What's Bothering You?

i have no motivation to play ac atm, i haven’t played for like a week. i also want to learn blender to make 3D models but i’m overwhelmed and confused.
 
im pretty sure i have vertigo, and now it is the only thing that is bothering me. my fever and headache have gone away and both my covid tests came back negative. i want this to go away soooooo bad it is the most uncomfortable feeling ever
 
i reeeally don’t want to go to school tomorrow. i wish we could go virtual because i don’t want to see/interact anyone in person. i got people phobia
 
ive been sitting outside in my backyard crying for maybe 10 minutes (its not very long, but my parents sent me back here to do chores out in the dark). my parents completely made my heart shatter today. theyve cracked it enough in the past, but today was the final straw.
 
I think someone likes me but I don't like them back, nor do I talk to them and I really don't know what to do🙃
 
im literally totally balled up in this heated blanket but im still shivering. I likely have a fever, should prob take some ibuprofen.

edit: took two ibuprofen, turned up heated blanket from low to medium, curled up in fetal position. still shivering. rip indeed.
 
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First of all I slipped and fell in the mud, then had to take public transit home covered in mud. Secondly I spent a lot of time thinking about a lot of things but I'm still so undecided on what I want to do 😔😔😔
 
First of all I slipped and fell in the mud, then had to take public transit home covered in mud. Secondly I spent a lot of time thinking about a lot of things but I'm still so undecided on what I want to do 😔😔😔

hey, I'm sorry for what happened. Though, I still feel like you looked great even covered with mud (I'm not kidding). You surely carried yourself well. I hope you didn't get hurt too much or have bruises or anything. How are you feeling now? Ahh, I hate the feeling of being undecided, confused and probably feeling anxious about lot of things. I've been feeling the same way too, nowadays. Feel free to message/send me a PM if you want to talk about it :)

im literally totally balled up in this heated blanket but im still shivering. I likely have a fever, should prob take some ibuprofen.

edit: took two ibuprofen, turned up heated blanket from low to medium, curled up in fetal position. still shivering. rip indeed.

Get well sooner! You probably just need sleep. Lots of sleep. Hope you feel much better today.
 
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I don't think I'm very good with people, and making friends. I just wish I knew what I've been doing wrong so I could fix it.
 
my dad is so ****ing useless, there's a lot of stuff that needs to be done and ofc he would rather sit on his ass lol. cats need fed and litter boxes need changed, I'm too sick to do anything and so is my mom but I can guarantee you unless I feed the cats they're gonna go hungry today.

also pretty sure I've woken up with a headache which literally never happens, and usually the only way I can get rid of it is if I take Excedrin (which rarely works) or go back to sleep (which is basically impossible most of the time).

also also my phone is flat out of storage but every time I try to connect it to my computer to transfer files it gives me a hard time and screws up every chance it gets.


very irritable today so this oughta be fun.
 
They sure did find a ****ty new place for our new workplace in the future like wtf did you have to go to the furthest place away from current one(s) to find it, like lmao there are plenty of empty good offices and spaces closer but nooo lol. hope i quit before that happens lol
 
did a rereading of US school shootings, and i still can't believe that they've done basically nothing in regards to gun control despite how recent so many of the worst shootings were. as someone from the UK, where guns are such a non-issue that the average person is a) likely to never see one in-person and b) more likely to be struck by lightning, probably twice, it just baffles (and disgusts) me. there's literally no good argument for not taking action against gun violence, especially when it's been proven to work in other countries, and people need to realize their right to bear arms is not worth more than people's -- children's -- lives. we had one school shooting here in 1996 (and one other mass shooting a decade or so earlier that heavily restricted firearms) that killed 16 little kids aged 5-6 and we as good as banned firearms altogether afterwards because one was already too many. we've only had one mass shooting since in 2010. meanwhile the US saw more kids around that same age die in a school shooting in 2012 and did essentially nothing. i just-

i'm sure some others will be all, "the US is bigger than the UK and Australia," or "guns are too widespread now to be properly controlled," or, heaven forbid, "it's our culture," as if that doesn't sound completely insane, and all i have to say to those types of responses is make less excuses and more change.
 
usually when someone is sick they lose their sense of smell. well not only have I not lost my sense of smell, it's like hyper-active right now, so I can smell every tiny thing in my room and in the house.
there is some kind of smell in my room that I can only smell at my desk and I honest to god cannot imagine where it's coming from but it's really irritating me. now I know what my dog smells and I don't like it. I guess I need to douse my desk area in febreze or something.

edit: apparently this is a newer symptom of COVID-19 called parosmia, where something that once smelled normal now smells really gross or unpleasant. that's just nice.


also you know when you're sitting in a super quiet room and you can hear your head making a really faint humming noise? well that sound is like 4x louder rn and that's also irritating me.
 
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