Your First Love.

[N a t]

He was one of my close friends, and during the time we were still in Highschool. I guess I just liked him more than all my other guy friends because I spent most of my time with him (he's also really nice), due to our classes lining up so well. Anyways, we'd already been friends for like 3 years I guess, and at first I thought it was just a crush, but then when his family almost had to move to a pretty far location, I got really upset. Incredibly so. Before the move was called off, I caught myself crying occasionally over him. Before the whole moving situation though, I still thought it was just a crush. I confessed that I liked him, and he said he liked me too, but when I told him I wanted to be more then friends he politely turned me down. He's just not the dating type. He's never had a girlfriend and still doesn't want one as far as I know. We're still good friends. Nothing changed after that even though it really hurt me. After about a year and a half I got over it. I still love him as a friend, and I feel like there's an unconscious part of me that still loves him in the other way. I realized that when I saw him at his graduation (he's a year younger), and if you've ever read a story and a character says they felt a "pang" in their heart, that is exactly what I felt when I saw him. The first and only time I've ever felt that. We barely talk now. No particular reason though. He works somewhere where cell service sucks, and when he's not working I guess neither of us thinks about the other very much anymore. I know I don't and if he thought of me every so often, you'd think he'd drop a text. That's about it. My sad little Highschool romance, minus like all romance lol.

 

[Bwazey]

I met her in my junior year of high school. We had Chemistry together (no pun intended) and we were both quiet students. Eventually we were paired up for a project and we ended up clicking. As time went on, we started hanging out a lot and she was always there for me when I was down. At the time I had an abusive boyfriend and she helped me get out of that train wreck of a relationship. Then we started dating. Which was a huge step for me at the time. I was always iffy about my sexuality until that time. But now, we're still dating to this day (two years later) and I've never been happier.

 

[riummi]

I wouldn't consider any of my previous crushes as a first 'love' :T
It was just me being infatuated with them for a few months lol

 

[tumut]

I've never been in a real relationship. Mostly because there's no gay dudes that aren't gross in my area. Being gay is ****ty.

 

[KaydeeKrunk]

I've had infatuations and stuff but my first real love was my current one, and it's so night and day to the past people I thought I "loved" that I can tell this one is the real deal.

 

[tybalt_cake]

I've never been in a real relationship. Mostly because there's no gay dudes that aren't gross in my area. Being gay is ****ty.

This is basically me in a nutshell in Mexico...