What's Bothering You?

[daringred_]

i think someone i've been trying to commission is ghosting me, but my autistic brain can't tell if it's that or they're just busy. the whole story makes it seem like the former, but they were so nice to me the last time i commissioned them, and have been nice since, so i don't want to assume the worst, but i feel like a quick update after two weeks isn't a big ask. if they never want/ed to write for me again, i'd understand, i just wish they'd be more upfront about it if it's the case.

 

[Foreverfox]

Art for fair crystals just isn’t moving on my thread bumming me out.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I'm sure my SO is still asleep and he will reply soon but the later it gets the more anxious I become, I genuinely am so worried about him.


edit: he finally got in contact w me and he seems to be doing better this morning, I'm so relieved.

 

[BungoTheElf]

Don't wanna get up and i have a capstone propsal due tn and dont wanna read articles

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

A lot more in to FFXIV now; my husband started a guild (er, Free Company is what they're called in FFXIV) a while ago and it's been mostly great but today this new guy joined and he's a real freaking creep and kind of a jerk. We are already this close to kicking him. But the stuff he has said has kinda thrown me off today. Like this is a fun social guild, not your personal ranting space

 

[AccfSally]

Spoiler: tw, I don't know what to put here

I don't usually like bringing stuff like this onto the internet.
I found out that my Aunt is in the hospital and they're saying she might not make it. I just lost an uncle about 5 months ago.

 

[KittenNoir]

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[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: eee

my anxiety is horrible rn. I can feel my whole body trembling. I don't even know why, I took my meds earlier. I also don't know how to make it stop lol.


also still beating myself up for not doing things that I want/need to do. I'm just so tired, i've been sitting on my bed like half asleep for almost two hours now. I feel useless and pathetic, I wish it wasn't that way. I wish I could just sit here in peace without feeling like I'm being lazy and stupid.

 

[Alienfish]

kinda wish i would have done some fair stuff for the wand which i cant afford anyway but also i wont ever get the crescent one so doesn't matter really lol.

also seems i forgot to properly shut down my laptop last night or i pressed restart instead... stupid computer.

 

[daringred_]

being scammed by a phone company because they hid in block text the fact that their advertised "1 month SIM" actually lasts multiple months unless you remember to cancel it because, of course, they don't bother to email you a reminder that your "contract" for a 1 month SIM is almost over.

 

[Dim]

Didn’t sleep too well last night. Had a crazy ass nightmare >_>

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Groovycat64]

Very stressful week as well, so I totally understand what you mean. Just feeling very isolated in real life, feeling like no one is being straight with me or really cares about me at all. Job searching has been stressful as well. I really just want to fully pursue what I want to do for a living, and not have some job I don't care about. Still, gotta make ends meets, so to speak.

 

[Chris]

10:45PM - 3:15AM. That is all the sleep I managed. And I was briefly awake around 1AM too. Bloody nerves. I'm giving an important presentation at 10AM in front of experts in my field and I'm terrified. 6 months work led to this. Then after that I'm officially unemployed.

Complaining over. Back to rehearsing.

 

[-Mars-]

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[ali.di.magix]

I always thought that as you get older you get more confident and a higher self esteem. But I see some of my workmates who are well into their 60’s and yet still struggle with their self-confidence. It really makes me wonder if I’m ever going to be a confident person.

 

[Chris]

Shouldn't have worked through the night. Triggered a flare-up. My dominant hand through to shoulder are in agony. Can't even rest it comfortably.

 

[Xara]

i really don’t realize just how much i take breathing for granted until i can’t breathe through my nose. allergies suck.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I'm a bit better now but I spent most of yesterday evening and this morning just dissociating and zoning out and feeling very anxious and overwhelmed. idk how much longer I can handle this.

 

[Alienfish]

Ohh I'm sorry you couldn't get one in time I know the fair was really busy
Well you make a lot of posts on here so maybe it will add up? You nearly have 4.5K TBT and the wand is worth 7K minimum but maybe if you are lucky you can get one for 6.5K?

yeah i knew i was gonna be out of it cause I work and I wouldn't have time for it all to earn, even less Nh since I don't play.

Maybe and I could try sell stuff but TBT Marketplace been really slow.. thanks though