What's Bothering You?

just when i had some peace of mind, suddenly they release exam scores and i ,,, i dont wanna go down that rabbit hole again
i likely passed the module but when i compared my scores to others i realized i was so low and i uhhh
 
^as long as you pass ey?


anyway i really hate when a package is in transit, like MAYBE left the UK but also maybe here but not scanned yet.. UGH
 
i wanna tell this guy i like him but i don’t wanna risk ruining our friendship like what if it makes things awkward ESPECIALLY if he doesn’t like me back omg. he’s been doing things that show so much interest but it could be just me reading too much into it. which is why i’m scared to say anything. also he recently (i wanna say 2 months ago) got out of a toxic relationship so i really don’t want to make it seem like i’m pressuring him to date me or pressure him into anything romantic really. but ugh my feelings for him are definitely there. i think my best bet for right now is to just wait it out longer and see what happens in the meantime. who knows maybe he’ll be the one to tell me he likes me 😳 i kinda doubt it tho LOL
 
Wish they could give the original name of this documentary cause I have no idea about it, and also I'd love to find the music list for it ugh. Sucks when they translate/localize like this.
 
why did I think buying a plushie to be shipped through USPS on a Saturday night was a good idea lmao, not I gotta wait til Monday for the darn thing to even be shipped 😭😭😭

also why tf do I keep waking up with sinus headaches?? I've literally never had trouble with my sinuses before, this is stupid. I slept in again super late today bc I was so tired and in pain when i woke up.
 
why did I think buying a plushie to be shipped through USPS on a Saturday night was a good idea lmao, not I gotta wait til Monday for the darn thing to even be shipped 😭😭😭

also why tf do I keep waking up with sinus headaches?? I've literally never had trouble with my sinuses before, this is stupid. I slept in again super late today bc I was so tired and in pain when i woke up.
mood i ordered a pair of pants yesterday and they printed the label for dpd/uk shipments today of cit wont ship til next week loool
 
I made a mistake at work and I just really hope it doesn't backfire. I'm a bit concerned about it, but only time will tell if it falters.

on a positive note, I feel significantly better after stopping my new medication and can switch back to my old one. Hopefully the prescription comes in soon 🤞🏻
 
^ felt, I'm running off of no sleep and some Monsters 😅

but yeah, I'm tired seeing everyone around me having a s/o and I'm standing in the corner like "bruh, why do I have to be gay in a conservative christian rural area 🙄"
 
I have a dull burning/pain feeling in my stomach, really hope it isn't an ulcer especially since this isn't the first time I've had this feeling recently :(
 
Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.
 
i just love sitting around a table with adults who
1. can’t stop complaining about they/them pronouns and “hOw rIdIcUlOuS tHeY aRe”
and
2. keep saying how there’s only two genders, and won’t even listen to what someone else has to say if it’s not what they believe

ah, holidays.
 
i just love sitting around a table with adults who can’t stop complaining about they/them pronouns and “hOw rIdIcUlOuS tHeY aRe”
what a ****ing mood, even my therapist wants to rant about how they/them is plural only and doesn't work as a pronoun. like why tf am I even talking to you for help if you won't respect my pronouns lmao
 
I hate the stereotype that bipolar mania is all happy and amazing and euphroia.
I want to yell
 
I hate the stereotype that bipolar mania is all happy and amazing and euphroia.
I want to yell
you are so very valid in being upset over this. disorders have *so* much depth and getting the same stereotypes time and time again *sucks*

scream and yell all you want, fight all of the stereotypes. i hope you are okay. 🥺
 
I’ve been asking for overtime this time at work since it’s the busiest time of the year. Tomorrow is the last day and we are open until 12 am. I’ve been doing about 1 hour overtime each day (the barest minimal I can think off). I don’t want overtime but I feel like I have to take it in order to look like I’m overachieving. One of my managers hinted I could stay until 12 am today, but I couldn’t bring myself to stay longer than my shift. Tomorrow is the last day of the season and I can’t wait for it all to be over. I’m exhausted and I haven’t even done as much OT as everyone else. I don’t even want to work my regular shifts, let alone overtime.
 
Getting tired of hearing “Happy Holidays” or “Merry Christmas” from others to be honest. Not to be a grinch or anything, but there’s nothing really happy about this month anymore for me now that it’s the month my mom passed away. I wish sometimes that someone would give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be okay, but sadly that won’t happen. Or that people were more friendly towards me. Idk, maybe it’s because I put up a guise irl so people don’t know the real me anyway.
Aw, I'm so sorry. It's totally understandable that you would feel that way. I hope you're doing okay.
 
I went to my local Walmart this morning to get something for work. I was passing through the Pharmacy, and I spotted a maggot-infested sandwich sitting on one of the shelves. It was horrifying. Just the memory of it makes my stomach turn.

I assume that someone took it from the Deli, changed their mind, and abandoned it where they were at the time, but how many days does it have to sit there unnoticed to be swarming with maggots?
 
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