Sorry if this is really long, I was talking about this with my husband yesterday and this feels on point for me to say it too
I would go back around 2011. I'm happy with current life but just want to whack my past self.
I used to play avatar forums, and made a lot of good friends. They are all a bit younger than me so by the time I found my first job they just started/half way through university. I wasn't very good at making friends irl, especially the way co-op is set up makes it hard to connect with others. I'd be online all day talking to my friends on forums.
But life happened around 2011. New job, started dating and friends busy with school... I stopped going online. We lost touch. Life keeps happening and I finally got to a point where I can be sort of online again. I tried really hard the past few weeks to find them again but their posts under older username all disappeared after 2012 too.
I keeps wondering right now, would I find them again? Would they remember me? I really want to go back and tell my past self to at least try to keep track of them T.T would it be different? I'm not sure, but at least I'd know I tried.
Ya.. I want to go back just to reconnect with older friends. I miss them