What's Bothering You?

I am troubled a bit by something I noticed and a little bummed. Also nervous that I won’t have enough for gold jelly (tokens) and tbt for last oarfish part I need. already have most of my tbt committed to art commission i am waiting to be pinged for.
 
I am troubled a bit by something I noticed and a little bummed. Also nervous that I won’t have enough for gold jelly (tokens) and tbt for last oarfish part I need. already have most of my tbt committed to art commission i am waiting to be pinged for.
I won four oarfish pieces, and I don’t plan on keeping them. If you’re missing a part for your oarfish, I could give you one of mine, as I’ll have all three parts.
 
I won four oarfish pieces, and I don’t plan on keeping them. If you’re missing a part for your oarfish, I could give you one of mine, as I’ll have all three parts.

congrats! 🥳 😮 I couldn’t possibly ask you it for free or at all since I wasn’t posting here to make anyone feel bad or to ask for anything. But if you’re really fine with letting one go, I’d like to pay you for however much it is going for. If I don’t have enough, I’ll earn it if you don’t mind holding onto it. i’m sorry ><; I am just mulling over some stuff. seriously didn’t want to make you feel bad especially since you have already been way too kind to me here. seriously, though regardless thanks again for just the though. you’ve been way too kind to me; I appreciate your patience with my annoying worries too 🙏
 
congrats! 🥳 😮 I couldn’t possibly ask you it for free or at all since I wasn’t posting here to make anyone feel bad or to ask for anything. But if you’re really fine with letting one go, I’d like to pay you for however much it is going for. If I don’t have enough, I’ll earn it if you don’t mind holding onto it. i’m sorry ><; I am just mulling over some stuff. seriously didn’t want to make you feel bad especially since you have already been way too kind to me here. seriously, though regardless thanks again for just the though. you’ve been way too kind to me; I appreciate your patience with my annoying worries too 🙏
I’d sell you mine for however much they are going for. 😌 It’s okay, I didn’t think your post was necessarily asking for anything! Thank you though! 🥺
 
for some reason i am convinced ppl don’t like me on here 🙃🙃🙃
 
my 5G coverage hasn't been very good, maybe I need my second dose to get a better 5G Hotspot 🤔
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there's so many things related to healthcare I need to catch up on; I need to get bloods done, an ultrasound, a doctors appointment to check out the random pains and swelling in my abdomen, maybe inquire about a different medication to go on, get some prescription safety glasses, and get another eye test since I don't trust the very abrupt and rude optometrist I went to lol.
Damn, yeah i think so...been working fine here ;) But yeah I totally get you, all those tin-foil hats can be really annoying sigh...

And oof, gl with all dr's stuff :eek:
 
seriously need to see a therapist and unpack why making small talk with people is genuinely one of the most painful events of my day. could be linked to me rarely ever talking in school so now I just have tons of trouble speaking. Makes me feel more like a robot.

my office has yet again had another covid scare, I'm getting really sick of it. I know I have to expect this since I work on a university campus, but still. I also feel terrible for everyone in other areas who haven't gotten a chance to get the first shot while we're just opening things back up. I'm really lucky to have gotten mine back in april.
 
love how I get on facebook for 3 solid seconds and the first two posts I see are one about someone saying "we aren't refusing the vaccine, that's a manipulative term loaded with unfair moral pressure" (coming from the same person who will **** on people who did get the vaccine) and another saying "READ THIS BECAUSE IT'S TRUE (insert swearing emoji)" with a pic of Biden with blood on his hands as if Biden is doing absolutely everything wrong, like I know the situation in the ME was horrible but honestly how could that have been handled with no issues at all.

I literally just feel nauseated every time I get on there now, it's overrun with anti-vaccine and conservative bs and most of it is biased.

I don't even want to think for a second about politics anymore, every time I do it sends me into a frenzy and drives me insane. I already get overwhelmed easily and when people are using this as an excuse to hate each other and make each other feel bad it honest to god makes me feel like I don't want to live on this planet with them. idk I might be overreacting but I'm so tired of hate.
 
My childhood cat Taz is getting put down tomorrow. She's 18 years old though so that's a pretty good age. She lives at my parents house so I went to say goodbye today. She was napping out in the rain so I knew she's not feeling good. I'm sad she will be gone but relieved in a way since her behaviour has been off for a couple months now.
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My childhood cat Taz is getting put down tomorrow. She's 18 years old though so that's a pretty good age. She lives at my parents house so I went to say goodbye today. She was napping out in the rain so I knew she's not feeling good. I'm sad she will be gone but relieved in a way since her behaviour has been off for a couple months now.
im sorry oak. sending a virtual hug your way
 
My childhood cat Taz is getting put down tomorrow. She's 18 years old though so that's a pretty good age. She lives at my parents house so I went to say goodbye today. She was napping out in the rain so I knew she's not feeling good. I'm sad she will be gone but relieved in a way since her behaviour has been off for a couple months now.
awwh I'm so sorry, she's such a beautiful baby 😔💕💕
I've lost many cats in my life so I know how difficult it can be. at least she won't be in any pain any longer.
 
My life is so boring. My parents hold me back for doing stuff I want to do and because I'm autistic people treat me as if I'm supposed to know how to do everything without help. My mindset is so spoiled from all the bad people who gave me bad lecture and those who shamed me for being myself. I had to give up my happiness and my mental well being just to please them. It was the most hurtful thing I ever had to go through. To this day I still wonder to myself "Why did I let these people get to me"?

I know I feel better after letting go of those people, but to this day their words still haunt me to this day. Even in my nightmares I hear their voices echoing. Statements like "Do better", "Why can't you be like this person", "If you don't do this you won't be successful", and the most hurtful one "You are so full of yourself, get a gripe!" I just cry myself to sleep whenever I heard those phrases and it bothers me so much.
 
I’d sell you mine for however much they are going for. 😌 It’s okay, I didn’t think your post was necessarily asking for anything! Thank you though! 🥺
My childhood cat Taz is getting put down tomorrow. She's 18 years old though so that's a pretty good age. She lives at my parents house so I went to say goodbye today. She was napping out in the rain so I knew she's not feeling good. I'm sad she will be gone but relieved in a way since her behaviour has been off for a couple months now.

I’m sorry oak. :( 💔. Let me know if you need anything. Sending you hugs 💜.
 
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My childhood cat Taz is getting put down tomorrow. She's 18 years old though so that's a pretty good age. She lives at my parents house so I went to say goodbye today. She was napping out in the rain so I knew she's not feeling good. I'm sad she will be gone but relieved in a way since her behaviour has been off for a couple months now.

oh what a gorgeous lil baby... i’m so sorry. 💔
 
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I still feel disconnected from other people. I keep trying to engage socially, but nothing works. At least I’ll speak with my new therapist in a few days.
 
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