Not exactly "bother" but, I feel kinda drained/sad.
Despite.. we've defeated the virus and nano parasites in my kitty spending nearly a year, she's been.. repeating to go through the same health issue over and over. I've rechecked through the diary closely which I've been writing to record her state of each day with exact date/time and symptoms for hours, in order to figure out the next step to take. I've barged into my bad memory to recall every knowledge I've heard and learned from vets and nurses, to have the ideas on WHAT could be the possible reason that's been causing this situation.
I'm so tired. And sad. Today I may need to take her to vet... to get her operated WHICH HAS BEEN WHAT i'VE BEEN TRYING TO AVOID but depending on her state after this morning, it may be needed. Which, I've been praying, for us to not be in that situation.
My baby girl is a good girl. I just want her to be doing well. Please. I feel crying, and feels so tired.