I want to make a short letter. I have a lot of stuff going on between school, my brother’s surgery, driving lessons, and coming soon, looking for a job. I really have tried to avoid stopping my cycling but now I think it’s becoming inevitable. I honestly feel like I’m letting a lot of people down. I have second town and part of me wonders if I’m selfish for keeping it.
Also, I don’t talk about myself often but I stress about everything and animal crossing has become one of those things. When I get really stressed/drift into a sleep I lose control of my body in a sense that I have a understanding where I am but my body wont move, at all. It doesn’t happen often T-T, mostly when I get stressed over school or before an event. I believe I was having sleep paralysis and it doesn’t happen often but like I said stress triggers it.
The fact that when lucky moved in, I had one of these episodes, was the straw that broke the camel’s back. I didn’t want to draw out this huge ass message but I didn’t want to disappear off for a week and everyone that is my friend worry. I take a medicine at night called torpatimate [idk something along those lines I can’t spell] and I ran out so for 3 days I was off it, it helps me sleep.
Now sleep paralysis is also triggered by stress, and cycling lately has been stressful with all the other events in my life. Now its not all cuz of cycling, my meds help me sleep and being off them has made me very wonky with my sleeping habits. So between everything I’m not only stressing about lucky, I’m looking like lucky as well.
My brother is going back to doctor for surgery again this Monday, so idk who u pray to, the blue box in the sky or God but anything would be nice cuz im also worried out my skull about that ;-;
I know about Chrissy, hazel and monquie and when im in a lax mood I’ll try to cycle them out.
For now I think its best I take a week to possibly two week break so my body can adjust to the meds again and my bro will have healed from surgery and all that. Sorry if I have let anyone down D:
Also, I don’t talk about myself often but I stress about everything and animal crossing has become one of those things. When I get really stressed/drift into a sleep I lose control of my body in a sense that I have a understanding where I am but my body wont move, at all. It doesn’t happen often T-T, mostly when I get stressed over school or before an event. I believe I was having sleep paralysis and it doesn’t happen often but like I said stress triggers it.
The fact that when lucky moved in, I had one of these episodes, was the straw that broke the camel’s back. I didn’t want to draw out this huge ass message but I didn’t want to disappear off for a week and everyone that is my friend worry. I take a medicine at night called torpatimate [idk something along those lines I can’t spell] and I ran out so for 3 days I was off it, it helps me sleep.
Now sleep paralysis is also triggered by stress, and cycling lately has been stressful with all the other events in my life. Now its not all cuz of cycling, my meds help me sleep and being off them has made me very wonky with my sleeping habits. So between everything I’m not only stressing about lucky, I’m looking like lucky as well.
My brother is going back to doctor for surgery again this Monday, so idk who u pray to, the blue box in the sky or God but anything would be nice cuz im also worried out my skull about that ;-;
I know about Chrissy, hazel and monquie and when im in a lax mood I’ll try to cycle them out.
For now I think its best I take a week to possibly two week break so my body can adjust to the meds again and my bro will have healed from surgery and all that. Sorry if I have let anyone down D:
