What's Bothering You?

I’m sorry things aren’t going well! Work should never be stressful and it is to the point of mental breakdowns, I think it’s time to find a different job. Sometimes it’s best to just walk away.

Thank you for your words. Sadly I have no other options but to work this job until I get my career one, so I can’t leave. Thank you regardless.
 
Oh dear... Is there a reason why you think this way? Obviously, you don't need to answer if you don't feel comfortable with it. I know it sounds crazy, but I'm sending you prayers that you'll get through it. 🙏

I’m still experiencing physical symptoms of my heart racing when at work and feeling like I’m going to pass out. My doctor couldn’t find anything wrong with me and neither could my psychiatrist, but I know it’s happening because when it does happen I have to use all of my willpower not to pass out. I’ve never dealt with this before either, so I don’t know how to get rid of it.

My family doesn’t care and says to “tough it out”. Realistically there’s a good chance that if I try to tomorrow, I won’t make it. I need more sleep.
 
Well, your health is very important. It irks me how some people just shrug off the struggles of others and think that "they're weak" or something like that. I don't know about your situation, but maybe you could work something out with your boss about your health? Regardless of the outcome, I hope you get out alive in the end. Stay safe, Midoriya.
 
I’m still experiencing physical symptoms of my heart racing when at work and feeling like I’m going to pass out. My doctor couldn’t find anything wrong with me and neither could my psychiatrist, but I know it’s happening because when it does happen I have to use all of my willpower not to pass out. I’ve never dealt with this before either, so I don’t know how to get rid of it.

My family doesn’t care and says to “tough it out”. Realistically there’s a good chance that if I try to tomorrow, I won’t make it. I need more sleep.
I'm worried now. Hope everthing turns out okay for you. :c
 
I’m starting to realize that with some things, it’s better to move on. I just didn’t think it would affect me so much. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt. I’m just wondering what went wrong.
 
I have been feeling so sore, and my sides are always burning. sitting up is like a knife. Aweful..

I feel sick, and nauseous every morning, and Ive barely slept. but worst of all, my creativity is at all time low.

Somethimg seems to always go side ways the week of my birthday.
 
accidentally woke up at like 1:35, it's now 3:10 and not only can I not go back to sleep but I feel nauseated because I need to eat. but I don't like to eat at this time of day and especially not while I'm trying to sleep. so I'm just lying here feeling sick to my stomach trying to go back to sleep :,,,,,)
 
My bonded rabbits don’t want to share a sleeping space and they both want the same one. I never see them fight over it or see evidence of it, but Bakugo is making it clear that it’s his place and Sora seems to be respecting that. They still snuggle and groom each other when they’re together, but I’m going to have to see if I can get her interested in a new spot to sleep because she just looks sad laying next to it.
 
i might have covid lol rip

when I was up in the middle of the night I noticed I had a tiny tiny sore throat or something, and waking up this morning I definitely have a very mild sore throat and a slight cough. I got the vaccine but not the booster (kept putting it off bc I'm terrified of needles), regardless I'm hoping symptoms stay at a minimal. but idk, I don't wanna be sick 😞
 
I don't mind getting a new Switch model but the fact Nintendo is so lazy and laid-back about obvious issues grinds my gears.

Also PoGo, I need 1 more ghost for the 30 goal but of course they give me soft ban on catching Pokémon just because I happen to sit down or the GPS flips like ****ing come on.

This person on Neopets lowkey ghosting just cause I replied a bit late on a matter that I was interested in, like okay why did you ask lol.
 
My mom will never get off my case about finding a boyfriend. I try to tell her I’m not interested, but she just keeps saying I need to get a life. I forced myself to go on a date yesterday and it was the same as always. There’s never anything really wrong with the guys, and I have a good enough time going out, but my feelings about the whole thing are just completely neutral. There is absolutely no way to get her to understand that I’m unable meet her expectations. Is it really wrong that I can’t force myself to like these people?
 
A male band I once had a lot of respect for have released a song (in the hopes of winning Eurovision) where they depict a woman as nothing more than a sexual predator throughout their song. According the singer the song is meant to be a tribute to empowered women when in fact it's insulting to think that all women love nothing more than to get dressed up, head out on the town and seduce men all night long in order to feel empowered. This horrendous song was also accompanied by a video where the male lead singer is half dressed and gets overly close to the new guitarist who happens to be a woman as well. Anyway it's good to know that some men still see us women as nothing more than sexual objects in their various forms of writing rather than open their warped minds and start viewing us as actual human beings.
 
dad just kneed me in the leg for sitting on 'his' side of an otherwise vacant sofa. didn't want to move because i was just waiting for my food, which would be here in a few minutes, and, again, the rest of the sofa was vacant. he proceeded to grab me by the collar and try to manhandle me up then barged into my legs several more times. for context, i'm 5'4" and about 91 pounds, he's closer to 6' and triple that weight. no apology. probably won't get one later either. hate this house.
 
- My vaccine status is now no longer accepted, as I didn't get my booster shot (yet).. on the App of my fiancé it showed the expiration date for his pass, but on mine it didn't and still doesn't. Without him I wouldn't have even known that I'm no longer able to go to Restaurants (not like I go often anyways).. but yeah. Great to be one of the early people that got vaccined and now getting in some way punished for it.

- I feel always guilty for sleeping "longer". My little one still wakes up 2 or 3 times a night, so I don't get a lot of deep sleep and I end up laying in bed until 10h or so, depending how long she let's me of course. But I also take a nap sometimes and in general, besides feeding and playing with her I don't have time / motivation for a lot of other things and I feel like I'm doing something wrong, when I see how others are capable of having such a active lifestyle with a baby and I can barely hold the household together.. is it reasonable to feel guilty to take a nap sometimes and stay longer in bed, while my fiancé (who luckily doesn't wake up from the crying in the night) is unable to stay so long in bed? I don't know, but I feel bad for it, but can't help it as I'm so tired it's just impossible for me to do otherwise at the moment T-T
 
being sick and depressed is actually the worst combination ever bc you can't mentally do anything and you can't physically do anything either, so you just lie there like a dead piece of meat waiting to get better.

also learned today that my anti-depressant still isn't working like it should, so if I try a new medication this will literally be like the fourth new one I've had to try bc none of the others work 🙃🙃🙃
 
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