oh jeez i know that feel lol AND its hard to reach them high notes when singing softly rip
you can always go outside (like the park or smth) to sing as loud as you want XD sure, ppl might look at you weird but who cares lmao
you have a pretty voice so i think that's a good start haha ^.^ let me know when you've put up a new recording!!! i'd love to hear ya sing less quiet lol~