extremely aggressive and violent and we have to call family members to control him. I can’t stand him and I really cannot wait for when we can finally leave him behind.
bro I'm really sorry to hear this. let's hope something gets resolved soon 🙁

also I miss talking to you on discord :,,,(
 
I hate talking about the pandemic with my family. Nothing but negativity and scare tactics. Just let me worry about the things that I can control, okay?
 
the person from a discord im in that has shown extreme jealousy over minorities getting their own art events on twitter is now taking his bland character and making her trans and a poc just to try and get more interest in her and to make him 'hip' and 'cool'

knowing what i know about him this is concering
 
also oh my gosh nookazons ads on their app??? horrible

within two clicks the ad fills up your whole screen, so you have to click it down, and then it you click another like three times it does it again on the same page
 
I know it's been a few days since it happened, but I'm still not over Sophie's death.

I remember discovering her song "It's Okay To Cry" one night when I couldn't sleep. I remember being so entranced and mesmerized by how it sounded.

It was also during a time when things were so much more fun and better than they were now.

Sophie's music was very revolutionary and was something that would probably go on to influence a lot of popular music for the early 2020s for artists like KDA or Charli XCX. It felt like she was just getting started but then she passed away barely before she even peaked.

It's been bothering me from time to time like wow, she was basically robbed. She's only like, released one album.

Anyways, I miss her so much and her music will always be special to me

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I want to play animal crossing but hesitant to start playing because I know i'll get bored after Isabelle says she found her lucky sock in the wash.
I actually felt this in my soul >.> I haven't played in such a long time too
Not to mention I have extremely bad joycon drift too

the person from a discord im in that has shown extreme jealousy over minorities getting their own art events on twitter is now taking his bland character and making her trans and a poc just to try and get more interest in her and to make him 'hip' and 'cool'

knowing what i know about him this is concering
yikes
 
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I wish I could spend more time with someone I’m close to. My day to day life has been reduced to waiting for them... It’s not like I don’t talk to them much, I do. I just wish I could do other things with them...
 
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