What's Bothering You?

My dad just yells over everything lmao
everyone gets yelled at unless if you?re the youngest son (who is a horrible piece of trash yay), my mom accidentally forgot that the stove was on and burned something and you?re yelling about putting her in a mental hospital like it?s a routine for her to try and burn the place?? Shut up ffs it?s much better when you?re at work and I miss when you used to live closer to your work and were rarely at home :/

also please make up your mind, am I to be treated like a child or an adult? Quite confusing when you?re so indecisive on that lol
 
I’m beginning to get snowed under by all of the studying I’m having to do every day. It’s getting to the point where I don’t have much time to relax, and it doesn’t help that my roommate and other things are being annoying and making things more difficult. I’m not sure having a self-defeating image and feeling like I don’t exist at times helps either. It certainly won’t help once I have a career. Now’s the time where I’m supposed to be pushing towards graduating from university, yet I don’t feel like I can get enough done each day, or all that I want to get done. May can’t come soon enough, but I also kind of hope it never comes. :/
 
Learning about classical/operant conditioning/whatever in psychology
I will never understand any of this and I just want it to be over
 
the fact that i spent 15 minutes of my life making this


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also feel obligated to go on a date with a guy i don’t feel anything towards because hes guilt tripping me by saying “thought i wasn’t gonna have to cry tonight” after telling him i wanna just stay friends. hes paying for applebees and sonic the movie so im just gonna shut up and take it with my broke a**
 
I want to see a doctor about my anxiety (and to figure out if there?s other stuff wrong with me lol), kinda stupid that I feel like I can?t do anything without getting in trouble
(my brothers are constantly on their phones with no problem and then there?s me pretty much never using my devices around my family bc I?m terrified even though I haven?t done anything shady. a few years ago I had already gotten permission from my dad to post online/make accounts wherever, but I?m sure if he saw now he?d freak out about me doing things without asking lmao)
ngl I think this family would?ve been better if my parents hadn?t left their country :/

also my legs are sore ;;
 
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