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sword piece is still lost. i just woke up and am so unbelievably pissed. doesn’t help when i was trying to tell her something a friend suggested she kept cutting in and saying she just looked through the boxes again and said i could look myself. this is why don’t move my ****ing stuff and don’t get my room painted when i don’t want it done. also she has been complaining about the job they did and not being worth the money so yeah, you shouldn’t have got it done.
 
Maybe I should stop going to the Nintendo fan websites. Sometimes, I feel people are always trying to find negativity in just about everything and it bothers me.
 
My mom tells me to quit stressing and order another one, but why order another one when it is one piece that is missing - missing because she wasn’t careful of moving my stuff. i will definitely order a new one of the little chibi she broke twice! but first i want to find this sword!
 
Everytime I use this site I just feel like I am going to get attacked for expressing myself. If only I can delete this account for good, but I am stuck with it for good.
 
I think I gave myself a small panic attack. My head feels funny and internally I’m freaking out still even though I’m drawing. Inside, I feel like I’m in turmoil and am screaming. I am so upset still. my mom did the kitty treatment with my dad today which was nice - that she gave me space. Starting to feel like I’m never going to find that piece of my figure though

Firecrackers started again.
 
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My friend still hasn’t responded. I’m really worried. And at this point I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s just another case of my friends leaving me again. I don’t think she ever would, but my brain is just overthinking way too much about this.
 
Everytime I use this site I just feel like I am going to get attacked for expressing myself. If only I can delete this account for good, but I am stuck with it for good.
Same, but only when what I'm saying in that moment might be controversial so I just post and leave then check the notifications later
Also you can ask a mod to disable your account, but I heard they normally don't unless you REALLY want them too
 
I’m really pissed at my friend at this point, I posted ”Happy birthday to my favorite character!” in relation to Venti’s birthday and my friend commented, “get a real hobby” and “happy birthday to a bunch of pixels i guess”. I literally do not know why she has to make fun of the mundane things I like? I don’t know what she gets out of shaming me but I really wish she would stop. I’m not making fictional stuff my entire life but it does briefly take my mind off of irl stress so I like indulging in it from time to time. I don’t know why she has to make me feel ashamed for it. Idk I feel pathetic I just want to cry right now, idc if I sound overly sensitive as heck.

Hey there, friend. They don’t sound like they’re being a good friend to you, and I’m sorry you‘ve had to put up with that. I’ve known people like that both in real life and online in the past and I always avoid them or remove them from my life because they’re honestly not worth my time. Genshin Impact is a fun game and not something someone should be making fun of you for for liking. I hope you feel better soon. 💚
 
I've had two hours sleep and woke-up in a panic as it dawned on me that I made a big mistake in a professional email yesterday. Sent a follow-up with an apology and the correction. Now to wait until the work day begins. 😬
 
I like living in a small city, but man do I hate living in a small city. The access to health services is very limited and there are next to no specialists around. I want to investigate into getting a diagnosis that requires a psychologist that's a 3 hour drive away. I can't afford to take a day off work for what, an hour, appointment. Not to mention the 6 hour travel time. I should've gotten onto things when I was living in my hometown, but I think I was afraid of judgment from friends and family...
 
I like living in a small city, but man do I hate living in a small city. The access to health services is very limited and there are next to no specialists around. I want to investigate into getting a diagnosis that requires a psychologist that's a 3 hour drive away. I can't afford to take a day off work for what, an hour, appointment. Not to mention the 6 hour travel time. I should've gotten onto things when I was living in my hometown, but I think I was afraid of judgment from friends and family...
Is tele-medicine an option? My insurance is constantly advertising that they cover it, even and especially for mental health. Demand went up during the pandemic...
 
I need to sleep but I want to keep working on a drawing that I’m working on. I know it would help with my mood, but I keep getting ideas and as a result am restless as I try to sleep. Also worried about my mom since my parents are going somewhere and she’s letting him drive.

Also am bothered and a little creeped out by something.
 
My not even one year old glasses just snapped in half, while I cleaned them. I already noticed a crack a few days ago and today they just snapped in freaking half. +200€ and they break in half like that?! I am really blind without my glasses and ofc that happens just before we go to holidays. I'm glad that the superglue is able to hold them together right now and I managed to make it look like there is nothing really broken from the outside, but man.. I can't afford glasses just like that right now. Baby stuff is expensive enough
 
Ass/hip fat, I really need to get those down on size. Pear body sucks, I dunno how I'm still an UK size 6 in shirts/tops etc. (if I order from the UK, US and/or just Sweden is different lol) but yeah my ****in hips are like idk 10+ lol...
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I've had to run to the bathroom like 3 times in 40 min rip
me at work whenever we have coffee ...
 
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