KittenNoir
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What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
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my anxiety is horrible rn. I can feel my whole body trembling. I don't even know why, I took my meds earlier. I also don't know how to make it stop lol.
also still beating myself up for not doing things that I want/need to do. I'm just so tired, i've been sitting on my bed like half asleep for almost two hours now. I feel useless and pathetic, I wish it wasn't that way. I wish I could just sit here in peace without feeling like I'm being lazy and stupid.
also still beating myself up for not doing things that I want/need to do. I'm just so tired, i've been sitting on my bed like half asleep for almost two hours now. I feel useless and pathetic, I wish it wasn't that way. I wish I could just sit here in peace without feeling like I'm being lazy and stupid.
kinda wish i would have done some fair stuff for the wand which i cant afford anyway but also i wont ever get the crescent one so doesn't matter really lol.
also seems i forgot to properly shut down my laptop last night or i pressed restart instead... stupid computer.
also seems i forgot to properly shut down my laptop last night or i pressed restart instead... stupid computer.
daringred_
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being scammed by a phone company because they hid in block text the fact that their advertised "1 month SIM" actually lasts multiple months unless you remember to cancel it because, of course, they don't bother to email you a reminder that your "contract" for a 1 month SIM is almost over.
KittenNoir
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Groovycat64
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Very stressful week as well, so I totally understand what you mean. Just feeling very isolated in real life, feeling like no one is being straight with me or really cares about me at all. Job searching has been stressful as well. I really just want to fully pursue what I want to do for a living, and not have some job I don't care about. Still, gotta make ends meets, so to speak.
10:45PM - 3:15AM. That is all the sleep I managed. And I was briefly awake around 1AM too. Bloody nerves. I'm giving an important presentation at 10AM in front of experts in my field and I'm terrified. 6 months work led to this. Then after that I'm officially unemployed. 
Complaining over. Back to rehearsing.
Complaining over. Back to rehearsing.
ali.di.magix
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I always thought that as you get older you get more confident and a higher self esteem. But I see some of my workmates who are well into their 60’s and yet still struggle with their self-confidence. It really makes me wonder if I’m ever going to be a confident person.
xSuperMario64x
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I'm a bit better now but I spent most of yesterday evening and this morning just dissociating and zoning out and feeling very anxious and overwhelmed. idk how much longer I can handle this.
yeah i knew i was gonna be out of it cause I work and I wouldn't have time for it all to earn, even less Nh since I don't play.Ohh I'm sorry you couldn't get one in time I know the fair was really busy
Well you make a lot of posts on here so maybe it will add up? You nearly have 4.5K TBT and the wand is worth 7K minimum but maybe if you are lucky you can get one for 6.5K?
Maybe and I could try sell stuff but TBT Marketplace been really slow.. thanks though
daringred_
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keep getting nausea and vertigo. being able to hear your eyes look left and right is awful. took an allergy tablet, since antihistamines can allegedly help, but i don't know if it actually has or if it's placebo lmao.
xSuperMario64x
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today might just be the worst possible ****ing day I've had all year. so tired of this.
daringred_
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love being treated like garbage.
Groovycat64
I like pie
Severe social anxiety + depression is just fantastic. 
Shellzilla_515
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Negative thoughts are lingering in my mind again. Please go away. I don't want you in my head. 
