Oh my god, sweetie. I didn't know you been through alot. I wish i could of been there to comfort you or even stop you from self harming. You know you have all of your friends and TBT could help you seek through. I'm currently going through this depression too and it hurts, i know. Suicidal thoughts, Depression, Worthlessness and many others. Remember though, life will get better and you need to survive this world. You'll get better, i promise. -From you're friend and will always be, Emi.