What's Bothering You?

why did I think buying a plushie to be shipped through USPS on a Saturday night was a good idea lmao, not I gotta wait til Monday for the darn thing to even be shipped 😭😭😭

also why tf do I keep waking up with sinus headaches?? I've literally never had trouble with my sinuses before, this is stupid. I slept in again super late today bc I was so tired and in pain when i woke up.
mood i ordered a pair of pants yesterday and they printed the label for dpd/uk shipments today of cit wont ship til next week loool
 
I made a mistake at work and I just really hope it doesn't backfire. I'm a bit concerned about it, but only time will tell if it falters.

on a positive note, I feel significantly better after stopping my new medication and can switch back to my old one. Hopefully the prescription comes in soon đŸ€žđŸ»
 
^ felt, I'm running off of no sleep and some Monsters 😅

but yeah, I'm tired seeing everyone around me having a s/o and I'm standing in the corner like "bruh, why do I have to be gay in a conservative christian rural area 🙄"
 
I have a dull burning/pain feeling in my stomach, really hope it isn't an ulcer especially since this isn't the first time I've had this feeling recently :(
 
Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.
 
i just love sitting around a table with adults who
1. can’t stop complaining about they/them pronouns and “hOw rIdIcUlOuS tHeY aRe”
and
2. keep saying how there’s only two genders, and won’t even listen to what someone else has to say if it’s not what they believe

ah, holidays.
 
i just love sitting around a table with adults who can’t stop complaining about they/them pronouns and “hOw rIdIcUlOuS tHeY aRe”
what a ****ing mood, even my therapist wants to rant about how they/them is plural only and doesn't work as a pronoun. like why tf am I even talking to you for help if you won't respect my pronouns lmao
 
I hate the stereotype that bipolar mania is all happy and amazing and euphroia.
I want to yell
 
I hate the stereotype that bipolar mania is all happy and amazing and euphroia.
I want to yell
you are so very valid in being upset over this. disorders have *so* much depth and getting the same stereotypes time and time again *sucks*

scream and yell all you want, fight all of the stereotypes. i hope you are okay. đŸ„ș
 
I’ve been asking for overtime this time at work since it’s the busiest time of the year. Tomorrow is the last day and we are open until 12 am. I’ve been doing about 1 hour overtime each day (the barest minimal I can think off). I don’t want overtime but I feel like I have to take it in order to look like I’m overachieving. One of my managers hinted I could stay until 12 am today, but I couldn’t bring myself to stay longer than my shift. Tomorrow is the last day of the season and I can’t wait for it all to be over. I’m exhausted and I haven’t even done as much OT as everyone else. I don’t even want to work my regular shifts, let alone overtime.
 
Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.
Aw, I'm so sorry. It's totally understandable that you would feel that way. I hope you're doing okay.
 
I went to my local Walmart this morning to get something for work. I was passing through the Pharmacy, and I spotted a maggot-infested sandwich sitting on one of the shelves. It was horrifying. Just the memory of it makes my stomach turn.

I assume that someone took it from the Deli, changed their mind, and abandoned it where they were at the time, but how many days does it have to sit there unnoticed to be swarming with maggots?
 
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seller hasn't shipped the plushie yet, I hope they don't forget and get forced by the website to issue me a refund 😔

also it's already almost 7pm, wondered for a moment what I did with the whole day but I forgot I spent it in agony because yay stomach problems :>
 
what a ****ing mood, even my therapist wants to rant about how they/them is plural only and doesn't work as a pronoun. like why tf am I even talking to you for help if you won't respect my pronouns lmao
I don't even get why people get so caught up over the plural thing, as if English is a perfect language where all the rules are always strictly followed 🙄 like have they never referred to a singular person as they/them in their life before?? Because I'm sure I do it all the time
 
Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.
Don't feel bad for not being in the festive mood knowing that this month holds painful and sad memories for you. You're entitled to feel your feelings and sometimes honesty is the best policy in order to get through this time of year. I had a friend who was in your position five years ago and even though she found her first Christmas without her dad excruciatingly painful she managed to get through it by taking this time of year one day at a time alongside her grief and Christmas itself which was a low key, fuss free and quiet holiday.
 
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Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.

It's ironic how the season to be jolly is the most stressful time of the year. I'm really sorry your mom passing away falls on this month. That must be really difficult to deal with. I understand the feeling of just being down during this time, just under different conditions. I'll say a prayer and hope things improve for you this month whether it be emotionally or having people be more kind to ease the pain.
 
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