I'm not sure what to say, but... for the record, I never thought of you as a bad person. And I still don't. Everyone has good traits and bad traits and it's silly to pretend we're flawless. Everyone has flaws and breaking points and that doesn't make you a bad person. I hope in the future that you can have more confidence in yourself and find happiness. Never give up on that. I went through a long time in my life when I thought it was hopeless, but things can and do change. Keep your head up. For what it's worth, I believe in you. And your art style is still one of the most unique I've ever seen.