What's Bothering You?

[Toska]

I don’t fit in with any of my friends anymore. There’s just one I can really get along with, but that friend’s girlfriend thinks that I’m just trying to steal him from her or something. Sometimes I wish I could just be fine on my own.

 

[Stella-Io]

It should be illegal to wake up with a headache when you didn't have one before going to sleep

 

[skarmoury]

fell asleep early last night. hdksjdks
here's to me cramming again. ugh

 

[MapleSilver]

Getting wisdom teeth removed tomorrow and fairly nervous about the anesthetic. Logically I know it's almost guaranteed to be fine, but that won't stop the part of my mind that goes "yeah you're definitely about to die from this". Not looking forward to the moments right before it happens.

So the surgery happened a few hours ago and so far it's been completely fine. My mouth hurts a little but that's to be expected. Now I just have to spend the next couple weeks recovering from it.

Right before I got the surgery they sent me to another room and played a video that listed all the possible worst complications which did not help with nerves. Also the video felt like one of those 1990's news broadcasts you find on Youtube at 3:00 AM. Makes me wonder when it was filmed.

 

[skarmoury]

Disabling my instagram soon because I'm starting ti catch myself comparing myself to others again ugggggh

Sometimes it feels like my whole life is filled with ideas and dreams of what could have been, but never came to be.

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't the boring person I am now.

It all feels like one constant wistful thought that never goes away, making me wonder that could have been different if I had chosen something else in the past.

I just wanna say i felt this? It's the reason I became inactive in instagram and uninstalled it for the longest time in the previous years.

I also felt like a boring person going through that specific social media because everyone seems to be doing something worthwhile compared to me. But i guess i realized that, without comparing myself to others, whatever makes me content should make me the version of myself I'm happiest with. I can improve at my own pace and happiness.

Sorry I started to ramble about me. Anyway, i do think uninstalling or going off IG altogether is a healthy step for you. You should do things that make you happy and content. Plus, chasing your dreams at a later age isn't all that bad; I too have my "what ifs" and although I feel pretty old, I'm trying to check off those "what ifs" I kept thinking about in high school and college. No shame in chasing your dreams still.

 

[jiny]

Disabling my instagram soon because I'm starting ti catch myself comparing myself to others again ugggggh

Sometimes it feels like my whole life is filled with ideas and dreams of what could have been, but never came to be.

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't the boring person I am now.

It all feels like one constant wistful thought that never goes away, making me wonder that could have been different if I had chosen something else in the past.

i meant to respond to this earlier but i got sidetracked ;;; but i totally relate with this!! i uninstalled instagram abt 2 months ago and it was probably the best decision i made. i was constantly comparing myself to my friends and how they had “”better”” lives than i did because i never did anything or went out anywhere worthy enough to post. but i really recommend deleting it, it did wonders for me and my mental health <3

 

[Neb]

Even with my antidepressant I still feel exhausted and disposable. I’m going to have to force myself outside before I get any dumpier.

 

[ali.di.magix]

ugh it's gonna take them hours to clear out this event...and I'm gonna be waiting hours to do the pack up, then a good couple hours to complete my work and get home at like midnight lol

 

[Alienfish]

Disabling my instagram soon because I'm starting ti catch myself comparing myself to others again ugggggh

Sometimes it feels like my whole life is filled with ideas and dreams of what could have been, but never came to be.

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't the boring person I am now.

It all feels like one constant wistful thought that never goes away, making me wonder that could have been different if I had chosen something else in the past.

I should really do this too, I mean sure it has been great for some communication with stores since it made things easier to arrange in special cases and such but yeah it's like.. sure I got back my neopets account and made connection but yeah really.

 

[Alienfish]

Also having meh thoughts about this new work opportunity... I mean sure it sounded interesting when I first heard about it and I'll definitely go there for the interview but I don't want to quit my current job for that alone, plus the new workplace sounds like totally not my thing and the employer and my contact person got like, way too big misconceptions about me sigh. No I don't want a lone computer office job lol...

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

decided 2 delete

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Need to take a big fat dump but class is about to start.

 

[Violet Witch]

I'm so bored with ANCH already, now that I've caught a few meteor showers, designed my own clothes and gained a few new islanders etc I feel like the thrill of the game has all but gone. Maybe the upcoming Easter celebration will bring back my love for the game like it did to begin with but I can't help but feel it won't, overall my feelings for the game are annoying me.

 

[-Lumi-]

Spoiler: Petty rambles about my old job

I’ve heard that three teachers have quit my old job. I know they’ve lost other teachers, too. But specifically three that were teaching my age group, in my class room, have quit. So much for me having the “easy” age and “easy” class, huh?

I loved my old job, don’t get me wrong. If it wasn’t for the pandemic I likely wouldn’t have quit (although there were some issues here and there that were getting to me) but a recurring theme was always that I had the easiest group. Drove me up the wall.

I was the only solo teacher and my kids, whilst the oldest, also had a different schedule from the rest. My kids never napped so I was on all day long with them. That gave me less time to plan activities, hang up art, do the in class paperwork, and clean the toys and such. But I still managed it. It was hard and what I was doing was overlooked but I loved my kids to pieces so I tried my best.

I don’t blame the new hires for walking away as I’m sure those problems above have increased tenfold with all the new covid measures. It doesn’t help that I’m sure my directors waved off their worries the same way they did mine. Baffles me how they can still blindly believe they’re the best preschool/child care centre in my area when they can’t keep staff. You’d think they’d connect the dots or at least try to keep staff but they just don’t seem to care. There’s always gonna be new graduates who’ve never worked in a centre before and won’t know any better.

 

[jiny]

i have a google meet w my school counselor to talk abt my mental health in abt an hour and im super nervous bc i dont even know what im gonna talk to her about ;-;

 

[Xara]

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oof i feel this. i hope everything goes well! sending good vibes your way.

 

[-Lumi-]

i have a google meet w my school counselor to talk abt my mental health in abt an hour and im super nervous bc i dont even know what im gonna talk to her about ;-;

It’s completely understandable to be nervous, especially about first meetings. I find that they can be the easiest though since it’s usually just an introduction one! Saying hello, telling your name, maybe what classes you’re taking at the moment - hopefully she’ll help guide the chat a little bit especially if she can tell your nervous. I hope it all goes well

 

[jiny]

oof i feel this. i hope everything goes well! sending good vibes your way.

thank you!!

It’s completely understandable to be nervous, especially about first meetings. I find that they can be the easiest though since it’s usually just an introduction one! Saying hello, telling your name, maybe what classes you’re taking at the moment - hopefully she’ll help guide the chat a little bit especially if she can tell your nervous. I hope it all goes well

i hope so!! i think it’s only gonna be for 30 minutes, i hope she does guide the chat though bc i’m gonna be too nervous to say much haha but thank youu!!

 

[MapleSilver]

Wish I could eat something other than stuff like jello and apple sauce right now. It's not that those foods are bad, but they get old really fast when it's all you can eat. Thankfully it's only for a couple weeks but that won't stop it from feeling way longer.

 

[Stella-Io]

So I spoke too soon about my packages coming earlier than expected. One i
of them got delayed. It was SUPOSSED to come yesterday.

Also, it was already in my city. Why did it end up going to another city, then ANOTHER city? Now it's not even in my city and it hasn't moved since 2am today, so it's surely not coming by today