sometimes i don't like to be touched, at all. you know this. why do you always try to touch me after i tell you i'm freaking out already. it doesn't help, it won't ever help. in fact it actually makes things worse and makes it harder to get back into the groove of letting people hug or touch me again. you're hindering progress for incredibly selfish reason. i need you, but not like this.
Dear kids at school,
You still think it's funny? Sharing that video once more of me confessing my love? This is why I don't talk. You ask me to talk, and when I do, you mock me for my voice, which is raspy for not talking. You mock me for my silence, by staring at me when I walk past, and laughing when you think I'm gone. Think about someone else other than yourself for once, think of someone else's feelings, you aren't funny. You'll have to get over it and deal with it.
~Ajay.
Dead older Sister
You talk about behind my back to our other sister , you say how you think i am poor and cant even afford Christmas gifts. You dont even know your own Sister. I have more then enough money, but you would not know because you really dont care about me. So why even talk about me.
Dear Dad,
Please just go away. Stop making excuses. No apology or excuse will make up for what you did, so please just shut up and drive your pretty little booty back to Chicago. Obviously you like being there with your fancy job and your girlfriend more than being with your actual family, you freaking drunk. Enjoy your alcohol poisoning, you'll probably get it with the way you drink. You're a horrible person.
From,
Your Daughter (unfortunately)
you're so sweet sending me so many kkt messages and i love them all, please translate some though because i'm not yet fluent in hangul so i often stare at the screen in confusion because i can't piece it all together. ilu tho. ty. <3
dear English teacher,
you say my analysis skills are very advanced and my interpretations are perceptive but I still haven't received a post card.
how come she got one? her interpretations are basic and poorly explained.
Your "memes"... Ugh. How are they even memes if half of them only last a day? Also, have the only RPs you've ever seen been ones done by kids in a certain other part of the place you hang around in? Because not all RPs are as bad as you make them out to be. Trust me, I know, from being in quite a few myself, even back when I used to hang around with you guys all the time. Yeah, sure, tell me to "get lost" and "go back to the deep dark depths" of the certain other part of the place you hang around in. I never even started there, I first started posting on that site in the same damn place you all posted in back when I joined. But that's not my point. Does saying things like that to people who like certain things you hate really make you any better than them, when all they did was like the stuff you hate? Does it?
Not-so-sincerely, someone who has never regretted abandoning you guys.
I guess you took what I said to heart, huh? I'm glad that you won't be able to see this, while at the same time that makes me feel a bit saddened. Just goes to show what a bunch of little white lies amount to, eh? Maybe this was for the best, so that I can learn from my mistakes... though I really did hope it could've gone down a better route, one where I didn't make such selfish decisions. Sorry for wasting so much valuable time.
i really don't understand what it is you really want from me?
can you explain it instead of beating around the bush.
you're kind of wasting my time and i don't really appreciate that.
Dear someone,
How come you just fought with someone one minute, then got back together the next? Now you two have suddenly become BFFs and pretty much ignored me and my friend.
From me.
