Its always hard trying to be positive whenever you feel like everything is bothering you and there is not much you can do.
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Feel like I'm trying too hard to be healthy these days. Its good for my health, but mentally its making feel drained.
Hey! I'm from Duluth, Georgia
I live in Brookhaven (suburban-ish Atlanta) now though.
I sometimes wonder if I was healthy in my young days maybe I would not have to worry so much, but yet again I was being too stubborn and not caring so much about my health. So in a way this was "Karma" coming back to bite me. I learned a life lesson to always take care of your health.
Its been over a month since I been to the Hospital. To this day I am still processing the situation.
This is the dream address for my new restarted 2nd island. Still a work in progress but here it is. DA-8921-2234-1678
I hate looking at my old self, because I just can't even fathom what that person was. Now that I'm better and improved I don't want to be that person who I used to be. I am going to do everything possible to make myself feel good.
I am being really strict with myself on being healthy since I cannot end up in the hospital again.
Health wise I am doing much better
Mental Health wise not so much.
I know people always tell me "Don't be so hard on yourself" but I have every right to be. I always gaslight myself into thinking I've done something wrong and I make sure to correct it. All my life I've always been told that I have done something bad and its one of the reasons I have a spoiled mindset. I take things seriously to make sure it doesn't happen again. I swear I feel like I'm my own worst enemy when it comes to not trying to screw things up.
(sigh).....I cannot handle this stress anymore. I really can't. Its too much for me to handle. Everything in my life has just become too unbearable. There's always something that goes wrong with me and I somehow mange to make it worse. GOD! I just can't take it!
I should feel happy that my health is improving, but I still feel depressed.
Even though I'm feeling better and my health is doing great, mentally I am still struggling.
I hope your doing a little better now. I do not know why but I still worry about you everyday and I truly do not even know you. I just really care about everyone and want you to know that I will always be here. I care about you and know that even if its only me I will always always be here if you need me. I want you to be okay so if there is anything I can do tell me.
Thank you guys for the support. It means alot.
Hey! I just saw your post in the "What's Bothering You?" thread. I'm sorry to hear about your diabetes diagnosis, and I hope you are feeling better.I'm glad that at least you should be able to get help with this now. Glad to see you are home from hospital too!
Hey I heard you were diagnosed and I hope you're feeling alright. I actually don't know you super well on these forums but all I can say is you sound like a really cool person and nobody deserves to suffer, especially physically. If you ever feel left out on the forums just know there are plenty of us who would love to get to know you. Stay safe
(sigh) I feel so left out in real life and on here.
I feel so sick my stomach has been hurting me since yesterday.....
I made a lot of progress on the new island (Yoake) DA-3257-0055-1698 -
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