broadwaythecat
Senior Member
My little brother is ALWAYS erasing my ac data. Last time he did that I was pretty much screaming in my head.
Recently, I've had to come to the peace with the fact that I'm really not intelligent. I try to be, I really do. I love studying and reading, and writing. But whenever I try to show it, people just patronize me and remind me that I don't know quite as much as them. All my friends are super smart and good at everything, where I'm just kind of there.
I wish I could prove to myself that I'm not stupid, but I haven't succeeded yet.
O o yeah, bad things
• my work blames me for everything that goes wrong
• I get yelled at at work and at home everyday.
• I'm depressed and only really get by day to day is for my kids.
• I think about killing myself daily but I couldn't abandon my kids.
• I can't argue or defend my self because I go blank.
• everything's fine.
I make the money.Thats upsetting D: Why would they just blame you?
Bet your smarter then you think.
From elementary school threw high school I was in "special edu"
We did things like in math, we colored and watched happy gillmore
Books were read to us. And only one teacher believed in us.
Others didn't care. I got by on my good looks, specially with the sexual advances on the ocation. Worst one was the male music teacher. "I think little boys with glasses are sexy" I was like 9 or 10.
Teachers asked other students if they were embarrassed I couldn't read.
Highschool I had a teacher pull me aside and tell me I should just give up and ill never amount to anything.
I was in special edu in collage as well. It was nice there. I could have people take my notes and help me with everything I could of ever wanted. But I never took up the offer.
O o yeah, bad things
• my work blames me for everything that goes wrong
• I get yelled at at work and at home everyday.
• I'm depressed and only really get by day to day is for my kids.
• I think about killing myself daily but I couldn't abandon my kids.
• I can't argue or defend my self because I go blank.
• my family isn't getting along.
• everyone is fighting
• I look forward to a game that's not out that I won't be able to even play.
I have the 3ds I don't have the ability to play with out guilt.
• I'm at the point struggling with still being myself and the other side of being a adult and just giving up everything and just work and work come home work here and never rest it feels like I just don't have enough time to do everything to make everyone happy. Can't make one person happy with out upsetting another. I just want to fall in a pitfall and just play with my kids...
I don't want to do this anymore.. I just want... Need to give up...
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Hey man, I just wanted to personally tell you that life can get really tough sometimes, but that's not a reason to want to give up. You have a family who loves you and you have all of us here at TBT, I know depression can strike and we all feel upset, but please don't feel like giving up is the only option. One very important lesson I've learned in life is that no matter how bad it seems, there's always someone who has it worse.. And there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Everything will get better, I promise Just keep holding on!
Recently, I've had to come to the peace with the fact that I'm really not intelligent. I try to be, I really do. I love studying and reading, and writing. But whenever I try to show it, people just patronize me and remind me that I don't know quite as much as them. All my friends are super smart and good at everything, where I'm just kind of there.
I wish I could prove to myself that I'm not stupid, but I haven't succeeded yet.
My friend called me perfect and I just feel really pressured now because she was like 'your hair is always perf, your skins always soft and tan like you have foundation on when you don't. Your eyebrows are amazing and so is your body blah blah blah'
and now I feel pressured that I have to meet the expectations of my 'friends' and i can't be perfect all the time i dont want to be pretty I want to be ugly
I make the money.
The big money.
I keep the company afloat.
So if something goes wrong, they turn to me.
The boss permanently hurt his arm wile I was at a memorial,
So it's my fault I was t there.
I worked 2 months with no day off and I didn't work enough. But my bro worked 5 days and he was a god send to them.
I could go on, I got 10 years of working there and horrible story's from the beginning.
I don't know whether there is a venting thread there really should be but I can change it too make it sad.
It makes me feel sad when people hash tag on Facebook, connect their twitter account too Facebook or both at the same time!