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How are you feeling?

Pretty good! I had a day off yesterday for my health, which was really nice. I'm feeling refreshed and trying to get some extra tasks done for work so I can hopefully get another day off down the road. u vu
 
So-so

Today in orchestra, I got moved to the last chair of the viola section. Things like that make me want to quit orchestra more. I've decided next year I'll be taking private viola/drum lessons, so I have room for more classes I like, but I don't know if I can last the rest of this year...

Tomorrow I'm going to talk to my therapist about my possible anxiety, depression, and eating disorder. I mean, I don't want to get on medication or anything, but it'll be nice to get an actual diagnosis.

Finally, I dropped one of my dance classes, which I hate doing, but I'm hopefully going to be joining another one that I'll like more.

I understand your feelings, except the thing I want to drop is girl scouts and I can't since it will make my college things look good. Anxiety and depression, I have a sleeping problem though. Hope you last.
 
Indifferent = S Happy by some sad, bit bored, bit crazy LOL I have things to do but I DON'T WANNA
 
RELIEVED

This morning I realized I lost my car keys, and my Dad was burning papers in the barrel out back. I brought in a ton of stuff last night and thought I probably dropped my keys in with the papers or recyclables, since they weren't in the yard or anything. So I start to panic. Run outside, but he's already got everything in there burning. Then he hears a popping sound and fishes out a piece of metal (looked like a small circuitboard), about the size of my key fob. So I'm 100% my keys are in the fire, and have a mini freak-out on the lawn. Both keys were on the ring (because I'm an idiot, yes) so I have no other spare, no way of getting anywhere in my car. And I'm now nearly late for work.

In a fit of desperate denial, I grab the recyclable bag from the side of the road to see if my keys fell in there, even though I'm certain they are long since melted in the barrel. I sat down on the front porch to look through the bag, where I'm eye level with our snow shovel, and realize that my keys are, in fact, perfectly fine and hanging from the handle of the shovel.

I nearly wept it was such a glorious sight. A guy stopped by this morning, they must have been laying on the ground, so he picked them up and hung them on the shovel.

The question that hit me later was, what the hell was the little circuitboard from?
 
i was feeling awesome! everything frosted over today so i went out for a walk and took lots of nice winter scenery photos. c:
but now i think i'm gonna get sick because i was outside for nearly an hour.
 
Good.. didn't sleep for too long either. Must have spent way too long solving that crossword before I actually went asleep
 
To say the truth, I don't really know what I'm feelin' right now... Oh, wait, I know! I feel sick. I cought a cold, or should I say the cold cought me, instead. I feel like sneezing, my nose feels weird, and I have to grab a kleenex most of the time... It's... so... cold... outside... blehh
 
Intense depression

Like, I'm about to start crying if things get any more awful/disappointing, which they will, but I guess that's life
 
really bad, and at the lowest point this week already. disappointed my parents again.. skipped school again... I really can't do anything right, can I?
 
Nice because someone praised my art and bad because I wanna sleep but I need to do this crappy English homework...
 
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