What's Bothering You?

I know that mood swings & such are seen as a stereotypical PMS symptom that people joke about and stuff but god mine make me feel so bad sometimes. I was feeling just fine all day! I was having a pretty alright day all things considered and now i just feel so bad. I just feel like a bad person & all guilty & gross and I hate it. I hate it so much.
 
Guess who couldn't fall asleep until 4:30 am but still woke up at 9 am? :sleep: I feel so gross. I was so tired last night but I could not fall asleep for whatever reason.
 
Called the mail company again about my package, at least this woman admitted something was ****ed on its way here but she promised to send it further to the actual customs which is good...
 
I'm gonna be moving cities and I kinda wish my parents would stfu about it...I know they're just trying to be helpful and recommend me things, but this job and moving has been on my mind constantly for like 3 weeks now and my brain just wants to relax and not think about it for a while 😔
 
I contacted a local counselling centre and filled out their intake form, they said that a counsellor would get in touch with me within 2 business days but I still haven't heard back..

I really want them to get in touch with me before I lose my resolve on starting counselling in the first place :/
 
bruh my dad left at 6pm and he's not back yet and it's almost 3am
i can't sleep like why is he not home yet?!?!?

i understand this panic tremendously. hope everything’s okay and that he’s home by now. :’o
 
Gave in and booked an appointment to check my eyes, I definitely need new eyeglasses cause these broke (the bending mechanic always break after some years lol). Hope I can get those photo-chromatic ones cause I hate going out in the sun with regular ones, man.
 
i understand this panic tremendously. hope everything’s okay and that he’s home by now. :’o
ty it'a all good now 😊
i ended up falling asleep but i just woke up and he's home now and apparently didn't get in til 3am
i'm a little annoyed he stayed out for so long but i'm just glad he's home
 
I'm in the dead last group to be vaccinated in Canada. I understand why cause older people need to be a priority but I have to wait until past June and continue to work unvaccinated. Canada didn't do a very good job with our vaccination plan compared to other countries.
 
my grandmother keeps forgetting that i’m 19 years old, a legal adult and that she has no say in what i do with my life and my money. nothing i do has anything to do with her nor does it affect her in any way. 😒
 
Very first thing that my mom says to me when she wakes up in an attitude. Then the next thing is an attitude. Like wow I love hearing that first thing in the 6am morning maybe CHILL TF OUT.

Also cystic acne, which according to my sis is they type of acne we have. Mine bleeds too.

Also, the damn power company can't do their job and out power is out. I really wish utilities weren't a monopoly.
 
I know the fatigue is real and that some people gave up, but that doesn't mean we should stop keeping others safe. I went on a car stroll with my dad today and there were so many people on the sidewalks as if everything was back to normal. The daily cases are still over a thousand and I can't help but feel concerned. The governments and politicians aren't doing anything better as they always take measures that are half-baked and confusing to some people, especially if they haven't caught up on the news lately. Because of the incompetence and not using the funds to help people and businesses throughout the pandemic, lockdowns are still dragging on here. Apparently, we are in a 'third wave' right now.

ALSO, we had to put up with a protest that made us stuck in traffic. And you know what the protest was about? Being against masks. Seriously, haven't they ever thought that the purpose was to keep others safe and not catch the virus? There are people who are literally dying from the virus, but their selfish selves can't seem to see that. They can also turn violent, especially against Asians and other backgrounds. Racism and hatred are pretty strong with those people, unfortunately. Thank goodness they didn't see me or my family or we would've been in danger. To make it even more insulting, a family doctor for my family relatives in The Philippines just caught the virus. Yeah, they may not be related, but it's just a punch in the gut, especially since they have a very nice personality and stayed in touch with my relatives for a really long time. I pray for their speedy recovery. Some people man. Their closed minds are literally costing lives. I just can't...
 
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