The warm spring breeze was no stranger to the hills, especially during the sun's early rise. A tinge of light yellow shaded the horizon, slowly covering the quaint town of Tanpopo below in a blanket of warmth. The sun would soon smile down on them; the day would soon start.
There was something to be said, therefore, of the well-groomed rabbit looking down on the ragged wolf sat beneath a tree on the hill.
"Excuse me," said the rabbit, a small and soft voice inquiring, "are you lost?"
The wolf, wry on first impression, responded, "No, I've actually been looking for you all this time, sweetheart."
She was appalled by the lack of formality; she supposed not everyone was a pleasant first meet. "You better leave soon, or else you're not going to like what comes next."
To her surprise, he raised in hands in easy defeat. "I'm going to leave soon, don't worry. But come watch the sunrise with me first, won't you?"
It was a rarity, a rabbit and a wolf sat together in silence, watching the sun embrace the night sky. Here were two strangers, contrasting yet still willing to let their paths intersect in a happenstance.
As they say, there are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
"Lobo," the wolf broke the ice after a moment, his mouth curling up to what may be a genuine smile. "It's a pleasure to meet a fine lady like you."
"Ruby," said the other, returning the sincere greeting. "The pleasure is all mine."
It was their first of many daybreaks.
Lobo was an oddity.
Ruby admittedly hadn't met many people in her life, being born and raised in the town of Tanpopo, so to meet someone like Lobo was quite the experience. He came and left without a set schedule for the day; she would catch a glimpse of him for a second and lose track of him in the next. Sometimes she would ask the townsfolk of him, and it was always, "Yeah, I think I saw him for a brief moment in so-and-so, doing this-and-that."
In theory, he was hard to miss because of his eyes, fur color, and demeanor, but he did a damn well job of being missed regardless.
The only times when Ruby would catch a long glimpse of the wolf was during dawn. He would sit under the same tree on the same hill, watching every second of the changing horizon. This happened every day since his arrival that Ruby slowly got into the habit of waking early just to sit with him.
Quite so, there was much comfort in each other’s company, even if there was everything or nothing to be said. They warmed up to each other, slowly but surely, and talked about many great things in life during the wee hours of the morning. Secrets were told and secrets were kept between once-strangers beneath the tree on the hill.
Ruby told him of her past, how she lost her parents as a child after a perilous commission outside town, and how she currently lived with an old friend at the foot of the hill. The loss of both her mother and her father affected her deeply so that she feared ever leaving the walls of her town and the comfort of her home again.
Lobo was a stark contrast to Ruby, although they did share pieces of similarities. He too was orphaned, although without much memory of his family, and was raised in an orphanage with a caretaker and other children. His dream was to see as much of the world as he could, which was the reason why he suddenly appeared in Tanpopo one day with only a small bag and ragged clothes to boot.
"It must be nice to live your dreams without fear, isn't it?" Ruby commented, mindlessly moving her feet as she sat on the grass.
"Frankly," he paused, staring at his shadow forming from the oncoming daybreak, "it just feels like I'm running away."
"I can understand that." The rabbit responded, bringing her knees closer to her chest. "We all have something we want to run away from, even if we don’t realize it at first.”
Lobo clicked his tongue in interest. “What are you running away from?”
The question came all too soon. “I guess… I’m running away from what you’re running towards, which is seeing the world. I used to go on adventures all the time when my parents were still around, but…”
“…I’m sorry for your loss.” It was the only proper thing to say.
A small chuckle escaped the rabbit. “It’s alright. I’ve learned to be thankful of my quaint life right now. I’m glad I got to meet you, too.”
There was a pause, perhaps to let the moment sink in.
“How about you?” The rabbit chimed in. “What are you running away from?”
The wolf clicked his tongue once more, in thought. “Hmm, just some responsibilities.”
“You... aren't a fugitive, are you?" It was a burning question.
Lobo gave a hearty guffaw, breaking the melancholy. "And if I was?"
"I'm reporting you to Ma’am Isabelle." Ruby scrunched her eyebrows. "And if you run away right now, I'm going to chase after you to the ends of the earth for deceiving me. You wouldn't want to break my heart now, would you?"
"I'd honestly like to see you try and chase after me." Lobo turned towards his companion with a smirk. "But no, darling, all I am is a simple wolf living his life. I’m not a criminal. A hundred percent honest, I promise."
She grinned in return.
"As long as you're honest."
Lobo's honesty came rather frighteningly one summer dawn.
It had been around four months since his arrival in town, yet he remained a mystery to a great number of townsfolk. Sometimes he was seen fishing by the river in the outskirts of town, other times he was tending to a small number of harvests somewhere around the hillside. He helped with several town commissions here and there, but never too often for him to leave an impression on anyone. Anyone, but a single white rabbit.
"Ruby," he started, staring far towards the dark horizon, missing the ruby eyes that glanced towards him. "Don't miss me too much when I leave, okay?"
Ruby opened her mouth all too quick but stopped short of saying anything. All she then mustered up to say was, "Leaving soon for your next big adventure?"
"More or less."
Ruby thought she heard some hesitance in his voice but decided not to probe him further. She'd never seen a wolf cry anyway, and she assumed Lobo wouldn't want to be her first.
"Take care and have fun then." Her hands found their way to the grass for comfort. "Write letters to me from time to time. And if you ever you want to go home, you know where to find me."
There were no better words he could come up with than simply, “Thank you, Ruby.”
Despite the silence that ensued, the comfort of the moment never left their company. They had watched the sunrise a great number of times with each other, but its novelty did not once wane.
That day the horizon was a tad clouded, but the sun managed to peek through the crevices of gray, reassuring its presence to the world.
In a split second, lightning struck beyond the horizon, startling the wolf.
"The rainy seasons are coming close," the rabbit commented, surprisingly unfazed by the flash. "That reminds me, Nature Day is next week, April 22. Do you do anything for Nature Day, Lobo?"
Lobo tilted his head. "I used to help out in gardening in my orphanage before, if that counts."
Ruby brought her hands together in a clap. "Well, here in Tanpopo, we garden, set aside cooked crops, place them on altars, and pray for good weather. It’s an important tradition."
Lobo's eyes widened, quite interested. "Tanpopo was the town that got heavily damaged in a flood a long time ago, right?"
Ruby nodded. "Yeah, it was the great flood of 1922. They said no one was hurt, but the town had to be rebuilt from almost nothing. Valleys are always at risk during heavy rains. That's why every year since the great flood, we plant trees and give back to Mother Nature as much as we can. "
All Lobo replied with was, "That's great. I want to give back to Mother Nature, too."
"Then stay until Nature Day," Ruby responded almost immediately, grasping the blades of grass beneath her hands. "Just until then."
Lobo glanced away from her; he knew that he would lose the moment he looked into her eyes.
"No promises."
And just like that, Lobo was gone.
He left without any promises, without traces, without even a goodbye. After that conversation, he simply disappeared from the face of Tanpopo. He failed to show up in their meeting spot by the same tree on the hill. He was not there that dawn, nor the dawn after, nor every dawn after the next. It had only been days since his disappearance, yet the silence had grown so loud it was uncomfortable.
Ruby kept repeating to herself, it's no matter. He laid out his plans for her to hear, how he was going to continue travelling and seeing the world. She may be a footnote in his journey, but she could only hope she was a significant footnote nonetheless. Perhaps she could be his favorite footnote? Oh, but that might be too much to ask.
All she could do now was be his rest, if and when he comes back to Tanpopo.
"If ever you want to go home, you know where to find me."
That was enough, perhaps.
Besides, today was Nature Day. She had a lot on her to-do list: plant new flowers and shrubs, help in the community tree-planting, harvest some fruits, cook minestrone soup, and maybe do some spring cleaning. This day was a for celebrating nature and her gifts, and Ruby took every opportunity she could to brush aside the thoughts of the lone wolf.
“Are you ready, Ruby?” Her friend and housemate Bea called by the door. “We’re going to be late for the tree-planting!”
“I’m coming!” She shouted, and into town the two women went.
The day was eventful, to say the least. Celebrations were done both in town and in the comfort of their own home; minestrone soup was cooked and served in a small altar lit by candles. Bea and Ruby shared their prayers for the upcoming rainy season and the town’s harvest and wished the same everywhere else. Nature was bountiful and beautiful, and it was only right to say their thanks and give back in any way they could.
Somehow, beyond the happenings of today, Ruby’s mind still found its way to the crevices that held memories of her and Lobo. The setting of the sun meant the day was almost over, and Ruby would usually try and recall interesting segments for her to share with the wolf when dawn came the following morning. Today was different, because there was nothing to look forward to the next daybreak, so she whispered her stories in a prayer and ended it by wishing for Lobo’s safety in his journeys. It was the least she could do for him these days.
Nightfall came, and silence fell upon the town of Tanpopo. The pitter-patter of the rain and the cool winds of April lulled many to sleep, a good ambiance to conclude Nature Day of 2022. It had been a century since Tanpopo’s flooding incident, which was believed by the elderlies to be Nature expressing anger for not giving back enough on Nature Day. Since then, much celebration was done every Nature Day, especially in the town of Tanpopo, to continue the balance between Nature and its inhabitants.
Thus, it came to the shock of the townsfolk when a large flash of lightning struck that tree on the hill the midnight after Nature Day.
Ruby, along with Bea and the rest of the townsfolk, evacuated the area in a frenzy following the first bouts of lightning and falling trees. By the grace of Nature no one was harmed by the happenings, and the animals sought shelter in a town just beyond the valleys. Despite their distance, the crashing thunders could still be heard, as if mimicking a voice of pure rage and dissatisfaction.
The town of Tanpopo was deserted overnight.
At the break of dawn, majority of the townsfolk gathered in the town’s city hall to discuss their next steps. Understandably, many were rattled by the sudden outburst, some attributing it to coincidence and others to Nature herself. Left and right, conversations between the animals were being thrown in the ring, leaving no consensus for any plans of action.
“…Ruby?” Bea called out to the rabbit beside her. “How are you?”
How was she?
How could she describe how absolutely
scared she was, how she had always feared leaving her home, her town, her quaint little life, all of which were destroyed in the blink of her eye? How could she say that, with each passing moment, she grew more worried about the safety of a wolf no one truly knew?
And what had she left to even call a
home?
It was everything all at once: it was unbearable, it was uncomfortable, it was
terrifying, and the only thing she knew what to do if she lost something or someone was cry. Cry, until she finds a new equilibrium, even if she never truly recovers from the heartbreak. Cry, until she convinces herself that she couldn’t do anything about it, even if she knows that deep down, she could’ve fought a little harder.
She let her parents go without telling them she was terrified of their safety. She let Lobo go without telling him that she had very much wanted to see the world with him.
If she had been just a little selfish and brave, would it have changed the tides of fate? Would she have kept her parents alive? Would she continue having Lobo with her? Would she still have her home, her town, her quaint little life with her?
The slam of a wooden stick pulled Ruby back to ground zero, and she instinctively wiped away her tears. She felt Bea’s caress on her back, warm and full of care, perhaps the remaining fragment of her once-called home. Billy, one of the Tanpopo’s town elderlies, had effectively silenced the entire hall with his walking stick.
“We can’t do much right now but wait for the thunderstorms to subside. It’s dangerous for any one of us to go back to our homes, lest you want to risk your lives for nothing but material possessions. We must also be on our toes in the event this neighboring town falls down the same fate as ours.”
Whispers floated around the hall, dissipated by another slam of the wooden stick.
“While we all have our assumptions, we have no proof to reject that Nature is displeased. Thus, while this is a dangerous commission, I propose that someone, anyone from town, bring a portion of our salvaged harvests to the Great Town Tree up north as an offering of peace.”
The crowd reached its breaking point, and the hall erupted into an uproar once more.
“Are you saying someone should risk their life for this?!”
“Do you think it’s wise to subtract from our already limited harvest?”
“Nature has left us to fend for ourselves despite out efforts! This is worse than the great flood of 1922!”
“I’ll go.”
In the sea of words, a mere two-word sentence managed to stand above all else, silencing the townsfolk.
“What?” repeated Billy, uncertain he heard correctly.
“I said I’ll go.”
All eyes fell on the lone rabbit standing in the middle of the crowd.
“Do you really have to go?” asked the brown canine, fixing the knot of handkerchief surrounding Ruby's neck.
The thought scared her. “Someone has to do it.”
"Alright… stay safe out there, then," whispered Bea, “Will you also be trying to find your wolf friend?”
He had already crossed her mind the moment she decided, but she shook her head in refusal.
“Right, it’s wise not to sidetrack. Just come back home to us, alright?” Bea smiled, patting the rabbit’s chest.
Come back home. She had said this to many others in the past, but today was the first she was told.
"I promise."
And just like that, Ruby was gone. She left with a promise, a trace, and a simple goodbye. The townsfolk of Tanpopo knew of her departure: they did love her, after all.
This was how much Ruby loved as well.
With a grass knapsack that held her life, she departed her small comfort zone and headed out into the great unknown. What little she knew about adventuring came from her accompanying her parents when they were alive: what to eat, where to hide, how to flee — a lot of the survival skills she knew in theory finally put to practice.
(Ironic that they didn't survive for long.)
She was but a small white rabbit against the terrors of the forests. Tall trees towered her at every corner, allowing her to bask in what little light fell to the forest floor. Darkness hugged her like a dear old friend and hid the many secrets of the world outside her old walls, her only safe spaces being each town far and few in between. It wasn't until now that she witnessed enchanted perils with her own two ruby eyes, and she was both in awe and in fear.
Despite it all, she pushed forward. On to one town, towards the next, befriending some creatures, avoiding others, and ultimately risking her life, because this was how much Ruby loved.
Perhaps if she completed her pilgrimage, not only would she be able to help her town greatly (assuming their offerings would be enough), but she'd finally be able to have closure for the people she loved and lost along the way. That included her old self, too.
That's why when she came across a poster in her last town stopover, she was more determined than ever to find closure.
WANTED: Midnight blue wolf with moon-colored eyes. If found, please report to authorities immediately.
She ran.
Ruby ran with the two dainty feet Nature gave her, travelling the last stretch of land that separated her from the Great Town Tree. Her heart raced as quickly as tears welled in her eyes.
“I’m not a criminal.”
Liar.
“A hundred percent honest.”
Liar.
“I promise.”
Liar.
It hurt just as much as when her parents promised her they’d come home safe and never did.
How could she be so foolish — to entrust herself with a
wolf, of all creatures, and a mysterious one at that — to spend time with a fugitive, to enjoy the sunrise with him, to give him a time of her day – even just a lick of a minute? How could she stomach having been absolutely fascinated with someone running away from Nature knows what responsibilities, unwilling to share that these might have likely been terrible deeds?
"And if you run away right now, I'm going to chase after you to the ends of the earth for deceiving me. You wouldn't want to break my heart now, would you?"
She couldn’t lie that, for brief moments in her journey, she had hoped to catch even a glimpse of the wolf. A midnight blue shadow, moon-hued glances, or an echo of a hearty guffaw would have been enough. She hadn’t at all expected that the next time she saw his face was on a wanted poster.
Lost in thought – such silly thoughts about a silly wolf, she concluded – she hadn’t realized that something was just by the horizon. Fragments of orange light and clear droplets scattered across the forest, spreading wider the closer she ran towards them. A scent of petrichor crept through her nose, calming much of the senses that had once been filled with adrenaline. It was rare for this much of the sun to peek through the forest, so it meant only one thing.
She was finally here.
It was a large forest clearing, perhaps bigger than anything she’s seen on her journey. Here stood the Great Town Tree, standing firmly in its position as its leaves presented itself from one stretch of the clearing to another. The roots of the trees implanted themselves on the forest floor, running a great distance on the ground surface. It was a grand sight to behold, and she took every moment to breath it in, to remember it.
Much of her mind had been occupied by the view that she hadn’t realized it was already dusk, the fireflies starting to dance their rituals under the setting sun. As Ruby was facing the west, the Great Town Tree blocked the sun, leaving a towering shadow towards her direction.
It was faint in the shadow, but therein lay the moon.
Like a moth to a flame, she was lured. Entranced, she walked closer to it, her hand involuntarily reaching out.
"Excuse me," a low and gruff voice inquired, "are you lost?"
The rabbit, cautious on first impression, responded, "No… I've actually been looking for you all this time."
"You better leave soon, or else you're not going to like what comes next."
She clutched her knapsack and angled her feet in defense. "I'm going to leave soon, don't worry. But tell me: why have you stopped watching the sunrise with me?"
It was a rarity, a rabbit and a wolf standing together in silence as the night sky embraced the sun. Here were two strangers, contrasting yet still willing to let their paths intersect in a happenstance.
As they say, there are no mistakes.
"Ruby," the wolf broke the ice after a moment, his mouth unwavering in a frown. "I didn’t think you’d be here."
"Lobo," said the other, returning the glare. "As did I."
It was their first nightfall.
Silence ensued, ironically much louder than the heavy breaths from the rabbit. Exhausted from the physical and mental torment she’d subjected herself to the past days, all she wanted at this point was to break her resolve and end this.
It had to start with breaking the great walls that stood between the two.
“Let me just give my offerings and I’ll leave.” Ruby began, extending the arm that held the knapsack. “I want nothing to do with you anymore.”
“It’s probably for the best, anyway,” whispered Lobo, almost inaudibly from her.
“What?”
“Nothing.” He rolled his eyes. “What are you doing here?”
The rabbit walked towards the looming tree, passing by the wolf and lightly shaking her knapsack. Ruby glanced away the entire time; she knew that she would lose the moment she looked into his eyes. “I already told you, just going to drop some offerings.”
“For what?”
Ruby stopped dead in her tracks, her back facing him. “Tanpopo got struck by a lightning storm overnight after Nature Day. Lucky you for avoiding it, much like you’ve avoided everything else.”
The silent response was what she had hoped for.
After setting down the basket of harvests near the proximity of the trunk, Ruby stood back up, mulling for a moment. She hoped for some sort of resolution, some sort of epiphany, some sort of
enchantment that would overcome her feelings of self-worth and doubt now that she had completed her pilgrimage, but it felt empty. Her hands were scarred, her feet were muddied, and her clothes were tattered – all for what felt like nothing. She was lost, she was confused, and she started becoming frustrated once again.
The tears started to well in her eyes, and she refused to turn around for fear that the wolf would take every opportunity to tear her apart: physically, emotionally, or both.
“I’m sorry.”
It was incredibly faint, but the words came across to her as clear as day.
“For what?”
“For everything,” Lobo said, grass rustling beneath his feet as he inched closer to the rabbit. “For dragging you into my responsibilities.”
Ruby finally snapped, turning around to face him. “What are
your responsibilities anyway?! You’ve not got a single care in the world even though you’re a wanted man! I’ve had to leave comfort to sacrifice my life for people, and you just—”
“We’re here for the exact same thing, Ruby.”
She was caught off-guard and visibly confused, and he took this opportunity.
“Nature does like a give-and-take balance,” Lobo started, glancing at the basket of offerings that lay in front of them. “It’s the most fundamental law of Nature. We thrive with Her gifts, and She asks a simple thing from us every century. If we don’t deliver on time, She gets outraged.”
He started walking once more, passing the unspoken Ruby to gaze at the Great Town Tree. “I lived a dull past, sheltered in the walls of the orphanage. But I wanted to have some purpose in life, I wanted to be a
hero, so I mustered everything in me to agree to this, even if I was afraid. I proposed one more wish: to let me be, to see the world, one last time.”
The cogs in Ruby’s mind started turning like clockwork from his statements, and she blinked the tears away. “What… what did you agree to?”
“To sacrifice my life for people,” he stated frankly. “It’s the one simple thing She asks from us every century. It’s a whispered secret by those far and few in between, and I suppose you’re now in on it.”
Her eyes widened in disbelief. “So those wanted posters…”
“I told them to look for me if I didn’t come here on time.”
“That’s why on Nature Day…”
“I couldn’t possibly promise you I’d stay.”
“And when you said you were running away from your responsibilities…”
There was a pause from the wolf caught off-guard.
“I didn’t mean to stay in Tanpopo longer than I did. I didn’t mean to be attached to anyone, nor did I mean to find company, but I suppose was impulsive. I know it was wrong, it was reckless, it was a mistake—”
“There are no mistakes,” Ruby interrupted, “just happy accidents.”
Another pause, perhaps to let the moment sink in.
“I’m sorry,” he repeated his previous statement. “For everything. For dragging you into my responsibilities. For being a tad bit too late to save your home, your town, your quaint little life.”
Her vexation slowly dissipated like smoke.
“As long as you’re honest.” She looked at her companion, the corners of her lips curving just a little upwards. “I’m not angry. A hundred percent honest. I promise.”
He smiled in return, comfort creeping its way to break down the walls that once stood between them. She made a promise she upheld.
“Thank you, Lobo.” There were no better words she could come up with.
The wolf nodded his head, positioning himself under the Great Town Tree. “It was a pleasure to meet a fine lady like you.”
“The pleasure is all mine,” she returned. “Will we see each other in the next life, perchance?”
Lobo glanced towards her; he knew that he would lose the moment he looked into her eyes.
“I promise.”
And just like that, Lobo was gone.
Just like the sun had disappeared over the horizon with the moon at the distance, so too did the wolf fade from the rabbit’s view. A whisper of unintelligible words and he was soon enshrouded in fragments of green light, resonating with the vessels of the tree that also grew brighter with the same shade of green. Under the light of dusk and the dancing of the fireflies it was an ethereal view, and Ruby was a split second too late of running towards him before the glow of green dispelled in the wind.
She collapsed on the grass, feeling both mirth and misery. Tears once again welled her ruby eyes, and the moment she spent sitting on the grass felt like an eternity. It was all too bittersweet, and she was always on the receiving end.
A moment of her clarity found its way towards a small seed where he once stood, a faint moon glow emanating from its core. She cupped it in her hands and noticed how small yet warm it was to touch.
Truly did Nature uphold the laws of balance.
It was a long journey back home, where Ruby found the skies clear and beautiful, a stark contrast to when she left. Joyous cheers of
‘You did it!’ ‘Nature is restored!’ ‘Praise to our little Ruby!’ resounded throughout town, celebrating the coming back home of their now-hero.
(Oh, but she couldn’t possibly take all the credit.)
"You came home," Bea said, pushing through the crowd of people as she hugged the rabbit. "I knew you would come home. I wonder, did you find that wolf friend of yours along the way?"
"If ever you want to go home, you know where to find me."
She nodded. She found him, and she brought him home.
Seasons changed, time flew, and things came and went, just as all stories progressed. Ruby was now an academic, majoring in ecological sciences that required her to go to far-out places occasionally. More than just the rekindled love for adventuring, she was working on a dissertation surrounding the mysteries of Nature.
"It’s a whispered secret by those far and few in between, and I suppose you’re now in on it."
She remembered the words of a time long gone.
Having spent the wee hours of the morning tapping away on her typewriter, Ruby stretched from her position and stood up, deciding to get a cup of coffee. Looking out the kitchen window, she hadn't realized it was almost daybreak, and decided to walk outside with her cup for a fresh breath of air.
"A lot of the folks say I look like the rabbit on the moon, you know," she whispered to no one in particular.
As nothing but silence responded, Ruby sat down on the soft grass and leaned back, horizon in her view.
"But in all honesty, I've grown to love the rising sun because of you."
The warm spring breeze was no stranger to the hills, especially during the sun's early rise. A tinge of light yellow shaded the horizon, slowly covering the quaint town of Tanpopo below in a blanket of warmth. The sun would soon smile down on the rabbit and the newly grown tree beside her; their days would soon start.
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