Crappy. I think I forgot my meds last night and I barely slept a couple of hours... I'm even more cold now and can't regulate my body temperature properly. So yeah, crappy... ;-;
I’m feeling a mixture of happiness and hopefulness, but also a twinge of sadness knowing that my future won’t involve a friendship that I hoped would’ve been resolved by now.
Really sleepy. I had way too much caffeine, but now I'm drinking EVEN MORE to keep me up, since I was up all night. But I don't think that's going to help... I need to sleep. >w>
Honestly really anxious. But I am happy I got some of my dirt unloaded into my potato bags today, and I put up a temporary fence thingy to keep my dogs away from it. It is basically tall wooden stakes with a tarp like material between them.
Unfortunately one of my male dogs completely ignore it and try trampling it and squeezing underneath it as well because he wants to mark, so I will have to take him out on leash to potty from now on. So I guess I feel a little annoyed too. I have to take him all the way around the yard to enter the yard. I could take him out front, but there are roaming large dogs in the area that do attack full on if they see a smaller dog whether with a person or not even if they are a few houses away. I've seen it more than once. Too risky.
Also I am hungry, but I am still deciding what to eat. lol
Pretty mentally exhausted. Today has been one of the first stressful days I've had in a really long time, which I guess I'm happy to be able to say. But I'm so ready to go home, have dinner, and take a bath.